Disclaimer: I do not own Death Note, if I did L would still be alive.
Warnings: Angst, character death.
Pairings: L/Raito
Summary: The one night, L was meant to die but he didn't. Why is L still alive? What will happen to Raito since L is still alive?
Notes: Thanks for the reviews/comments I have gotten for this. I'm glad you are enjoying it. Please tell me what you think.
Chapter Eight:
A few months later:
I have been living with L for three months now and yet he hasn't touched me since that night. Why? Doesn't he like me anymore? Could he be holding back? Raito thought. He wanted to feel L again. He finally figured out they were more than friends or at least he hoped so. He realized that he had a crush on the older man. He sat there bouncing his pen against the desk. What could make L jump him? What would make L want him again? He needed a plan.
Getting annoyed by the sound of the pen bouncing against the desk, L hissed, "Raito-kun needs to stop bouncing his pen off the desk. It is making me difficult to work."
Raito turned to look at L and stopped bouncing his pen against the desk. He needed to take action if he wanted L. What could he do? As he came to a decision, he stood up. Of course, L was facing away from him, staring at the computer screens. He pulled his shirt over his head and dropped his pants. As he stepped out of them, he whispered huskily, "L."
L turned his head to look over at Raito and blood rushed down to his groin. Raito was a tease for sure. He wanted to stand up and jump Raito, make the younger man his completely. He held himself back. He wasn't sure if he was ready for it. To be with a human completely to only know they would leave him alone again. He grabbed his pants leg tightly to hold himself back.
"God, put some clothes on, boy!" Kan yelled as he walked in. He came to see how things were.
"Get lost." Raito growled.
"Why?"
"Cause I said so."
"You seem in the mood for something else. What could that be?"
"I said go away so I can get some."
"No. I think I will stay." Kan replied as he sat down, watching Raito put on his clothes. He turned to look at L and asked, "Why is he in a grouchy mood?"
Shaking his head, L thanked that someone came into the room before he could have his way with Raito. He glanced over at his sire and asked, "Why did you come?"
"Can I not come to visit?" Kan asked instead of answering.
"No." Raito sneered and walked out of the room. He would need a different plan to get L into bed. He just didn't know what else to do. He could show off his body all the time. But will that work? He went inside L's room, deciding to wait for the older man if said man would come.
In the other room, L sighed loudly. He tilted his head and asked, "Did you come to check on us?"
"You want him."
"Of course."
"Then have him."
"I know what will happen."
"A bit of happiness can be good for you."
"You think so."
"I know so. Go to him."
L watched as Kan left him alone. Should he go find Raito and have him? He knew that he would feel pain in the end. He stood up and headed to his bedroom. Maybe some rest will do him good. He needed to think. When he walked inside, he felt all the blood rush to his groin at the sight before him. Raito lay naked on his bed, hiding nothing. There was no turning away now. He needed the other man badly that it hurt. He stripped himself of his clothes and walked toward the bed.
Raito was breathing heavy. He watched L as the older man showed his lust for him. He tried to figure out why L hadn't touched him until now. He arched up when L's cold hand ran across his warm skin, sending shivers run throughout him. There was something else in the touches. He felt L's power. It was intoxicating. He felt himself get harder by each touch. He needed some relief soon before he went insane. His back arched up as L's hand ran across his dripping cock. The power was making him dizzy. While grabbing the blankets below him, he moaned, "L."
When Raito released quickly, L climbed over Raito and chuckled. He gained a glare and he whispered, "I see you enjoy some of my power." He ran his hand over the sticky mess and licked his fingers. As he stroke Raito's length, he mumbled, "I enjoy seeing those eyes filled with lust."
Raito threw his head back as he felt L's power course through him. It was different but amazing. He realized that he never had a chance to win against L. He was doomed to submit to L. He could never over power the older man. His back arched again, feeling the need to release again. He didn't want to though. He wanted more of the older man. Grabbing L's arms, he groan, "Slow down beforeā¦"
L stopped his movements to gain a whimper. He leaned down, letting his mouth move over the heated skin. Raito panted and was flushed. It was a sight to behold. It was making him crave the other even more. He let more of his power pour out, showing Raito what he really was. He felt hands run across his skin, making him purr in excitement. Why did he deny himself this for so long? It was heaven.
He couldn't believe what it felt like. It was paradise. His head shook back and forth. He felt sweat running down his face. Yes, he wanted this for a long time. He arched up, thrusting his hips forward to gain that wet warmth around his cock. He couldn't hold back his whimpers and moans. It was just too good. Raito knew that he was going explode soon if L didn't stop. He grabbed L's hair and begging, "L. More. Please." He didn't know what he was begging for though. All he knew was he didn't want this to stop. When L pulled away from his cock, he whimpered while trying to push L's head back down, "L."
"Shh. I have more plans for us." L replied breathlessly. He grabbed the lube from the table and spread some on his fingers. Raito spread his legs open making him groan in excitement. It became hotter in here than before. He pushed a finger inside, sending in more power toward the younger man.
The room was spinning or his mind was. Raito thrust back down on that finger, trying to gain more pleasure. When he felt three fingers push inside of him, he hissed from the small amount of pain. He knew it would hurt some but the end result would be great. He pushed down on the fingers, taking them more inside of him. Suddenly, he saw white and screamed, "L!" It was driving him mad. Raito needed the older man and now before he exploded. He ordered, "Take me now!"
L didn't need to be told twice. He needed it as bad as Raito did. He pulled his fingers out and threw Raito's long legs over his shoulders. He slowly pushed in, watching the pained expression on Raito's face. He licked at Raito's neck, teasing the other with his fangs. When he was inside completely, he whispered while hearing the soft sobs, "Shh. Relax. It will get better, I promise." He set more of his power through Raito to give more pleasure to the younger man than pain.
Raito twisted the blankets into his fists, trying to fix his mind on the pleasure instead of the pain. He felt L's power course through his body and it made him relax. After a few minutes, he spoke, "Move."
L couldn't hold back any longer and pulled out only to thrust right back inside. He listened to Raito's loud moans and screams. It was music to his ears. He continued to thrust in and out of the younger man. It was too much for him. It was living in heaven. He felt at peace with himself.
Raito pulled his legs down and wrapped them around L's waist. He buckled his hips to match L's thrusts. He was losing his mind to the intense pleasure. He couldn't keep his silence no matter how hard he tried. He grabbed L's shoulders, digging his nails into the skin. He moaned, "L. Oh god. Please. Ahhh. There. There." He didn't make any sense. They were dancing together, becoming one. He was lost to L and he hoped L was lost to him too. When he cock was grabbed and stroked, he tossed his head back, lost completely into the pleasure. He knew he wasn't going to last much longer. He screamed out the name that made him come, "L!"
Feeling the muscles tighter around him, L was lost inside Raito. He thrust in a couple of times and released inside, marking the as boy his own. He flopped beside Raito and pulled the human against his sweaty body. Sweeping some sweaty locks out of Raito's face, he whispered, "What have you done to me?"
Raito didn't have an answer. All he knew was that he wanted to stay with L forever. Closing his eyes, he mumbled, "Turn me."
"No."
"Why not?"
"Death by my hands will be painful."
"I do not care."
"No."
"Please."
"No."
"L."
L stared down at the sleepy expression and whispered, "Sleep. Maybe another time." He watched as Raito curled to him and fell asleep. He couldn't take Raito's life, but he did want the younger man by his side forever. He doubted they would ever get tired of each other. He stood up and took a shower. As he headed back to the main room, he saw Yagami standing there. With a tilt of his head, he asked, "Yes?"
"Where is Raito?"
"Asleep."
"Did you do anything to him?"
"No. He was tired." L answered annoyed that Yagami would think he would harm Raito. Well, he couldn't stop the older man thinking that. He flopped onto his seat and asked, "What do you want?"
"I know you wish my son to be by your side forever."
"Yes I do."
"You will turn him into one of your own."
"I do not know."
Yagami glanced down the hallway. Part of him wanted to get Raito out of here but the other part saw that Raito wanted to stay with L. He stood there and sighed, "I cannot stop him or you." He turned and left.
L stood up again and walked down the hallway. He didn't understand the need for the company. When he went into his room, he laid down right beside Raito. He would not turn the boy yet. There was time to change him. He couldn't stop the feeling something horrible was about to happen.
Across the city, a man stood staring up at the sky. As people walked by him, ignoring him completely, he whispered, "Kira, I have come for you."
