A/N: Wow. I really was disappointed with you guys. Only like 5 reviews!! Sigh I'll keep writing cuz I know you love me! ;)
Jasper's POV
Esme's sorrow was swallowing me. I could feel it leaking slowly into my closed off mind. I couldn't tell how much there really was..I could just feel it pushing on me.
One second Alice was in my arms, and the next she's gone...Damn. I chase after her, accidentally opening my mind. It's like someone turned a speaker on. LOUD. My skull pulses. I pause mid-stride, trying to catch my unneeded breath.
From outside I hear a hiss from Rosalie, and realize an entire conversation and physical encounter is going on outside while, I am weak.
I run faster then I ever have, just in time to see Emmett charging Alice! My reason for living! I sprint at vampire speed and tackle himr milliseconds before they collide. He rolls to the side, while I give in to the emotions around me. It hurts to much to try and hold them back.
Sorrow, pain, anger, excitement, determination, pain, vengeance, embarrassment, vainness, hate...they all shot through me. I try to blink my eyes, for my vision is blurring. As I open my eyes I see Esme above me; frantic eyes sweeping my limp frame.
The corners of my sight grow dim and I feel myself becoming light.
"Stop...overwhelming..." I hear Esme's voice speak from far away. Overwhelmed, that's a good way to say it. Although I feel like I'm drowning. Oh, well. It feels strangely nice to be swept away in these emotions. I feel like I'm floating. Is this what it's like to die.
No! Wait I can't die! Alice. I started to panic. I tried to call out, but even to myself it sounded pathetic.
Then a voice like an angel rang loudly. The only one I wanted to hear. Alice. It was as if the fog was lifted.
"NOOOOOOOO!" he cried terrified. I have to be there. She can't be scared. She can't ever be afraid. I quickly closed my mind and felt my body coming back to me.
I gasped and flung my body forward landing face first in the snow, the cold was strangely calming.
"Jasper!" Alice cried and collapsed by me. "I thought I lost you!" She sobbed. I'm so weak. I can barley move.
"Jasper!?" Alice asks again, in search of a answer to my blank stare, and expressionless eyes. The relief gone. Now panic, replacing it. "Jazz? Jazzy, talk to me!"
"Oh my!" Esme says, as she sweeps me with her gaze. "Alice look at his eyes!" She does and gasps. What? What's wrong with me? I want to ask. But can't.
"Jasper, your eyes are pitch black." Alice whispers and Emmett is by my side in a second with me on his back. As he turns I see all of my family's faces...well most. Where's Carlise?
Rosalie looks so ashamed. I feel sorry, and decide that my last amount of strength will go to her. I send a burst of calm to her. It takes all my power and I huff as it leaves me. I collapse against Emmett. Rosalie looks at me surprised, and confused. I attempt a smile, and she breaks down in sobs.
My eyes roll to the back of my head, and I feel myself being sat on the ground. Alice. Where's Alice. I hear a slight noise, and then smell..ohhhhh, the smell. My instincts throw me to the dead animal. I drink it dry and feel a burst of strength. Another animals is brought to me and another. 7 animals have been killed and I am still thirsty. Rosalie and Alice join in on the hunt as I slowly try to stand.
After 12 animals I feel fine. But I do need to talk to Carlise. Where is Carlise?
Alice's tiny hands wrap around my waist, and I can hardly control myself as I spin her around and hold her to me.
"Safe, always safe, in my arms." I whisper to her. She wraps her legs around me, and I fall back on the bed. She nuzzles her way in my neck and kisses it softly. Always safe.
I'm sorry...I...I..." She says her mood swinging to depressed.
"Ssss." I say and press a finger to her mouth. "All is forgiven."
Then I replace my finger with my lips and her mood swings yet again...only this time in my favor.
A/N: That was an intense chapter!!
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