Chapter 9.

Can we just resolve this?

Ashley's POV.

So I've been sleeping on the couch for two weeks and I can't stand it any longer. I started up the whole conversation and she went crazy. It all started right after waking up the next day I told her that we needed to talk. Not in that way though. Not in the 'I'm going to break your heart now so get ready.' Way more in the 'lets just talk I have a few things I need to get out.' Kind of way. So we sat down and we started talking. She started with telling me that she hadn't slept with anyone since our break up and now she was only sleeping with me. Then she went on to tell me about her life and how it had just now changed and she was hoping that she wouldn't get hurt again. I just smiled and nodded I didn't know what else to say.

When she finished I just looked down at the ground because what I had to say wasn't nearly as exciting as her news so I looked at the ground for some answers, when I realized I wasn't going to get any I looked back up into her beautiful eyes and I started to talk softly. I told her how I had slept with many other women during our breakup and that it was the only way I could deal with anything. I told her that I was so miserable that I didn't know what to do. That's not what pissed her off though because I went on to explain that I didn't know if I was going to be able to commit to anything serious. And I couldn't get the rest out because she blew up and I couldn't get anything out. When things calmed down I tried again but she shut the door on my face and since then I have been sleeping on the couch.

It's hard not sleeping in the same bed with her to have her in my arms and to just hold her. And its not like I'm not ready for commitment I just want to take things so slow with her and work our way up to something like that. I don't want to mess up again and I don't want to lose her again because I don't think I could handle losing her a second time when I need her so bad. When she's ready to talk then I'll tell her that but she's not listening to me nor is she talking to me and its driving me crazy. All I want to do is explain myself to her but she is being stubborn and not listening to me.

Out of the corner of my eye I see her come down the stairs and go straight for the kitchen all I'm doing is laying on the couch looking out the window but now my attention is now focused on her and I can't seem to stop watching her. She's getting a glass of water with three ice cubes I think this is my chance but I don't know, I guess I should take it while I have it. "Spencer?" Her eyes turn to mine and now she is just staring into my eyes with a confused look on her face I sigh softly before I continue. "Can we resolve this babe?" She is just standing there and not making any movement at all. "I want to explain to you what I meant because you didn't let me."

Her eyes travel to the couch and she takes slow strides towards it I bend my legs in and I sit up some giving her room to sit down and when she does I look down a moment before looking back up into her eyes, she's being quiet and I don't know why maybe she really wants to hear what I have to say. "I didn't mean to hurt you Spence, What I meant though was that I'm not ready for marriage or commitment right now because I don't want to take things fast because I don't want to screw things up, I don't want to loose you again baby, I want to take things slow until the both of us are ready until I know that we are both ready. Its not that I don't want to be with you for the rest of my life because honestly baby I do, but we need to listen to each other all the way through before we start getting mad."

She's looking at me and she's listening but she's still not saying anything and to tell you the truth I'm getting really freaking scared at this second. I'm getting worried and freaked out that she's not going to talk to me again. I see her reach forward for the table and she put her water down and then looks back at me. I have the most confused face running my features but what else am I supposed to look like? She now moves just a little closer to me but my eyes don't leave hers for a second. She takes my hands and I hold onto hers, did I say something wrong what the hell is going on because I really don't know.

Her lips start to move and I know I need to listen. "Yes we can resolve this…" She says in that sweet sexy voice that I like so much. Its so good to hear her voice after two damn weeks of not hearing it. I smile a bit softly and slowly I lean in and claim her lips in a passionate kiss and to my surprise I feel the pressure of hers back against mine, My hands grip her gently and I move a little bit closer. While the kiss grows deeper and deeper into passion my heart starts to race so fast, I let her hands go and my finger tips travel up her thighs and to her hips and sides I grip softly getting her to moan against my lips, with that moan I know I'm doing something right so I lean in just a little more and slip my tongue into her mouth, I rest it for a second on her lower lip, she though she takes my tongue immediately into her mouth and she sucks on it thus getting a moan out of me.

This goes on for a little while just fighting for dominance and not knowing whose going to get it, the sitting position we had once been in was now me on top of her between her legs hands on her bare skin under her shirt caressing her soft skin around her ribs and her hands on my lower back and my shirt up to my ribs while she rests her hands on my lower back, I take a deep breath letting out a soft moan at the same time the breath leaves my lips and I slowly take her tongue back into my mouth and I suck gently on it before slowly pulling away but leaning in and gently kissing her swollen lips one last time before pulling away and looking into her eyes, I'm breathing hard and so is she but all I can see is lust and passion in her eyes and I smile to myself.

"So baby what were your plans for today?" She looks into my eyes and caresses my lower back with her thumbs I smile and bite my lower lip and look deeply into her eyes she has this smirk on her face now and her hand is slowly slipping up my shirt to the clasp on my bra and I smirk a little when she leans up and whispers into my ear. "This." At that second I feel the restraints on my breasts being loosened. I smile to myself and she brings my shirt up and over my head and its on the floor now. All I can do is smile and look into her eyes.

Spencer's POV.

I don't want to do anything today but spend time with her. So I've decided to show her how much i love her and she doesn't get to show me back. She's going to get teased until she's begging for me to make her cum so many times that its hard for her to breath with out moaning in every breath. Once I take her shirt off my hands go to the straps on her bra and i pull that down and off her arms quickly throwing the lacey black bra to the floor with her shirt. Smiling so softly were looking into each other's eyes and its like magic. i want to take her and make her feel good but i want to do it so slowly. When I lean down she takes my lips just how i want her to take them. Our lips part after a few minutes she's panting and has a lustful look coming from her eyes a smile crosses my face my lips traveling down her body leaving hot opened mouth kisses against her hot body its kind of sweaty but it's going to be even more sweaty when i get down with it.

Her neck tilts to the side giving me more room to leave kisses on letting her pant and breath as hard as she can. I smile a little bigger traveling done her body over her collarbone spending a little extra time nipping and tugging on the skin at hand. Sucking gently into my mouth leaving my mark on her body letting the world know and her know that she's my girl and no one else's. I smirk softly before moving down a little further cupping her breast i kiss down the center while massaging her breasts in my hands pinching her nipples between my fingers until they become hard to my touch. My mouth opens to the side of her breast slowly closing seconds after words she's still breathing hard and its making me smile and become very happy.

Slowly my lips maneuver in a circle around her breast until there wrapping around her nipple and im sucking it into my mouth lightly flicking my tongue against her erect nipple sucking harder each time until she can't take it. Her hips slam against my own but im trying to keep myself from being so turned on all the while im thinking of what she has said to me. I can't believe I made her go a whole two weeks without sex without talking without anything because I blew it all out of portion. She's right though I wouldn't let her finish after she said 'not ready to commit.' That was all I needed to hear before I went off throwing her a blanket making her sleep on the couch.

But it was agonizing for me too I mean once you get back into sex and being with someone you love so much you don't want to be a second or a day without out them and being without ash for two weeks was enough to make me realize that maybe just maybe I should listen, so when she called me over to the couch today I was ready to talk about it and resolve everything and I listened and I heard what she had to say, So she's not ready for commitment yet and I never said I was either but in time I think we both will and that's all I'm looking forward to. Hopefully I don't screw it up.

Her moans interrupt my thoughts which isn't so bad because I've switched nipples and the other one is hard and I just like the taste so every few seconds my tongue rolls over and around her nipple as I massage the other one. I just want us having sex on the couch to be slow because after two weeks it made me realize that I love her and I want to show her. My lips finally leave her breasts and slowly start on the places just below her breast. My tongue comes out to run the tip against her rib bones and across to the middle of her stomach I position myself so that my breasts lay upon her pelvis a smile gracing my lips as I run the tip slowly up the middle of her abs, she's breathing so hard I can feel her stomach rise and fall.

Bringing my tongue back into my mouth I form my lips in the form of a kiss with a little hole in the middle I bring my lips close to her skin its all hot and bothered and her pants aren't even off yet. Slowly my breath leaves my lips and collides with her skin this hitches her breath and she's panting a bit hard so turned on by what I'm doing to her I still have more in mind.

My hands make there way to her belt buckle I undo it to get to the button while still blowing on her skin to keep her occupied while I unbutton her jeans and zip her zipper down I stop the slow breaths on her stomach slowly wrapping my fingers around the waist band of her jeans and slowly I tug them down to her knees before moving my hands to her pant legs I tug them the rest of the way down laying them on the floor I look at her and move to her lips for a minute kissing her passionately deep roaming her mouth with my tongue before the kiss breaks and I'm back on my knees at the opposite end of the couch.

I know what she wants I can tell with one glance she's soaking wet and her body is sweating. She's hot and bothered and it just turns me on more that she wants me so much yet I won't give her what she wants just yet. My lips come crashing down against skin where hot opened mouth kissing is shared as they move slowly up her legs to her thigh the kisses dip down against her inner thigh that is wet as well tasting her is like a new adventure everyday. A moan escapes my lips to the taste, im trying so hard to savor it all but the undying hunger inside me wants more and it wants it now.

Instead of just going for it my lips devour her other leg from bottom to top to the inner thigh like i did the other when i come back to the place that smells so good like sex and the heat is so radiant against it I can't hold out any longer I need to taste her just a small good long taste that will keep me wanting more. Slowly I lower her panties to her knees then slowly off her legs and to the floor. Fuck she smells so damn good right now. It's the sweet smell of sex and all I want to do is give it to her but my whole plan was to tease her and make her scream to make her cum.

I position myself between her legs and lower myself down to her I use my fingers to spread her lips apart and I slowly blow cold air against her clit she shivers and tries to arch her hips up but thanks to my hand she can't, she's stuck where she is and I get to tease her all I want. Moving one of my fingers I lean in and take her lip into my mouth and suck hard on it until the taste of her salty wetness is on my lips. Her moans ring over and over again in my ear. "Spencer please." I hear her say and my heart pounds. "Please what..?" A little playfully I ask while sucking again on her lip running my tongue against it. I switch to the other lip sucking on it the same but this time I start to nibble to get a little more out of her.

"Please Make me cum." She says her voice breathless and hoarse I could make her cum right now if I wanted to but I don't, I want her to cum in my mouth the second I'm down teasing and playing with her. I want her to cum so hard in my mouth that her being so turned on and coming so hard makes me cum without her even touching me. I want her to make me cum when she's coming. Hearing her words I smile and release my tongue to the place that is needing so much attention.

My Tongue lays flat against her swollen clit making her arch her back to the air I know she wanted more and that exactly what I wanted to give her. Taking her clit into between my teeth a gentle tug is exchanged and all I want is more of her and need more of her. I smile and start to suck on the sensitivity she has, all she does is moan and arch more soon she'll want me inside her and I know im trying not to tease her but to her this is teasing. She becomes wetter and the taste is so fucking good oh my god. "Baby please stop teasing me." She says and my heart pounds a mile a minute as she starts to move her hips as she takes in a deep breath and moans with words. "Oh god just be inside me please." Oh my god she is so hot when she talks like that to me. I let her clit go and slowly move down.

She's got pre come already ready to leave her body the tip of my tongue laps that up so slowly the tip making slow circles around her entrance before her hips thrust forward and my whole tongue forcing its way deep inside her. Her back arches into the air making it easier for me to get deeper inside her. The tip of my tongue knows exactly where to go and what to do. It starts to work at her g-spot making her wetter and the pressure builds higher in her stomach releasing a strong full out long moan that couldn't of been stopped. She's so close I can feel it and I can't wait for it.

Slow thrusts are exchanged and they continue to get harder and faster and deeper. Her g-spot it hit numerous time and she can't hold it in anymore. She clenches my tongue and my whole body goes limp when she cums so do I. A moan escapes my lips pretty damn loud and hers to she's practically screaming. I keep thrusting slowly until she has come down from her high. I take my tongue out and slowly move up her body laying on top of her she doesn't realize that she made me cum too and that she tasted so damn good. My hand reaches up and slowly moves her from her face leaning down I press my lips to her. She kisses back with just the same.

Grabbing a blanket from the back of the couch as she regains the ability to breath a smile touches my lips as I lay it over the both of us and hold her in my arms she smiles softly and speaks gently. "Your so amazing baby. I love what you do to me." I smile a little more and kiss her cheek. "You have no idea baby." I say under my breath and close my eyes listening to her breathing.

xxx

3 hours After.

Ashley's POV.

I guess I fell to sleep because I honestly don't remember moving for the last three hours or so. When I finally do wake up and move around a little I know that I'm naked and that Spencer is lying on top of me. She's got a smile on her face that must mean that she is having a good dream about something hopefully its me or she's awake and she just relaxing against me because she doesn't want to get up. I smile and slowly reach my hand up to her face brushing a stray hair behind her left ear she smiles a little bigger and I know she's awake now softly I whisper.

"Comfortable sweetheart?" She smiles softer but it's a pretty big smile and I can't help but wrap my arms so much tighter around her. Grabbing a blanket I drape it over the top of us and lean down some to kiss her head, she's moving now and I'm wondering why. I smile and release her from my grip before slowly letting her stand taking the blanket from on top of me and wrapping it around herself she wink in my direction and I stand. "You wish I was." What was that for she's doing her little smart ass remarks and all I wanted was to lay with her and be close to her for at least a few more minutes but now she's up and it looks like she isn't coming back down.

I lay there a few more minutes because hello I'm not ready to get I'm not ready to stand and stretch my muscles because all I want to do is lay her and think about what happened 3 hours ago and how pearly amazing it was. She made me orgasm its pretty rare for people to orgasm but despite her teasing ways she hit every spot just the way it needed to be hit and I cummed one of the best orgasms in my life and it was all because of her. It was beautiful and amazing and absolutely I don't know what's the best word you know? Plug it in there and that's what it was that's what describes it best you know?

I see her in the corner of my eye coming back over to me. She stands in front of me with one of her cute little smiles on and her lips are moving I need to toon in. "….. Shower than beach and than whatever happens from there hmm?" Wait what did she just say. Did she mean that she's going to take a shower first and get ready then I'm going to take a shower and get ready and then were going to the beach? Whoa fuck I just got confused out of my mind. She smiles and leans down and kisses me and that clears my mind It lingers for a couple seconds there's some slight movements of tongue and a few shared moans before the kiss is broken and she is retreating up stairs. I follow but on the way up I grab my robe from the second bathroom and wrap it around me before going to the bedroom. Smiling softly I grab a few things and some new clothes and head to the second bathroom I jump in a cold shower.

Ending it short and sweet my bikini is put on first and that leaves my very skimpy pink booty shorts and baby blue tank top with baby blue flip flops and white stunna shades. Its just how I do. I head out of the bathroom after doing my hair and back to the bedroom grabbing my keys and a couple blankets I knock on the bathroom door. "I'll be down stairs babe." She says a little okay which is only loud enough for me to hear before I smile and head downstairs to the living room. I set our things by the door and pick up the loose clothing around the house walking to the laundry room I put the clothes in the dirty hamper only to look up and see the sunscreen a smile comes to face when it was just the thing I was missing.

Heading back out to the living room a smile comes to my face as I grab both the blankets and open the front door grabbing the sunscreen I walk out set it all in the back seat of the convertible a smile peaks across my face as I put the top down and walk right back inside seeing spencer standing right in front of her she jumps back startled because i wasn't paying attention my heart pounds and my eyes bulged while spencer laughs at me she smiles and sticks out her tongue. "Did I happen to scare you." She says between tones and all I want to do is scoop her up and tickle her until she stops mocking me.

'Half to death babe….. half to death.' My thoughts mock my very existence and all I do is smile a little and look into her eyes. "Just slightly baby…. You ready to roll?" My voice is a little playful a bigger smile coming to my lips as I look deep into her eyes like I'm trying to read chapters of her very soul. She smiles softly and nods heading for the car I lock the front door turning on heel and heading back to the car I hop in the passenger seat and start my baby up. As she rumbles to life a smirk mocks my smile.

She moves her hand to rest on my thigh making me smile a bit but the smirk still hides within my soul, Her sun glasses shades her eyes from my view mine shaded my eyes from the rays of the sun that made it next to none impossible to drive. She caressed my thigh the whole drive there making sure I was comfortable she didn't say a word. Just let the words of the lyrics run through her head. They kept playing over and over in my head making it impossible to think about anything other than just what was playing.

As we arrived at our destination the clock striking 6 on the dot a smile killed my lips as the car came to a complete stop in a close parking space. My eyes darted to her and she smiled one of her soft smiles only making it harder for me to keep self control as I opened the door and stepped out of the car she did the same as well I grabbed the blankets and sunscreen and my keys walking around I took her hand in my own. "What's a good spot for you baby?" I ask concerned that if I pick a place she might not like it.

"Anywhere we can just lay together." She says her words are soft and linger in my mind as she grips onto my hand I lead the way onto the beach and smile softly as the sun slowly starts to go down quickly I find a place close to shore but not to close. She smiles and realizes she won't need the sun screen I stand there a moment looking out as sun starts to disappear behind the clouds. I smile a little bit when I feel her arms slip around my waist and the pressure of her breasts into my back makes me smile a little more. She pulls me closer to her so that I'm pressed up against her I close my eyes and take a deep breath as the comfortable silence over takes us.

"This is beautiful…" My voice is faint after 10 minutes of just standing there her holding me close my head laying on her shoulder as we just watch the sun go down. It's then that I realize just how much we've changed since high school. How much she's changed, how much the world has changed, how much I love her that just how much I'm realizing everything right now. I know I should have realized it weeks ago years ago months ago whatever today is my life changing moment and I could have asked for better timing.

When the sun has finally disappear beyond the clouds and day turns to night I take her hand in my own and I slowly pull her to the blanket with me and lay down. I like when she lets me hold her but I love it more when she holds me oddly he is remembering this tonight because her arms wrap around me and my head goes to her chest and I listen to the soft pounds of her heart beat in my ear. She's stroking my hair and im making small circle patterns on her stomach with my fingers I grab the other blanket putting it over the top of us I can tell she's smiling. "I love you so much Ash. I love you more and more each day and every time I look at you I just can't imagine my life without you and I don't want to." Her voice is soft and it makes shivers travel my spine.

"Our love is not just the kind of love that gets forgotten its not the type of love that you nor I can just forget because honestly our love is one of a kind. I feel so lucky to have you in my life to feel the love for me and share the love I have for you. I've loved you since the day I met and im going to love you until the day we both leave this earth Spencer." Her hand slowly moves down to my chin and she brings me up into a kiss, I don't fail to kiss her back and she smiles into the kiss before its broken. Her eyes are gazing into mine and I'm gazing into hers and only soft whispers are heard. "I love you." "I love you too"

Author's Note: I am terribly sorry you have no idea how sorry I am. In fact I made this chapter longer and with a little more detail than the others just to update you with. Because I had writers block for so long and I just got my life back on track. I can finally function and it only took me two months to do so. But I am sorry and I hope all of you forgive me and leave me reviews on what you think should happen in the next chapter. A little info about the next chapter is that something really happy or sad needs to happen and its going to be skipped a few months into the future alright? Again I am sorry please forgive me.