I don't own HOA. I hope you like it! WARNING! This chapter is rated M for the possibility of a lemon! Thought I'd warn you. It is no longer a chapter is rated M so if you want I surest reading up to the line which I will insert for those who don't what to read that stuff. For people who don't read past the line, the one thing you need to take away from it is that Nina asks Fabian to run away with her and he agrees.


One look at Nina and Fabian knew that she was in pain. Her face was sweating and the marks were her tears used to be were still there. He sighed, wanting to know what had scared her so badly. "It was probably their deaths. She still hasn't gotten over it yet. Either that or it was her Gran." said Patricia coming up from behind him. "Thanks for bringing her back."

"Your welcome. Who's deaths are we talking about again?" he asked truly no knowing.

"Her mum and dads."

"But their alive!"

"No their not. Her God-parents are, but not her mum and dad. They died in a car crash and she would've to if her mum and dad hadn't stopped the car from hitting her. She was born a servant and was made a princess by over ruleing. She hates it more than you would think." explained Patricia.

"Nothing can heal her." said Amber. "Just like you and your mum." That was a sore spot. Fabian's mother had been fatally sick after having him. So naturally Fabian thought her death was his fault when it was no ones. Fabian looked down at the pained face of Nina and wanted to stay by her side. "Can you leave us alone?" he asked.

"Ya of course." and the 2 girls left the room. Fabian sat down and started to think.

"You know you should just forget about me. I'm nothing but trouble." said Nina, waking up to see Fabian sitting there.

"How are you trouble? I'm more trouble. I caused my mother to die. I shouldn't have been born." said Fabian.

"Don't you dare say that. If you hadn't been born then we couldn't have met and-"

"And my mum would still be alive. Me being born was to much and she died. It was all my fault."said Fabian covering his face with his hands. Nina slid off her bed and sat next to him. She put her hand under his chin and lifted his head so she could see his face. She smiled and started to tell him things. "Do you remember anything?"

"No."

"I do. I remember the day my family was torn to shreds perfectly down to every detail. I remember the smell of the car. I remember resiting the 50 states and coming to the last ne when the truck hit. I remember begging my mom and dad to wake up, when I knew they wouldn't. I remember falling asleep on their bodies before the police got there. I remember waking up in the hospital to see the king and queen in my room telling me tha. My mom and dad were dead and that I'd be living with them. I remember everything. You have a blessing by not remembering." she said and Fabian realized how lucky he was for not remembering his mothers death.

"I'm sorry. I didn't know." he said quietly.

"It's ok. Sometimes, on good days, I'll dream about the birthday that I had just before the crash. On worse days I remember the crash it's self. I don't know what made this day bad, but that's what I saw. I don't tell my God-parents because I know they'll just be worried. Nothing can heal a wound fully, but Fabian remember you mom is always with you. Right now she's looking down at you and smiling at what her son has become." said Nina smiling.

"A servant? How's that good?" grumbled Fabian.

"No. She'll see you as a strong man whose happy. She will smile and say to everyone up there 'Look at him! That is my son! I'm so proud of him!' and she can't wait for you to come and see her." as she said this she wrapped her arms around his middle and hugged him. Fabian smiled and thought about what she said.

"Thanks. I know you mom and dad are looking down on you and smiling." she smiled, looked up at him, and kissed him. And he kissed back happily.

Now I'm going to take you up to Heavan to see how their parents are reacting.

Nina Marten's mom and dad were looking down at their baby girl, who just yesterday, was loosing teeth and starting 2nd grade, and now she was 18 and getting boyfriends left, right, and center. They were extremely proud of her and John Marten never thought he'd get that fatherly instinct with any boy That was around Nina, but he was. It was something that gave him the outmost pleasure and happiness. Fabian Rutter's mother was just as happy. "Lisa! Look how cute they are together!" she sighed, staring down at her son and Nina. She was right to keep hoping he would find someone like her. It just took the right cercomstances.

"I know Maria! They look so happy together." sighed Mrs. Marten.

"A little to happy, don't you think?" asked Mr. Marten and the women laughed at him. But he was just a bit right.


Back down on Earth, Nina and Fabian were deepening the kiss, lips moving in sinc. Fabian ran his toung across Nina's lower lip and she smiled, allowing him to start to explore her mouth. he started pulling her closer and closer and she wasn't resisting, like with most boys who had tried this, she completely trusted Fabian.

Nina being a bit daring started to let her hands wander around Fabian's body. Fabian taking that as an invitation started doing the same thing. When his fingers moved over a scar on Nina's back and she tensed but moaned. She grabbed his hand and motioned for him to do it again. So that's what he did and he got the pleasure of hearing her moan again. Nothing really made him happier.

Nina, wanting to hear something from Fabian started entwining her hands in his hair, running her fingers threw his scalp. And she got what she wanted, a deep growl coming from Fabian's throat. Fabian then, with a bit of daring like Nina, flipped her so she was on the floor. They broke the kiss to breathe, both breathing shallow and short, smiling like lunatics. "What are we doing?" whispered Nina.

"I don't know. Do you want to stop?" asked Fabian hoping her answer would be no.

"Why would I?" she smiled and they were back to kissing. The kissing soon escalated into Nina taking off Fabian's shirt and Fabian taking off Nina's. They had no idea what they were doing, but they were doing it. Then it even escalated farther than that when Fabian took Nina's pants off. So the score was:

Nina: almost completely naked.

Fabian: still has his pants on.

Fabian stopped kissing Nina on the mouth and started working his way down her neck. This left Nina moaning and panting and mind racing. She wasn't sure what they were doing but she knew where it could lead to. So she just had to ask him one thing before it could go there, if he even agrees. "Fabian?" He lifted his head.

"Run away with me?" she asked. She had this idea when she had woken up to see Fabian still there next to her. He smiled because he was going to ask her the same thing.

"Yes." and he kissed her.

Pretty soon the clothing count had gone down to the bear minimum for both of them. This wasnt something that they had ever done. Nina had been asked, begged even, by past boyfriends, refusing each and everlone of them. Fabian was just a kitchen boy, he knew how to do it from talk from older kitchen people, mostly Patrome, who was an expert on sex.

Off went the last of Nina's clothing and all Fabian could do was stare. "God your beautiful." that's all he needed to say to turn her on. Then it was Fabian's turn to loose his underwear. And it took all of Nina's will power not to melt. And then the real fun began. All Fabian had to do was look at Nina and he could tell that she wanted this bad. "You know it'll hurt." and she shrugged. So he started slow, Nina wincing in pain when he breached her. But then the pleasure happened and the love moans started to come out of both their mouths. Nothing in all of their lives had made them feel so good.

After that was over they put back on their clothes and fell asleep together.


I cant believe I just wrote that. Not a very good lemon but hey that was my first so shut your trap. For people who read that I maybut another one in there. I is sorry for notupdating sooner but I hope the length is good! Um a but of a crappy ending but WHATEVE! I'm sorry for spelling mistakes. I'm writing this via iPad and there not he best spell checkers? REVIEW!