It had been two weeks since Sam had come back to Jason and in those two weeks he could remember most of what happened in the hospital. It was like her being there was making him remember, he couldn't believe the way that he talked to her. He was grateful she was there to help fill in the blanks but he could see the pain in her eyes having to relive all the nasty things he had said. They had fallen in to a quick and easy routine, it was just perfect like nothing had ever happened.

"Jase come on Carly will be home in less than an hour."

"Are you sure you want me to come with you?"

"Of course, he's going to have a lot of things to ask you and your going to need to be there to answer them."

"How could he possibly have more questions he never stops asking them when he's on the phone."

"Jase he's four he asks a lot of questions you need to get used to it." Sam smiled.

"If I have to." he laughed.

"Are you nervous?"

"I'm about to meet my son for the first time in four years, yeah I am a little nervous."

"Don't worry he's going to love you just as much as I do." She walked up and hugged him. "Come on lets go get our boy."


"Alright guys don't make a mess Blake your mom should be here in a few minutes so don't unpack anything. And Morgan I mean it don't get anything out your going to your dad's once Blake leaves."

"Alright mom I heard you."

"Sounds like you need a break from the kids Carly."

"Well Sam its not all the kids its just Morgan I swear he is more like Sonny every day which scares me, what if he's bi-polar like him?"

"Kristina isn't bi-polar so there is hope that he wont be bi-polar either. Your just going to have to keep an eye on him. On a happier note how was the ski trip?"

"It was good. Blake is a natural and Josslyn tried but she wasn't getting the hang of it but she did love spending time with Jax. And Morgan I couldn't keep my eye on him, always running off."

"He'll come around, you know Michael was the same way when he was that age…"

"MOMMY!" Blake had taken a running leap at Sam.

"Hey baby, did you have fun with your Aunt Carly?"

"Yeah she was so funny to watch she couldn't stand with out falling."

"Blake that's not nice." Sam warned.

"Its alright Sam I couldn't stand if my life depended on it."

"I've been telling you that for years." Carly jumped at the sound of his voice.

"Hey Jase."

"Ok Blake lets go get the rest of your stuff while Carly and Jason talk ok?" Blake nodded watching Jason making sure he didn't leave.

"I'm not going anywhere okay buddy?" Jason bent down.

"Promise?"

"I promise, now go help your momma pack and you can see your new room. How does that sound?"

"Sounds good." Sam and Blake headed off toward there bedroom.


"Your going to be just fine with him Jase I know it."

"I know but I still feel so guilty. While you were gone me and Sam did a lot of talking and a lot of my memory had come back, its just she has to relive all those feelings and emotions."

"But now you know that all the things me and Sonny have been telling you for years are the truth. You get a second chance to be with the one person who gets you more than I do. You get to wake up with her and your son from this moment on every day, he is the best little boy Jase and he will love you just like you already love him. She will never leave you again, she has already seen you at your worst, and she deserves the best from you. And I know that you'll give it to her."

"I'm afraid that one day she'll wake up and wont want to be with me anymore because of all the pain. We have a lot of work to still do in our relationship and I have four years of stuff I missed out on with Blake. I just feel happier when shes around I feel more relaxed."

"She always made you feel that way. The first day of school in ninth grade after me and her came back from California, I knew that you were in love with her probably before you realized that you were in love with her. Over the summer Sam became this gorgeous girl, hell I was envious of her because I knew she would get you. I know Sam, you are the only man she will ever love."

"When I saw both of you for the first time at school that year, I saw you guys as girls for the first time. It was that moment I knew I would do anything for her."

"And you will, once they pack the rest of there stuff Jase, your going home with your family the one thing I have wanted for you for so long. Its back and you will be fine. Jase, we are human and were bound to make mistakes and mess up, you already got all that out of the way, now go get your wife and son and take them home."


Jason had walked up the stairs and down the hall to the room Sam and Blake stayed in. He had heard them talking down the hall and loved how Sam would laugh at something Blake said, it brought a smile to his face. The little boy looked so much like him, his hair, his eyes, even is facial expressions.

"Earth to Jason."

"Sorry, what?"

"I asked if you could get the clothes out of the top drawer and hand them to me."

"Yeah babe. Here you go."

"Thank you."

"Can I ask you a question?"

"Yeah Blake what's your question?"

"Are you all better now?"

"I'm getting better buddy."

"Oh. Your not going to go any where this time are you?"

"No Blake I'm not going any where this time." Jason had sat on the bed and put Blake in his lap. "Last time I was really sick and I said things that hurt your mom so I had to let her go to get better. When I started getting better your aunt Carly had your mom come home, and I am really happy she did because I get to see you and get to know you." Blake nodded. "I promise I'm not going to leave you or your mom."

"It's okay Blake, he always keeps his promises." Sam said. "Now do you want to see your new room?"

"Yeah."


hope you all like it. i think im getting back in to the grove.