Hi Sweeties.

How are y'all doing today? Hope your all doing well.

So, I have a few things to say today. It might change the way you think about me, but its stuff I need to share with you…

I've made a lot of bad decisions in my life so far, which has caused me to have some scars on my body that I'm not to proud off.

I don't know if I've ever told you guys this, but I've had depression on and off for the past few years, and last month, I thought I had finally kicked it. But I haven't, and this week has just showed me how weak I really am.

I have a friend who a few weeks ago, almost killed herself, and it scared the crap out of me. (before I go on, I'll tell you she's still alive and she's doing well) but it made me realise how crap a friend I've been to people lately, which really got me down.

And this whole head pain thing has scared me as well as it seems to be getting worse. It makes me feel tired, so everyday this week when I've got home from school I've fallen asleep. So that's why the chapters I've been posting have been so short and crap.

So basically the point of this note is that I don't think I'm going to be posting for a while. I know I've done this before, but this time I wanted to give you the full explanation, and I need some time to help out some friends who are having problems, catch up on a lot of sleep and try and get myself back on track. I don't know when I will be back to posting, but knowing me, you'll have another chapter sometime next week.

So all I can ask is that I hope you guys can be patient with me while I get through this.

I hope you all understand how much I love you and how I don't want to let you down. So I feel that having a break will be best for me and my chapters. All I can say is that I'm sorry.

I hope you can all still support me like you have been doing, and I hope that you can stick around, because I will probably be back very soon.

Thank you

I love you guys so much. If any of you have any problems, please message me so we can talk. I'm always willing to help any of you through anything. Heck, if you message me, I'll probably give you my kik so we can talk more.

Once again, I love you all. Apologize in advance for the lack of updates that will happen this week.

NotALoveSong88 Out. xxxx