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IMPORTANT: Once again I thank my cousin and mother for typing and posting this for me. I'm still banned and I am going insane. I have people I miss and they know who they are. Yes JACOBFAN I am talking to you! I miss you so freaking much I am going insane!
As I stood on the patio of the cottage on Esme's isle, I let the events of the past couple of days float through my bain. I hadn't bothered getting dressed due to the fact no one else would be around. It was only Leah and I on the small island my father had given my mother. Leah was sleeping soundly in bed since I had efficently worn her out. I knew it would be a while before she woke up. That ment I had plenty of time to analyze everything that has happened.
Flashback
When the sun had started rising to alert everyone morning had finally made an appearance, I took the time to look down at my wife. We had been married yesterday in my families home. To say it had been the best day in my life would be and understatement. There is no word that can rightly describe how I felt at hearing Leah speak the words 'I do.'
When my bride and I had finally made it to Isle Esme later that evening, my day had gone from amazing to pure bliss. In my years of existing I never thought life could be this perfect. Even when I had been married to Bella, never had I felt this way. Leah brought my idea of what love was to a whole new level. Levels I never even knew existed.
Leah was exactly the type of person I needed and for so long I denied any feelings I may have had for her. It's lucky for me I have a family who cares enough to show me how stubborn I tend to be. If it had not been for the push my family members had given me I would've never acted on my feels for the she wolf.
Knowing I had almost cost myself this feeling of overwhelming completeness sent shivers of pain down my spine. If I didn't have Leah in my life I honestly cannot say where I would be right now. Before Leah and I had started dating I was..for lack of a better word, I was a corpse.
Looking back on it now I reminded myself of one of those zombies in the movies Emmett loved to watch. I hate to admit but I think the zombies in those films had more life in them than I did. Atleast I was lucky enough to find a cure in the form of Leah Clearwater. She had saved me.
Smiling to myself I removed a strand of of hair from Leah's face and that is when I froze in terror. If I had been alive I would have died as I looked down at my bride. My Leah, my beautiful, perfect, russet goddess was covered in black and blue bruises. Her skin discolored in a variety of of purples, black, and green.
Her slender shoulders were marred by scratches and finger shaped bruises made by my own hand. Her lips swollen and tinted purple from the harsh kisses I had given her. Her breasts covered with bite marks though luckily none had broken the skin. Her neck was the same as her chest. My hand reached out to caress one of the bruises wishing I could take it away.
I had to force myself to look away. I couldn't stand to see what else I had done to her. I truly was a monster. How foolish I had been to believe we could make love and not have consequences. How could I do that to her? Was I so lost in my own pleasure I hadn't known the damage I'd been inflicting on the love of my existance? What if next time I also got to into the act and ended up killing her?
My heart felt like it was shattering when I thought about loosing her. I could not loose her, not now that I had finally found her. If she died I would have to find a way to follow her. I know it's selfish of me to think such things since I have a child to care for but I knew that if I lost my wife I wouldn't be able to function.
Leah was my everything and I had abused her body to find my own pleasure. I could have killed her last night. I would not let that ever happen again. As much as I loved her, I wouldn't put her in danger anymore. No more sex was going to happen. It would be hard because making love to her and being with her physically brought us closer and I didn't think that possible before. Still, knowing this was in her best interest made my resolve stronger.
I knew this would be hard and I would never hear the end of it. Still there was no other option. I had to do this for Leah. Eternity without sex was something I could handle. I had gone years without making love and I could do it again. Living eternity without Leah was not an option. I'd rather have no sex until the end of time rather than have sex and end up loosing my soulmate due to my selfish nature.
When my wife rolled over in her sleep to get more comfortable the sheet slipped from her body and I was forced to look at the damage I had done once again. My mind was made up and I wouldn't waver. I could never have intercourse with my love ever again. I was doing this for her own good. She'd be angry of course but I hoped with time she would see my side.
End Flashback
When I had made the vow to never touch Leah in a sexual way I had really beleived my plan would work. I had never really thought Leah would go as far as she did. At the time I hadn't understood why sex was so important to her. As long as we had eachother it should not matter should it? I would soon learn how wrong I had actually been.
When I had first told her my concerns she had been livid. She screamed and hollared at me for being over protective. She had tried with all her might to change my mind. First she had tried to argue her point. When that turned out to be unsucsessful she then tried wearing skimpy outfits to entice me.
I had come so close to just taking her on the kitchen table when she came out in daisy duke shorts and bikini top. The only way I'd been able to hold back was by forcing myself to grip the countertop in an effort to keep my hands buisy. If I hadn't done that I know my hands would've reached out for her even when my brain ordered them to stay put. Not going to her and taking her in my arms was one of the hardest things I've ever had to do.
After Leah had left to take a walk I had been tempted to follow her and appologize for the things I said. I planned to give her an hour or so to cool off though before heading into the forest to find her. I would've followed her too if it hadn't been for my phone ringing not fifteen minutes later.
Flashback
Ring! Ring! The annoying ring tone Alice had chosen for me sounded from my front pocket. Who would be calling I wondered? I knew it would not be Leah. Whenever she and I engaged in an arguement, I usually had to track her down and force her to listen. She was insanely stubborn. People thought I was bad? Well Leah was ten times worse than I. Sometimes her stubborn streak came in handy. Most of the time though it was one hell of a nuisence to me.
Reaching into my pocket to pull out the little silver phone I looked at the caller ID and raised my brow in confusion when I saw Renesmee's number. Why on earth would she be calling? My daughter hardly ever called me if she needed something.
Usually she went to Leah which kind of annoyed Rosalie. My sister got used to it after a while because she knew Nessie wasn't choosing Leah over her. Renesmee had informed Rose the reason she was so close to Leah was because like the she-wolf who was one of kind, she herself was a rare breed. She explained Leah understood her better than anyone else could.
I couldn't be happier to realize how close my daughter and wife were. Before I started courting Leah I feared Nessie wouldn't take to the girl wolf. I feared she would resent Leah because she wasn't her real mother. To see the exact opposite occure filled me with joy. If you didn't know Leah was not Renesmee's biological mother you would never be able to tell the difference.
Flipping open the small device in my hand, I put it up to my ear. "Renesmee sweetheart is everything alright?"
Sobs sounded in my ears as my daughter went to reply. She was crying? My half breed daughter from my first marriage hardly ever cried. She was rather good at keeping her feelings locked inside. I think she learned it from me.
"No everything is not fine dad!" Another loud sob reached my ears. "How could you do this to mom?" When Nessie said mom I knew she was talking about Leah since she called her birth mother Isabella. Ness hated her real mother with a passion to rival Leah's hate for my ex wife. "Do you have any idea how hurt she is?"
With a sigh I ran my free hand through my hair. So Leah had called my daughter and told her about the situation. I shouldn't be suprised since I knew Ness was not only Leah's step daughter but also one of her best friends. They were closer than I'd ever seen Leah be with anyone except myself.
Atleast Rosalie hadn't called yet and I prayed she wouldn't. I didn't need to hear what she would no doubt say. Her rants could go on for days. With Rosalie I would never get the chance to explain my side. Atleast with Renesmee I could try to make her understand.
I cleared my throat trying to lighten my tone. I didn't need Nessie thinking I was angry at her for calling. Truth was I didn't know what to expect from her so if I could keep the situation calm I'd do what I could. "Renesmee listen-"
"No you listen here you big dummy!" I became speechless when my daughter screamed at me over the phone. Never had Nessie ever taken that kind of tone with me before. I was shocked to say the least. "For someone so smart dad your really stupid. I swear you are the dumbest smart person to ever exist!"
"Renesmee Carlie Cullen what has gotten into you?" I demanded. I loved my child but I would not tolerate this kind of rebel behavior from her. As her father she should respect me. I understood she was upset and angry but name calling was not nessasary. Nor was it tolerated in our home. She should know better.
"What do you think has gotten into me? Come on dad if you think really hard I am sure you'll figure it out. Don't blow a brain gasket while you think." In this moment Nessie had channeled her inner Leah. "How could you tell mom you wouldn't sleep with her again? Do you have any clue as to how that made her feel? You do remember who your married to don't you? It should not be hard for you to figure out what is running through her head."
"Listen Renesmee, I know you love Leah and you do not wish to see her hurt but you must look at it from a different angle. Did she tell you what she looked like when she woke up? She was black and blue. Covered in-" I paused having come to the conclussion I shouldn't be talking about my sexual activities with my daughter.
Nessie's bell like voice filled my ears once more. "Yeah, she told me dad and I totally get why your freaking out. I really do see your side of the situation that's why I am trying to not loose my temper." She paused to take a deep breath before continuing with her speech.
"You don't want to hurt her because you love her. You think if you let yourself get physically close to her again you will be putting mom in danger. Let me fill you in a few facts oh wise one. This is Leah we are talking about. Now put yourself in her shoes for a minute." Her tone turned mocking. "Her husband was intimate with her once. Then he goes and tells her they can never do it again. What do you really think is going through her mind?" Another brief pause from my little girl.
"I can tell you what she is thinking. Why doesn't her husband want her anymore? Had she not been any good? Did you wish she was Isabella? Do you not find her attractive because she's not the normal defination of pretty? She wonders if maybe you would like her better with pale skin and golden eyes.
She asks herself why you allowed yourself to sleep with Bella a second time when the same thing happened to her. Why'd you bend to Isabella's demands and not hers. And the final blow to her ego...Did you picture Bella while you guys did it?
Now do you get what I am saying dad? It's not the sex part really. It goes deeper than that and we all know it. She feels you love Isabella more than you do her. Can you blame her for feeling this way?" Silence followed my way to smart for her own good, daughters rant.
Could what she spoke be the truth? Did Leah really beleive I had loved Bella more than I did her? The idea was absurd to me but for my wife to feel that way it made since. I couldn't beleive I had allowed myself to be stupid. Of course Leah would feel this way. Look what her rat bastard ex had done to her. It is no wonder my wife is so paranoid when it comes to Bella. I should have seen it sooner.
"Ness I didn't realize-" I started but my very wise daughter cut me off.
"I know dad. I completely understand how you feel. I don't want to loose her either. Look at it this way though, if it had been Leah who set the no sex rule what would you think? I know you would automatically jump to the idea Leah was still in love with Sam. You two are so alike it is not funny." Renesmee took another deep breath as she prepared to speak again. "Daddy, we are both going to loose her if you don't smarten up you know that right?"
I had to agree with my daughter. She had a valid point about all this. If it had been the other way around I would most likely have acted similiar to Leah. I'm just as paranoid about Sam as she is about Bella. I had to talk to her and make her understand that my decision had nothing to do with not wanting her and everything to do with wanting to keep her safe.
"Ness I have to go. I have to find your mom so I can fix this. Do not worry honey, I won't let either of us loose Leah. Thank you for making me see reason and we will see you when we come home in a couple of weeks." I headed towards the door to go in search of my wife.
"When you come back you both better be smiling or I swear I will lock you in a closet and have Uncle Jazz made you guys go at it like bunnies." Those were the last words my daughter spoke before hanging up with a soft click.
End Flashback
It was the call from Renesmee which started to break my resolve. She had gotten me to see what I was putting Leah through. When I went in search of my darling she wolf I was determined to show Leah that I loved her. I wouldn't make love with her but maybe I could somehow give her what she wanted without really giving into her demands.
When I had finally tracked her down she was hanging up her cell and heading in the direction of the small pool of water. I'd hidden in the trees hoping she wouldn't realize I was there. I had been curious to know what she was up to. I watched with hungry eyes as she starting stripping before diving into the water completely.
I would've been content to stand there and watch the show she was putting on for me. I'd even ran around the small area to find the best view. It had been going well until something went wrong. I swear my world froze in that moment. Every fear I ever had about loosing Leah came true in that brief moment.
Flashback
She looked so beautiful as she stood underneath the small waterfall. Her body glistened in the light of the sun. She was a vision to behold. I couldn't beleive I was married to someone as stunning as she. I did not deserve such a perfect woman. All I wanted to do was sit in my spot in the thick forest and watch my wife enjoy the nature surrounding her.
When she twisted her head around, she must've caught sight of me, her foot somehow slipped causing her to topple over the edge. I heard her shrill scream of, 'Aww fuck!' as she shot like a bullet down into the water. I was on my feet quicker than a lightning strike as I dove in after her. Hadn't I just got done assuring Renesmee we wouldn't loose Leah?
Fully submerged in the crystal clear water I frantically searched for my wife. Where was she? How come she had not surfaced yet? My eyes darted in all directions and finally I caught sight of her unmoving body. Her eyes were closed and I feared the worst as I swam to her and caught her wrist in my hands. I tugged us up to the surface praying I wasn't to late. I should have gotten to her faster. If something happened to her it would be because I failed her.
"Leah love can you hear me?" Once we reached shore I cupped her face in my hands. Her eyes were open which indicated she was concious. Now if she would just speak to me. I needed to know where she was injured. "Just stay calm my darling I am afraid you may go into shock. It will be ok my love I promise."
"Ed-" She started to speak but then ended up coughing up loads of water. I was terrified her lungs may be filled and drowning her. I needed to get her out of here.
I wrapped my arms around her body gently. I craddled her against my chest as I went to stand. She needed to get to Carlisle as soon as possible. Being a shifter I knew she could not see a regular doctor. It would take atleast half a day to get back home. Maybe if I ran there after getting off the island it would be faster. "Leah you may have some eternal injuries so we need to get you out of here immediately-"
Leah pushed on my chest to get my attention. "I'm ok Edward."
Doubt clouded my expression. How could she be fine after a fall as severe as the one she just had? My eyes narrowed when I realized she must be lying to me in order to take my guilt off my shoulders. Unknown to her, she only made it worse by pretending to be fine. "Don't lie to make me feel better Leah. I should've been there to catch you and now your hurt and it is all my-"
My wife rolled her eyes before planting a soft kiss on my lips to silence me. "Don't do the blame game. If it's anyones fault it would be mine. You saved me Edward just like you always seem to do when I need it."
I watched as she tried to stand but failed when her leg gave out on her. I stretched my arms out to catch her. Atleast I had been fast enough to catch her this time. "Leah are you alright? Tell me what hurts."
End Flashback
Leah had been very sneaky by playing the hurt ankle card. I had almost been ensnared by her web of trickery. When I began kissing up her leg to sooth her pain, every thought of protecting her fled my mind. All I had wanted was to hold Leah in my arms. I wanted nothing more than to kiss her pain away. Almost loosing her had given me a glimpse of what my life would be without her. I could not let anything ever hurt again and that included myself.
So I had given her a compromise. I hadn't made love with her but I had pleasured her. Being the fool I am, I had believed it would be enough. I should've realized otherwise. Leah Cullen could never have enough. Thinking back on it now I don't know why I even tried to abstain. Leah had won, in the end Leah always won.
Flashback
"Leah?" I called from the kitchen. I had finished cooking her breakfast and didn't want it to get cold. Breakfast is the most important meal of the day after all. "Leah?"
When she didn't respond I went in search of her. She had to be in the bedroom since she had not left the house and I could still smell her. I tried honing in on her thoughts but for some reason she was blocking me. A shiver of apprehension crawled down my spine. She was up to something and whatever it may be I knew I probably wouldn't like it.
The next few minutes were a blur. I remember walking into the bedroom and the next thing I know I am thrown to the bed with my hands cuffed in iron shackles. I was to shocked to do anything at first. Of all the things I expected her to do, this surely wasn't one of them. Had she gone insane? What the hell was she thinking? Would she just leave me here like this? Was she dishing out some sort of strange punishment for the events of yesterday? I'm fairly sure she enjoyed the events of the day before. I know I sure did.
"What are you doing? Are you insane?" I growled while trying to pull my leg free of her grasp. I pulled on the shackled holding my arms in place. I could snap them if I wanted to and I would if she didn't free me. I understood she was fustrated but holding me captive? Was it really nessasary?
My wife growled right back at me showing me she was not intimidated. She cuffed my last leg down with a smile. "I'm doing what I have to in order to get what I want. You brought this on yourself Cullen."
"Leah don't do this to me. Please Leah you know I can't." I had to made her understand. She could not do this to me! Did she not realize how hard it was for me already? Her tempting me did not help the situation.
"You can you just won't." She hissed while straddling my lower body. I could feel her heat wanting to burn me up from the inside. "Don't worry Edward I am not asking to do anything. I plan to do all the hard work. So just sit back, or should I say lay back and relax."
When she used the fuck me tone I knew I was a goner. My fight was fleeing as I watched with starving eyes while she achingly slow removed her shirt revealing flawless copper skin begging to be touched and tasted. I had married one hell of a sexy little devil. I actually enjoyed this side of her even when I knew I shouldn't. I should be fighting against her and yet I did not because deep down I am and always will be a masochist.
"Leah, Leah, Leah..Please don't stop. Don't stop." All rational thought left when I felt her teeth break through the marble flesh of my throat. Sharp as razers they sunk into my flesh sending a flair of desire straight to my groin.
My breath caught in my throat when I saw her rest her hand on the swell of her breast. Her dark skin calling out to me. 'Touch me! Touch me!' It cried out. She wanted me to touch her and yet she kept me shackled down. If she thought I would run she was dead wrong. It was to late to go back even if I wanted too.
"Tell me Edward, do you think I'm beautiful?" Her lips stuck out in a pout waiting for my teeth to take the bottom lip between my lips.
As hard as i tried I couldn't take my golden eyes off of her. She needed me to tell her? Had she not looked in a mirror lately? "Beautiful is hardly capable of describing you. A masterpiece of priceless art. A native goddess carved from the stars themselves."
I'd been able to create fully understandable sentences. That was suprising because the feelings she stirred in my body made it hard to think. When she placed her leg near my head resting her thigh against my cheek I could feel my body tremble. I could smell her arousal and it made my head spin if possible.
"And I know you want me." She teased while leaning back to undo my jeans button and zipper. When her hand reached inside and grab me I arched my back off the bed. I heard a whimper and realized the sound came from me.
When she continued to rub me my eyes rolled back into my head. The heat of her hand surrounded my cold flesh and I felt as if I were melting. I moaned her name. I wasn't calling out to her but she was all I could smell, taste, and feel. My wife was all around me. "Leah."
I knew it would be wrong to take her. My mind was in a war with my body and animal desires. 'Take her,' My inner beast ordered. 'No, it's wrong and I could hurt her.' Screamed my concious. 'She wants you to take her. She is practically begging for.' The monster in me known as lust replied. 'What if I hurt her? I could never forgive myself.' The loving side of me rebeled in fear of hurting her. 'Be a man and take what you want. She wants you to do it! Just give in Edward..You know you want to.' 'No.' "Yes.' 'No.' 'YES! Do it!'
Finally when I couldn't take it anymore I pulled roughly on one of my chained arms. I heard the links snap and realized I was free. This should be the point where I run for the hills but in the battle of good Edward and animal Edward, the animal Edward won. I stared at Leah as if she were my prey. My now freed hand gripped her hip roughly. She wanted me and she would get her wish.
Stay focused Clearwater. Don't let him distract you from your rant. You have a right to be angry at him. Remember he denied you sex for days on end. Yes he did but he is doing a good job of appologizing now isn't he? Doesn't matter if he is trying to make up for it. He deserves to be given a good tongue lashing. Oooh a tongue lashing..I like were your going with this idea. No! Must not think pervy thoughts! Stay angry. Stay angry. Oh for the love of god what is he doing with his tongue?
Hearing my shifters thoughts made me want to laugh. I covered it up with a smirk as I continued to listen. It was nice to know she was as torn as I had been earlier. Usually she blocked her thoughts and I often felt annoyed by this. Now I got a chance to see what she had been thinking. Deciding to torture her a little bit as pay back for what she'd done to me I sucked one of her puckered nipples into my mouth. I let my tongue roll over the bud and smiled when my wife shivered.
Smile all you want you smug fucker. I am still the one in control here so you better not forget that. At any moment I could decide to pull an Edward and deny you what you want. How would you feel huh? Maybe I should give you a taste of your own medicine and you can feel how I had to feel for days.
She wouldn't do that to me would she? She couldn't back out now I would go crazy if we didn't finish. She wanted me, I know she did. She's not going to leave me here when she wants what I want just as badly. She may be bitchy sometimes yet I could not fathom even Leah going as far as to leave me here in my current state.
I should leave you chained there for a while until you feel like you can't take anymore. I'll watch with glee while you suffer through every emotion I did. First you will be hurt. You'll wonder why I would cause you such pain if I loved you as much as I claimed to.
Nex you will experience red hot anger. It will boil in your blood, well in your case it will boil in your venom filled viens. It won't be rational anger you feel either. You won't be able to come up with a reason for the anger. Maybe it is caused by the hurt or maybe by something else. All you'll know is that it is there and with every second which passes, it grows hotter and burns deeper than anything else you've ever felt.
If my heart had been beating it would've stopped right then. I could feel the pain in her mind as she remember how she had felt after I refused to touch her. I honestly had no idea I hurt her that badly. I never dreamed she would feel as she had. If I could take it back now I would. I wanted to tell her this but I couldn't form words as I continued to listen to her thoughts.
After the anger has driven you almost to the point of insanity the pain will come. It will only be a dull aching at first. It won't be anything you cannot handle...for a while. Imagine a pinching feeling in the pit of your stomach. Not anything serious right? Wrong! As the mintues tick by it will get worse and worse. The pinching will turn to a stabbing that affects your whole body. Like a posion slowly being pumped throughout your body as it kills you. That is what you were doing to me Edward. When you pushed me away without giving me a good enough reason, you were killing me in the slowest and most painful way possible. I should put you through what you did me but I'll be the bigger person. I love you to much to put you through that.
No. No. No. NO! I had-I had been slowly killing her? I knew she was not lying because I could read the truth in her eyes as she shimmied out of her clothes. I had wanted to save her. I never ment for this to happen. By trying to protect her I had been unknowingly hurting her. Emotional pain is worse than physical pain I knew this fact far better than anyone else. If I had to spend the rest of forever making this up to her I would.
"Oh Leah, if only you knew exactly how selfish I am." I took a moment to place a cold soft kiss on her palm as she sat above me moving slowly. Achingly slow in a way obviously ment to torture me. "So many times the past day or so I have wanted nothing more than to bury myself in your warmth. To taste you as you moan for more. I don't think you realize what you mean to me. I love you and that will never change even if we never had sex again. Yet, when I am with you, when I am in you, I feel complete. You complete me Leah Clearwater. I realize now there is no backing out." I confessed to her watching the emotions run across her face.
While she was lost in lost I took the chance to snap the other chain holding my arms. My wife hadn't realized I'd already broken free of the ankle cuffs. I had the element of suprise as I rolled us over before thrusting into her. The little squeak of pleasure she made only served to spur me on.
"Are you absolutely sure you want to do this?" My words were barely a whisper as they left my lips. My eyes roamed over face looking for any sign indicating she may not want this.
"I just want you to start moving again. For the love of all things holy, I swear if you don't start moving soon I'll-" Before the she wolf could fully get into her rant, I covered her lips with mine. I raised my hips a little as I started to moved inside of her. Boiling heat surrounded me but it burned in such a pleasant way.
"I never want to stop this Edward!" Leah's breathing was ragged as she dug her nails into my back. I hissed at the slight pain which caused me to move faster than I had been. I could feel my thrusts starting to get harder and faster. I couldn't seem to stop. "Oh God Edward, don't stop!" Not that her begging me made it any easier to slow down if I tried.
I brushed my lips over her forhead. She wrapped her legs around my waist and I grabbed her thigh holding her to me. The rest of my body was supported by my other arm. After a while I noticed Leah had slowed down signifigantly. She was covered in sweat and panting for breath. I understood she was tired and some part of my brain knew eventually I would have to stop if I didn't want to thoroughly wear her out. But knowing something and being able to do said task is harder than it sounds.
"You wanted me Leah and you're getting me until I say it's time to stop!" I softened my tone to one of pleading. She hadn't asked me to stop but I knew she was tiring."Please don't make me stop Leah. Atleast not before I have had time to finish. Please love don't make me stop. I understand now what you were trying to tell me before. I need you my love."
Leah must've gotten another burst of stamina since she started moving again. She bit my bottom lip hard. Again pleasure rippled down my spine. "Then give it to me harder!"
I obeyed her order and soon we were both arching into eachother. I screamed her name just like she had predicted I would and she moaned mine. I collapsed beside her and put my hands behind my head. I could not keep the satisfied smile off my face.
"Will you get rid of the condom love?" I turned my head to look at my sexy she wolf of a wife. I could take care of it myself but honestly? I was to content to move. I'd rather bask in the after effects of a very very enjoyable round of sex with my wife. If I had been human I would be lighting a cigarette right about this point in time. "By the way hun, why exactly did we need a condom if you are unable to get pregnant?"
"Ugh, give it to me." Leah Cullen groaned grabbing the used peice of rubber. Those things really were durable. After she rolled to toss it in the waste basket by the bed, she turned back to me and rolled her eyes. "Supposably leeches should be unable to procreate and yet out popped the little monster known as Renesmee. As much as I love the kid I just don't think I am ready to handle a little Edward and Leah Jr. any time in the near future."
Kids with Leah. Something I had never considered before today. She had a valid point. I was not supposed to be able to get a woman pregnant and yet I have a wonderful daughter. I thought Leah and I should really talk about this kids angle. Having a little Leah or a little Edward sounded wonderful. Nessie would love to have a baby in the house as would Rosalie.
End Flashback
"Why are you standing here with that look on your face? Are you up to something Edward Cullen?" I turned around to see my wife standing naked with her hands on her hips. I let my eyes wander over her body. I could feel myself getting hard.
"I was thinking Leah love that is all." I sent her an innocent smile which she didn't buy for a minute. She knew me far to well.
"What were you thinking about?" She asked with suspicious eyes.
"This whole baby angle Leah. I think we should talk about it some more." I offered her one of my famous dazzling smiles.
"Edward I don't think now is the time to-" She stopped talking when I threw her over my shoulder and headed for the broken bed.
"Your right darling. Now is not the time for words." She giggled when I tossed her like a sack of patatoes on to the bed. If she wouldn't talk about children I would have to use other means. I smiled before swooping down to catch her lips with mine.
THE END!
AN: Can you beleive it is finally over? I am kind of sad to see the end of this story but then again a sequel is definately in the future. I think my cousin for typing this for me. Please R&R like always!
Oh my cousin put a new poll on my profile and I urge you to go vote. It is for what story I should focus on next. So go now and vote! *Points towards the poll on my profile.*
Incase she did not read it at the top..JACOBFAN I miss you so much. If I don't get better soon so I can talk to you I think I'll go insane really I do.
On a side note..I had an epic wheelchair fail with my cousin. She wanted to take me for a walk and was pushing me down the ramp well the ramp is kinda high and uhh she lost control of the wheelchair and tried to catch it and we both toppled over..it was painful to say the least. Major major wheelchair fail. I wish we had caught it on tape.
