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Chapter 9
JPOV
After I got off the phone with Rosalie I had to take some time to think about our conversation.
We were going to keep our "relationship" a secret. Secrets don't always make things easier. But this was a secret that was worth the risk. I was worried that the rest of the family would find out. I think Alice would be the only one who would understand. She was a little more frisky than the others.
"Jake? You home?" I heard Billy call. He interrupted my thoughts.
"Yeah, I'm in my room." I responded.
"Hey, son." he said as he rolled in.
"What's up?" I asked.
"Where were you last night? Sam was looking for you." he asked.
Oh shit. I had completely forgot to ask one of the guys to cover for me. I had forgotten about the pack in general.
"I was... Just out all night. I had some thinking to do. Sorry, dad. It won't happen again."
"Just come home from now on, okay? I don't want to be worried about you." he said.
I nodded. I hoped he didn't suspect anything. This whole situation with Rosalie and I was going to be hard. We needed to keep this a secret from not only her family, but from my pack. They could not know anything!
I had to shower and wash off the sex from the night before. While washing my body, I couldn't help but think about what has happened. I never felt more relaxed in my life.
I got out of the shower, put on some clothes, and quickly did my hair. I relaxed at home and watched the sports channel. Finally I couldn't wait any longer, I had to see Rosalie.
I rode to the Cullen house as fast as I could. We had a lot to talk about and a lot to do. She was waiting for me on the steps again. I laughed because I always reminded myself of how things were totally different a few days ago.
"Hey." I smiled.
"Hey, handsome." she said.
"So should we talk?" I asked.
"Yeah, come on in." she said as she grabbed my hand.
We walked in and as soon as Rosalie closed the door, she attacked my face. Holy shit, this girl was wild.
"Woah. Woah. Woah." I said as I pulled her off.
"Seriously, Jacob? We already fucked and now you're telling me to stop?" she sorta laughed at my actions and tried to kiss me again.
I laughed. "I know, Rose. But before we can do anything again, we need to talk about this."
"What's there to talk about? We already said everything we had to." she was still trying to kiss me.
"No. We need to talk about this face to face." I demanded.
Finally she let go of me and gave in.
"Okay." she said.
"So.. Let's just get some things straight. Not only do we have to keep this a secret from your family, but we have to keep it a secret from the entire pack." I said.
She looked down. I know she completely forgot about my pack. The most important thing in my life.
"Fuck... I completely forgot about your pack." she replied.
"Yeah, that makes two of us." I said. Now felt a little uneasy and scared.
"Do you think they know about last night?" she asked sounding worried.
"I highly doubt it. But we really need to be careful around them. They know too much sometimes."
She just looked at me with her golden brown eyes.
"I can't do this." she finally spoke up.
I looked at her with a look of shock in my eyes.
"What?" I said.
"It was stupid to have sex with you. And it was even more stupid to think that this could work." she said.
"No.. It can. Just.." she cut me off.
"Just leave, Dog" she snapped. "GET OUT!"
I obeyed her. Rosalie was sometimes a little emotional for a vampire, and didn't want to aggravate her.
"Okay." I said.
I left feeling small and alone. If I had known that her efforts to kiss me was our last shot at a relationship, I would have let her have all of me. I wasn't sure how to feel about what had just happened. All I wanted to do was shed my clothes and change into my powerful wolf-self.
A/N: A little shocking, huh? Share your thoughts!
