A/N - Double update for you guys!
Chapter 9 - No Turning Back
Anastasia's POV
From luxury to luxury. Seriously it's like living in another world, 'The Georgian' is absolutely beautiful, It has Palladian windows and outstanding chandeliers hanging above and I can't help but gape in awe. Despite the utter fucking catastrophe that has turned into my life tonight I am here and I am not going to let Brody ruin it for me, he's called and texted non stop since we left Bellevue and if he thinks I am going to answer him he has got another thing coming, I'm staying here tonight and I know when I go home tomorrow shit is gunna' hit the fan but I cant think about that yet, Kate and Olivia are walking on egg shells around me and it's starting to piss me off. It's like they think I am going to flip out and go bat shit crazy but I'm not. I'm actually okay and I have calmed down a lot, I'm still so pissed off and hurt but I have already hit him, he's the one with the bleeding nose sat at home feeling sorry for himself and right now that is compensation enough.
Having no Brody and no Evie here is like a breath of fresh air, I'm not constantly looking over my shoulder wondering what can go wrong next, I hate drama in my life and this past week or so there has been enough of that to last me a lifetime. There is still the tiny fact that everything with me and Christian is up in the air still, I am tired of pretending that I don't feel anything for him when in actual fact I do, I haven't been able to get him out of my head since we kissed and I cant pretend anymore. We agreed that we would stay away from each other because it's the right thing but why? Brody was hardly doing the right thing by me when he was meeting up with that slut behind my back, he wasn't thinking about me at home in our bed when he was getting cosy with her, he wasn't thinking about me at all. I know that Christian still feels like he has a right to stay faithful to Brody, I get that I really do. He is his best friend and they have been through a lot together, but at the same time I know he feels the same way I do, he feels the same things I am feeling and there's no use pretending. Every time I look in his direction he looks the other way. He wont make eye contact and he has barely said two words to me since we got here, I can see him talking with every other person in this room but he is yet to come over to me and make conversation. But every so often I can feel his gaze burning into me, I know it's him looking at me because I only get that shivers down my spine feeling when he's near, he is the only person that can turn me into mush with just one look. I have to get him on his own at some point tonight so we can talk. I wont let him push me away anymore.
"Oh my god have you seen our rooms?" Olivia squeals as she bounces up to me.
"Yeah they're something huh?" And they really are, I had a quick peak once we arrived here tonight to check my bag was there and the room was so beautiful I almost just wanted to hide up there all night. I noticed Brody's bag on the side too and I thought that they were obviously dropped off before what had happened tonight. I quickly stashed his bag away in the closet so I didn't have to look at it anymore and freshened up before I headed back downstairs, I considered changing into something more comfortable but I don't think jeans and a sweater would suffice so I stayed as I was.
"Can you imagine what Christian's suite looks like? Honestly if ours are like that his must be to die for" She says with wide eyes and I laugh. Olivia was made for this kind of lifestyle, she comes from a pretty wealthy family but once her parents divorced things turned nasty and her Mother ended up with hardly anything, Olivia was only ten so she can barely remember what it was like to live such a lavish lifestyle, a huge house, vacations twice a year and staff to wait on you hand and foot. She graduated high school and went on to cosmetology college and trained to become a hair stylist, she is one of the best in Seattle and she has done nothing but work her entire life to get where she is today. Her Dad often sends letters to her but she destroys them every time, she hasn't had contact with him since she was fifteen after he decided to move in a woman only a few years older than herself and proposed to her, Olivia was disgusted and vowed to never speak to him again. That's where we have so much in common, we both have useless Father's that have had no influence in our lives, not Ray of course he has been amazing, I don't know what I would do without him he got me through some pretty hard years when me and my Mom weren't getting along. He may not be my birth Father but he is more of a Dad to me then the sperm donor ever was or ever will be.
"I can only imagine Liv" I say as I sip what is possibly my hundredth champagne of the evening.
"Are you doing okay?"
"I'm fine honestly, I know I acted pretty crazy earlier but I'm past that now honest"
"Jesus Ana I have never seen you act like that before, the way you went for him…." She shakes her head as she is obviously replaying the scene in her head. I can only imagine what it must of looked like to him, I just stormed over there and punched my boyfriend in the face with no warning, and judging by the throbbing in my hand and the state of his nose I know it must have been one hell of a punch.
"I'm sorry, I know it was pretty out of character for me and I should never of behaved that way especially tonight, but I saw red…From that bitch approaching us at dinner to then what happened in the bathroom. I just snapped" She steps forward and strokes my arm.
"Hey you don't have to explain to me I understand completely, you were in shock and angry and any one of us would have done the same"
"You think?"
"I know now stop worrying about it, do you want to stay in mine and Kate's room tonight?"
"No I really just think I want to be alone, besides are you sure you want to stay in there tonight? By the looks of it Kate and Elliot wont be down here much longer" I nod with my head to look behind me at the direction of them both huddled in the corner with their tongues down each other's throats, God they could be anywhere and they would still find time to make out like horny teenagers.
"Oh don't worry I have already had 'the chat with her' " As she says this she lifts her fingers and make air quotes and I laugh.
"What chat would that be?"
"No funny business in our room, she has to go back to his for that and under any circumstances is she allowed to bring him back to our room. Not a chance in hell am I being there to witness them two…You know…Frolicking" I am nearly on the floor in stitches, I have to hold my stomach while I try and catch my breath, Olivia has never been able to say the word fuck, hell she can barely even say the word sex and to see her get so worked up over what Kate and Elliot might be doing with her laid in bed in the next room nearly makes me pee my panties.
"Oh Liv you are just too much" I wipe my eyes as my laughter finally subsides "I'm sure they wouldn't dream of 'Frolicking' with you in the same room" Now it's my turn to make sarcastic air quotes as she grins and smacks me playfully on the arm.
"Even so I wasn't taking the risk, Oh hey speaking of Elliot have you met his hot Dad?" I do a spit take in my drink and cough a few times before clearing my throat. What did she just say to me?"
"Excuse me?"
"Have you not seen him? Ana for an older guy I seriously would!" I cant believe the girl that cant even say the word sex is telling me that she would fuck Carrick Grey.
"Olivia!"
"What I seriously would, don't tell me you wouldn't" She says as she points her finger at me. I have to admit he is one hot guy, well for his age. He is still well built and has beautiful blue eyes, he must be in his fifties at least and his face has hardly aged at all, his brown hair only has light speckles of gray running through and if I'm honest that just adds to his appeal. But I still wouldn't go as far as saying I would do him, Jesus he's a little out of my age range. His son on the other hand, him I totally would in a heartbeat.
"Olivia you are crazy, that's why I love you" She winks at me and I laugh.
"Grace is one lucky woman"
"Who's Grace?"
"His wife, Christian and Elliot's Mom" Olivia looks round the room. "She's over there in the far corner talking to the fat bald guy and the woman with the back cleavage" I look to where her eyes are trained and see a beautiful middle aged woman in a charcoal coloured gown with a wrap around her arms to match. Wow she's stunning, she has her hair pulled back in a chignon and is wearing the most gorgeous jewellery in her ears and around her neck that sparkle under the light magnificently. I saw her earlier at the dinner table but couldn't really get a good look at her, she really is beautiful. At that moment she turns her head and her eyes catch mine, shit she just caught me staring at her she looks at me intently for a moment before lifting her glass and smiling brightly at me, not just an ordinary smile either it was a more of a smile that was saying something but I haven't got the faintest idea what. I smile back and she turns back to her conversation.
"It looks like Carrick is a lucky man too" I muse still taking in her beauty, I can only hope to look half as amazing as that once I reach her age. I circle the room with my eyes and notice that Elliot and Kate are now exiting the dining room, well it looks like they have decided to call it a night. As they leave I see Christian walking in. With her. What is she doing here? Why would he invite her and why is she only arriving now? Surely she should have been at the main fucking event don't you think? She's wearing what looks like a rustic brown halter neck floor length dress, its backless and has a long split down the side which practically shows off her entire right leg, the dress has ruffles along the top of the split and to me it just looks tasteless, don't get me wrong it's a beautiful dress but for an event like this one? I'm surprised Christian isn't dragging her out making her change. He has his arm around her waist as he leads her to a group of middle aged men and she looks like she could skip for fucking joy, I know I'm staring. And I know I probably have the biggest scowl on my face but I cant help it. I don't get why he just keeps inviting her out? The other night when I saw them out he looked like he couldn't wait to get out of there fast enough.
"She's just a distraction"
His words replay in my head and I cant help but think that's why she's here tonight, did he invite her to take the attention off of me? Did he seriously pick up the phone and call her before we left Bellevue asking her to come here or had he planned it all along? I try and watch his facial expressions as he talks and how he reacts every time that she reaches over and places her hand on his chest or his arm, laughing that fucking annoying laugh that goes right through me the same way fingers dragging down a chalkboard does. He looks rather disinterested in anything that she has to say and that makes my shoulders sag with relief.
"Who is that Christian is with?" Olivia asks beside looking in the same direction I am. Shit I forgot she was there.
"It looks like his date"
"Really? Oh I wouldn't put him with that type at all, she looks so cheap and nasty"
"That's what I was thinking"
"Hey Dylan come here" Olivia yells at Dylan who looks like he is making his way to the bathroom.
"What is it?"
"What's the story on the chick Christian is with?" Dylan looks around trying to see who we are talking about and once he sees her he groans a frustrated groan.
"Oh that's Macy, he was seeing her up until a few weeks ago and I thought she was off the scene, I knew they had a date a few days ago but as far as I heard it was a disaster" I try and look like I don't know any of this when really I just want to scream at him and ask him why the fuck he has invited the little tramp.
"Why is she here then if the date was a flop?" Thank you Olivia.
"Fuck if I know, I'm hoping he is just having a weak moment because she is crazy" He twirls his finger near his temple to imitate crazy and I smirk. She's crazy alright.
I personally have had enough of looking at them so I excuse myself and head to the dining room bar, I've had enough of champagne so I decide to order a cocktail, I pick up their menu and scan it…Hmmm a sex on the beach sounds good right now, the bartender winks at me as he mixes one up and places it in front of me. Okay I may be the only person in this room drinking cocktails right now but I don't care, I just want to get drunk and for this night to end.
Christian's POV
I knew I shouldn't of invited her here tonight, it was honestly a last minute decision that I made before I got into the limo to come here. I thought that if I had Macy here with me it would prevent me from thinking about Ana, now I know that my Mother is onto me regarding my feelings for her I need to throw her and everyone else off the scent. I cant risk my friends thinking that there is anything happening between us that would be catastrophic, I don't know what is going on between Ana and Brody right now but this may just be a flash in the pan and they might be back together tomorrow, I cant risk Brody hearing that we have been flirting or disappearing for cosy chats all night, it's too dangerous and despite what happens with their relationship he is still my best friend, I wont betray him.
It's coming up for 1am and I am so ready to wind this party up and disappear, there is only so much ass kissing I can take and I have had my fair share for tonight, I only held this after party so I could introduce myself to some of America's most influential business men. The majority of them are bald, egotistical, chauvinistic ass wipes who think that they are above every other fucker, I get that its business and you have to look after number one, I myself am known to be a bit of a prick but the way they talk to their wives? Fuck I wouldn't talk to a dog that way. Everyone by now is pretty lit up, the champagne has been flowing since 7:30 tonight but I have been drinking water in between glasses, I cannot stand the feeling of being drunk and how it can make a person lose control.
Even though Macy is here I still haven't been able to get Ana out of my head, every time I look at her I just want to grab her and pull her into my arms and kiss her like she's never been kissed before, she looks so unbelievably beautiful in that dress, it clings to her figure like a second skin and the little flesh that she has showing makes her look all the more tempting, the way her long brunette tresses hang on one side of her shoulder showcases her soft and creamy neck, I have never in my life came across a more stunning woman than Anastasia Steele. She is just so perfect, unlike any of the women I have dated before she doesn't care about money and status, she works for what she wants in life and doesn't take any shit from anyone, tonight proved that.
I'm still in shock that she hit Brody, she's this tiny woman that probably weighs no more that 112lbs and from the look of Brody's nose she swung hard, Brody has been calling me all night. I answered less than an hour ago and he sounds shit. He kept asking me where Ana was and what she was doing, who she was talking to and if she was crying or not, I didn't have the heart to tell him that she hasn't shed one tear since he left and that this is the most I have seen her smile and laugh in the short time I have known her. He wants her to be heartbroken over this but she just isn't, its like a whole weight has been lifted from her shoulders and she can breathe again. Before he hung up he told me to keep an eye on her and not let any men talk to her. Fuck if that didn't make me feel ten times more guilty than I already feel, this is exactly what I mean, he trusts me.
"Hey gorgeous, do you fancy showing me your suite?" Macy comes up to me and flings her arm around my neck. Fuck she stinks of alcohol, she clearly just hasn't been on the champagne all night.
"Umm yeah about that" I reach for her hands and pull them away from my neck "I'm thinking of calling it a night soon" She grins and leans in for a kiss but I pull my face back, she doesn't seem to even notice my discomfort about her kissing me.
"Perfect idea, I have just the idea to help make you relax" She starts running her hands up and down my chest and I'm this close to pushing her off of me, I don't really want people seeing her being this affectionate with me, people talk and before I know it it will be all over the press. I knew this was a mistake.
"Macy listen, I'm not in the mood for that tonight, I've had a long ass day and all I want to do is sleep" I see a frown form across her forehead.
"You're not blowing me out again are you Christian?" Oh fuck, she pouts her bottom lip out and if I'm not careful she will create a scene. Time for some damage control. I place my hands on either side of her face.
"No of course not, I was thinking maybe I could take you to lunch tomorrow to make up for it, do a little bit of shopping maybe?" Her eyes light up like a fucking Christmas tree and I know the idea of me taking her shopping fills her with materialistic joy.
"Really?" Fuck I just want to get her out of here.
"Yes really, don't be mad at me please" She grins and latches on to my lips forcing her tongue inside my mouth, I really don't want her here a minute longer so I give into the kiss for a few seconds before pulling back. "I will get Taylor to drop you home" She smiles and nods as I call Taylor over instructing her to take her home. I just hope no one saw that kiss who shouldn't of, like a fucking pap. I scan the room and immediately lock eyes with Ana. Shit did she see that? Well of course she fucking saw judging by the look in her eyes, she looks equally sad and pissed off and for a minute I think I might get a repeat of what Brody had but she just shakes her head and goes back to talking with Olivia. Shit I really didn't want her to see that, now she's just gunna' think that I'm into Macy when that couldn't be more further from the truth.
I notice that everyone seems to be in deep conversation with someone or other so I use this chance to sneak off to my suite, I need to make a few phone calls and freshen up. Being in a tux for hours on end is fucking irritating and not my idea of fun at all. I tell Sawyer who is stationed at the entrance that I am going up to my suite and will be down shortly, I need a fucking reprieve.
Anastasia's POV
I cant believe he just kissed her, and what's worse he actually looked like he wanted to kiss her, he didn't pull away or look disgusted, he pretty much leant in and went to town and I felt like someone had gripped me by the throat stealing all my breath from my body as I watched. How could he? He was nearly ripping his hair out telling me just how little she meant to him the other night, what's changed? Has he gotten over me that quickly? I feel my eyes water up and I desperately try to blink them away before they fall. When I turn back I notice that he isn't there anymore, where did he go? I don't see him anywhere so I can only presume that he has left. I need to find him and we need to sort this all out once and for all.
"Liv I'm not feeling too good I think I'm gunna' head up to bed" I rub my temples and hope to god that she buys it.
"Oh no are you okay? I can come with you if you like?"
"No, no I don't want to ruin your night, I've just had too much champagne I think, you stay and I will see you in the morning" I kiss her on the cheek before turning to walk away.
I spot the guy that has been stood near the door like a statue all night and approach him, he must be Christian's security of some sort so if anyone knows where he has gone it will be him, I quickly glance back and check that Olivia isn't watching me, but she's in deep conversation with some Italian looking guy so I know I'm good.
"Excuse me Sir?" He looks at me but doesn't say anything. Okay.
"I'm looking for Christian Grey, do you know where I could find him?"
"And you are?" Jeez terse guy.
"Anastasia Steele, I'm a friend I just need a word with him" Or ten. He looks dubious to tell me but I just smile sweetly trying to convince him that I'm not a murderer or anything.
"He's gone up to his suite Ma'am, He will be back down shortly"
"It's quite urgent, if you could just send me in the direction of his suite, I wouldn't ask if I wasn't desperate" Please just fucking tell me.
"He's in the Cascade Suite Miss Steele, tenth floor" Finally!
"Thank you" I smile and dash to the elevator before anyone sees me and punch the button for the tenth floor. The journey to his floor feels like it is taking forever, the elevator pings and I take a deep breath before I make my way out down the hall to his door. I don't even know what I want to say, Just do it and don't take any shit from him, you've got this. After I have given myself a little pep talk and stop shifting from foot to foot I give three firm knocks on his door.
At first I don't think he is going to answer but then I hear footsteps and I know he's coming. Deep breaths.
He opens the door still in his tux sans bow tie and jacket, he looks even more mouth watering. I take in his shocked expression as his mouth opens and his eyes widen.
"Ana…What are you doing here?"
"We need to talk" I say bluntly as I literally push past him and into his suite. Wow Olivia was right this is amazing. I walk over to the couch in the centre of the room and throw my clutch down onto it.
"What do we need to talk about?" I spin around and glare at him.
"Seriously Christian? You're asking me what we need to talk about? How about we take our fucking pick shall we" I hold my hand up and pretend to count off my fingers. "How about the fact that you haven't spoken to me all night, you wont look at me, you brushed me off when I tried to talk to you earlier on and last but not least you kissed that slut Macy" I spit out the last part and drop my hand as he sighs and rubs his hand over his forehead.
"Ana look I, I don't even know where to start, this whole night has been one big fuck up, I haven't been blanking you on purpose"
"Bullshit Christian, you have been ignoring me intentionally all night and I've had enough of it!" I know I'm starting to yell now but I don't care, all my emotions of the past week are building up inside me and I cant control them.
"What do you want me to say Ana, this whole situation is just ridiculous and I don't even know what to do about it, You are my best friend's girlfriend, excuse me if I'm not dragging you to any available bathroom and fucking you up the wall!" I try to pretend I didn't hear that last part but my panties are thinking otherwise.
"Don't bring Brody into this after his fucking behaviour tonight! This is about you and me and why you wont talk to me. And why in the fucking name of God did you bring HER tonight seriously?!" I'm in his face now and I cant control my anger. "And you kissed her!"
"Only to stop myself from kissing you you god damn pain in the ass!" I gasp and stumble backwards.
"W…What?" He runs his hands through his hair and closes his eyes.
"You heard me, is that what you want to hear Ana? How much it's killing me to be near you and not touch you, to see you with Brody knowing that he is the one that gets to take you to bed every fucking night is that what you want me to say? Do you want to know how much it kills me seeing my best friend treat you like shit and knowing there's not a single fucking thing I can do about it. I don't want Macy?! I only kissed her to get her to leave" He takes two steps closer to me and stops right in front of me, I can feel his breath on my face and I know mine is just as ragged as his. "Do you want to know that you were the only thing I was thinking about when she was kissing me? That all I wanted to do was grab you and kiss you and never let you go" He says to me so seductively to me that I think I might faint. I look deep into his eyes and he's looking right back.
"Kiss me" I whisper and can automatically start to lean in. I feel his breath getting closer and I close my eyes just as his lips softly touch mine, it's slow and it's sensual. He nudges my mouth open with his and probes my lips with his tongue, I open my mouth wider and let our tongues begin to dance. This is what I wanted, this is what I needed to feel his mouth on mine like this. He slowly breaks contact with me and I open my eyes, I fear that he might regret what just happened but when I look into his eyes I see nothing but lust and dark desire.
I grab the back of his neck and pull his lips back to mine with force, this time it's not slow, it's not soft it's raw and it's carnal, I thread my fingers into his hair as he kisses me with abandon. Christian slides one hand into my hair and grabs my ass with the other yanking me flush against him, I groan into his mouth as I can feel his erection press firmly into my stomach and it stirs the desire in me tenfold. I slide my hands to his chest and push him firmly making his back connect with the nearest wall behind him, he gasps slightly at me taking control no doubt and I use that to my advantage by sucking on his tongue and biting his lip while I fumble with the buttons of his shirt, Fuck I can't get them undone I lose my patience and rip the shirt open causing the buttons to pop and fly in every direction of the room.
"Fuck Ana" He grabs my face in between his hands and I swear if his tongue goes any further down my throat it will come out the other end, I run my hands up and down his chest and over his pecks, he's so firm and toned with just the right amount of hair, I move my lips to the side of his mouth, lower onto his neck and suck all the way down his throat onto his chest. I feel his hands fist my hair tight and I know some of my hair pins are coming loose and falling to the floor. He pulls me back to his lips before grabbing the back of my thighs lifting me.
"Wrap your legs around me" I do and he speeds into the direction of the bedroom, he fumbles with the door handle while I suck on his neck. Once we're inside Christian practically throws me onto the bed and I balance myself on my elbows as he rips off his shirt and throws it somewhere, Fuck he looks like an Adonis, he is so ripped and muscular and I just want to lick every inch of flesh, so I do. I push myself up and lick and suck on his abs making him suck in a sharp breath.
"Ana lie back on the bed" There's something about his voice that makes me just do whatever the hell he asks, I consider myself quite dominant but I just want to lay and take whatever he wants to do to me. I lay flat on the bed and look up at him, he's looking at me with such an intense stare that I feel my panties become even more wet. He bends down and kisses me again while reaching around my back before managing to pull my zip down from my dress, he leans back up and grasps the top of my shoulder strap and slides it off, once that is down he continues to pull the rest of the dress down my body until I am left in just my strapless bra and panties and my Louboutin shoes.
"Fuck Ana you are so beautiful" He chokes out and strokes the back of his knuckles across my cheek all the way down to my breasts and onto my stomach, he reaches the hem of my panties and I automatically lift my hips as he goes to slide them down my legs, he then reaches for my shoes and slips them off my feet as they drop to the floor with a clatter.
"Take your bra off" I sit up and do just that, throwing it somewhere to join his shirt and my dress on the floor. Now I'm fully naked except my shoes and normally I would feel quite shy but right here I feel wanton and desired, he makes me feel wanton and desired he bends down and kisses my throat roughly making his way all the way to the tops of my thighs, I'm a ball of salacious need and I so desperately want him to move his kisses just a little bit higher…Just there fuck!
"Fuck Christian!" I moan and reach forward to grasp onto his hair as he gently sucks on my clitoris before stabbing my opening with his tongue, he sucks, licks and swirls again and again and again making me cry out, I want this so bad it's all I have been thinking about since we shared that kiss, he weaves this incredible magic over me and I cant help but be putty in his hands, He flattens his hand on my stomach to keep me still as he continues his delicious torture. I feel myself starting to quiver and tighten and I know it wont be long before I come.
"Right there Christian, Don't stop" He slides one long finger inside of me while he is still sucking and gently thrusts it in and out, one finger turns into two and that's all it takes to make me plummet into the most intense orgasm I think I have ever had, I blindly try and reach for something above my head for leverage as the spasms continue to rack my body, once I start to relax I open my eyes and see him hovering over me undoing his belt and pulling his trousers down.
"I want you so badly" He thrusts his tongue back into my mouth and my hand travels round to his back gripping onto him tightly trying to push him inside of me.
"Please Christian hurry…I need you so bad" He silences me with his lips and I feel the head of his penis rubbing against my wet engorged flesh, he's teasing me and I can't stop the cry from leaving my mouth.
"Christian please!" He rests his forearm next to my head as I spread my legs as far as they will go, he stares deep into my eyes as I feel the head of his penis pop inside of me making us groan in unison. He threads his fingers next to my head into my hair and kisses me deeply as he thrusts all the way to hilt making me scream, his movements aren't slow or gentle in the slightest, he rolls his hips hitting my g-spot and I dig my nails into his shoulder blades making him groan.
"Fuck baby you are so wet and hot" He slides his hand into the crook of my knee hitching my leg up and over his shoulder as he pins my leg there with his arm, I cant move one inch and I feel so full. Fuck I can feel my head hitting the head board as he pounds into me over and over again, I can see the sheen of sweat on his forehead and as a bead drips onto my chest, he bends down and takes my right nipple into his mouth sucking so hard it's borderline painful.
"Is this what you wanted Ana…Me fucking you like this" Fuck I think I could just come with his words alone.
"Yes…Yes Christian don't stop, Just don't stop"
"I wont stop baby don't worry, I'll never stop" His thrusts are becoming more frantic and frenzied and I know that he is close to exploding any minute now.
"Ana…You need to come, I cant last much longer, fuck baby you feel so good…Come now" And that's all it takes for me to fall over the edge into another mind blowing climax. I know I am screaming so loud as I feel Christian thrust sharply three more times into me before jerking and collapsing onto me burying his face in the crook of my neck while he jerks out his own release. I don't know how long it is we lie there for, I softly run my fingers through his perspiration soaked hair as he kisses my neck softly, eventually he leans up and looks deep into my eyes as he slowly withdraws himself from inside of me. He pushes back the hair from my face and strokes my cheek still looking at me. I smile at him and his returning smile makes my heart melt.
"Fuck Ana that was so incredible" He breathes out as he rests his forehead against mine. "Don't go to your room tonight, stay here with me?" All I can do is stroke his face and kiss him softly.
"I'm not going anywhere"
A/N - Awww finally! Next update will hopefully be tomorrow night guys!
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