Makoto watched Haru pace back and forth in their small room. Haru has been sweating bullets since he woke up. A sigh escaped Makoto's lips as he fell back on the mattress. He wished there was something he could do that would ease Haru's nerves. At least last night was blissful. They ended up making love over and over until neither of them had the energy to move. Now it was time for Haru to face his boyfriend.
Haru's head swam with uncertainties and fear. The last thing he wanted to do was to break Rin's heart. He can't keep it a secret though… That would be wrong. Haru inhaled a deep breath and held it for a few minutes before blowing the air back out. He heard the bed springs creak behind him and then felt warmth wrap around his wrist. The hand tugged him, making him stumble backwards and landing on top of his best friend. Hot air brushed his neck and his body trembled. Fingers ran down his sides and he started panting.
"Makoto," he said, his breathing ragged,"…I have to go."
"By all means," Makoto placed his lips against Haru's ear and whispered, "…go."
Haru shivered as Makoto's husky voice penetrated all thoughts, preventing him from thinking of what words to say next. His mind was completely blank as Makoto's fingers splayed across every inch of his skin on his hip. Teeth grazed his ear and a gasp escaped his parted lips. If they kept this up, Haru was sure he wouldn't be able to confront R…
His head fell back as he let out a loud moan and shuddered. Makoto's hand gripped tightly on his erection and began slow and steady pumps. Haru's hips bucked into the touch. He gasped out, "I have to go."
Makoto sighed in surrender. "Fine. Tell me how it goes, okay?" Without waiting for a reply, he pushed Haru up from his body. Seeing Haru gaze down at him, he couldn't help but stand up and place a gentle kiss against Haru's lips. He groaned as they pulled apart.
"I'll see you tonight." Haru pulled Makoto down once more and brushed their lips together. This was going to be a long day. He breathed in Makoto's scent and then turned on his heels before he changed his mind. As soon as he pushed open the door, he could see Rin passing. He shut the door behind him and reached out to grab Rin's wrist.
Rin gasped at the sudden grasp on his wrist. He turned and saw his boyfriend. Upon seeing Haru's beautiful face, he felt butterflies fill his stomach and flutter around carelessly. After the giddy feeling subsided some, guilt washed over him like a bucket of ice water. He has to tell Haru what happened.
THE PREVIOUS NIGHT
"Ngh… Sousuke… Ahh… I… can't…" Rin's head fell back as he cried out in pleasure. Fingers dug into his hips and teeth sunk into his nipple. "We've… Hah… Went too far… Ngh…" Another moan ripped through him as he felt Sousuke start to move inside of him faster… harder. "Ah!" Rin's body shuddered and his legs kept trembling. Sousuke's grip on his hips continued lifting him and pulling him back down onto Sousuke's steel hard cock.
"Rin… hahh…" Sousuke's husky voice was ragged in his ear. Rin arched his back as his body was pulled back down roughly on Sousuke's erection, causing another ripple of pleasure to pulse through his veins. Sweat rolled down the nape of his neck and down his spine, all the way over the crevice of his ass and then onto Sousuke's balls. He could feel his stomach clenching and unclenching in anticipation. His toes curled and he slammed his lips into Sousuke's as his orgasm ripped through him. He soon felt hot liquid fill him up in the most delicious way and he let out another small cry. Sousuke's arms wound around him and their foreheads pressed together, breaths mingling. Sousuke placed a sweet kiss on Rin's collarbone and then put his head back against Rin's. Their bodies fell backwards into the sand as they tried to catch their breaths. Rin didn't hate this at all, but he wasn't about to admit it. Instead he just let the bigger guy keep him cuddled on his broad chest and just held him under the starry night. The ocean breeze brushed against their heated slick skin.
"I'm never losing a bet to you again." Rin tried to sound snarky, but instead it came out as breathless and needy.
"I only said I could kiss you if you lost. It's not my fault you were too confident in yourself." Sousuke smirked.
Rin sighed. "A kiss was all though, so tell me how we ended up in this situation."
Sousuke chuckled softly and pressed his lips firmly into Rin's. "We ended up like this because I was such a good kisser you had to have more. I knew you've always fancied the idea of our bodies tangled in a heat mess."
BACK TO PRESENT
Rin shook his head, trying to rid the flashback. That damned fool… but he supposed it was his fault just as much. It takes two to cheat. Rin felt a sick churning in his stomach. He didn't want to hurt Haru. Actually, he still wanted to be with Haru despite it all. He grabbed Haru's hand and led the raven to his room, knowing Nitori would be out all day.
Haru's heartbeat quickened as he faced Rin in the room alone. He had no clue what he was going to say.
"Haru, I love you."
Haru's heart sunk. His lip began to tremble as the guilt ate him. "I love you too, Rin," he whispered. There was an ache swirling deep within his stomach as he thought about Makoto waiting for him. He turned his head to hide his eyes welling with tears.
Rin closed his eyes and thought, what the hell am I doing…this isn't fair to Haru… He opened his eyes and instantly became captivated by the depthless pools staring at him. His hand reached out before he could form any coherent thought and he cupped Haru's face. His heart pounded mercilessly. He pressed his lips into Haru's and marveled at the softness. His tongue slid out in search for more of the sweet taste. Haru's lips parted on a sigh and their tongues touched. Fire licked through his veins and he placed his hands on Haru's waist, pulling them closer. Rin tried to think. He tried to come back down to earth, but heaven was too good to leave just yet.
All Haru could think as rubies shined in his mind and heated his body was, I'm sorry Makoto.
