Chapter 9
The beach was dark. The smell of saltwater filled my nose and the sound of waves breaking kept me calm. I couldn't go back to the cabin, Percy would just be disappointed at me. We would leave in the morning, Maddie, Electra, Nico and me. "He's not angry, you know that right?" Nico sat down next to me on the sand. He didn't like the beach so I didn't get it why he was here. "I know" He was properly talking about Percy. "But he's disappointed" I said looking blanked at the dark ocean. Nico was silent, knowing what I said was true. "It's okay, I'm used to it" my voice was shaking a bit but I tried not to show it. "Why don't you let anybody in?" Nico said sadly, like he had been through what I was. "I did, many times, and look what happened to me" I said with no feelings in my voice, like it didn't hurt me thinking of it.
Sometimes broken things can't be fixed, I remember my kindergarten teacher saying that when a girl dropper her favorite vase so it broke. But maybe she wasn't meaning the vase, maybe she was talking about the girl who was drowning in her own tears. And maybe the vase wasn't just a vase to the girl. Maybe it was her vase. And when her vase broke she broke to. Like a piece of her heart was just gone in a couple of seconds. Then it was the boy who had broken her vase. What happened to him? He couldn't fix the broken vase or the broken vase. The boy couldn't do anything but look. Even if he apologized it would still be broken.
But that hadn't happened to me. My vase hadn't shattered. I had shattered. Everyone her was a broken piece. Even if they felt happy, they would still be that broken girl. We all her grew up with a parents gone, don't knowing who it is. I understand that guy Luke, who joined the Titans but saved the world at the end. He was like me and everybody else, a broken piece. Mortals and Demigods die every day, but what do we do? Cry for them? Feeling sorry for them who has lost someone? Because it doesn't matter what we do, they will still be gone. We all will die eventually, mortals and demigods. We all will be gone and no one will remember us, not even the gods. Someone new will come and save the world. Hundred years after this the gods won't remember Luke, he would still be a forgotten and broken child. The gods gets to live forever, and what do we get?
Hey! Short chapter and it didn't happen so much but I wanted a chapter with a bit of Eldoris thoughts about the gods beacuse it doesn't come out in the story so much. But yehe, my birthday is on monday so I won't post as much :)
