Disclaimer: I do not own Kuroshitsuji. I am planning on making this story be very long, with many twists and turns. This is the first story I have every written here on FanFiction so I hope you enjoy it. Warning if you dont like the pairing CielXSebastian then this isn't a story for you. Warning there is also Yaoi in this chapter although it is nothing explicit. Feel free to write a review I was surprised that I got people to follow my little story. Thank you so much. I am still writing because of all of you. I have never been so complemented in my life. I will be updating every weekend and whenever, I can since I am back in school. I am sorry for the late update, I am trying to update as much as I can, as soon as I can.


Chapter 9: Even Then

Ciel gasped at what was happening. His head could not wrap around the situation that had just presented itself to him. He sat there motionless as if his very life force was being drained away. The small amount of color that existed in his porcelain features had drained from his entire face for a split moment. When he had nodded in agreement to let Sebastian heal his life threatening wounds, he never expected this. The demon had set him gently in his lap. The first part was not what Ciel minded. The second part, however, made him speechless. He half expected Sebastian to do some kind of demon healing to him. What he received was the demon licking his wound like a concerned mother cat licking her kitten. He wanted to push the strange show of concern away but he could not move an inch. Sebastian's tongue ran along the gash in Ciel's neck. What in gods name are you doing…Sebastian s…stop.

Sebastian was now thoroughly enjoying his young master's self induced predicament. The boy had given him permission to heal Ciel in anyway that he deemed fit. What Ciel did not know was the fact that demons could heal any wound with a simple lick. He of course was milking every moment due to the fact that Ciel had no idea. He pulled back from the skin of Ciel's creamy white neck to notice that his master did not have a single flaw on it. There was no longer a gash but very inviting flawless porcelain skin. He noticed that Ciel's eyes were still closed. He smirked instinctively and returned to running his lips along Ciel's soft skin. He watched the boy shudder slightly, his eyes still closed. Even though Ciel did, in fact, have his eyes closed he looked as if he was enjoying it. In fact Ciel was leaning closer to him and didn't say a word. He was having a hard time breathing as well. He paused and leaned over and whispered gently "Ciel you may open your eyes now."

Ciel opened his eyes to be met with a devilish smirk. He swallowed, sure Sebastian was harmless but that look in his eyes made Ciel uncomfortable "what are you smirking about?" he asked trying to maintain some degree of conviction in his voice. Ciel already knew the answer to the question he posed but he was curious nonetheless.

Sebastian smiled "I was just thinking about how adorable my young master looks when he is flushed and that I would like to see it more frequently." He smiled again and leaned back against Ciel's headboard and stared at the flushing boy. It was Ciel's decision if he wanted to be in the spot next to him or not. He gave the boy a welcoming smile.

Ciel's cheeks turned a rose color at the demon's words. He was having a difficult time sorting out his conflicting emotions. Sebastian was a demon, of course he had a dark side, but Ciel also saw a different side of Sebastian as well. He fiddled with his fingers for a moment before looking back up into those temping crimson eyes. Ciel moved to Sebastian's side and nuzzled against him. He could no longer hold back his feelings so he decided to let them pour out in this one moment "Sebastian why do you tease me if you know my real feelings?" Ciel buried his face gently into the demons vest.

Sebastian looked down to the young boy looking for comfort in his chest. He wrapped his arms around the boy's small frame as his crimson eyes lowered slightly "Ciel I am not teasing you." The words stung slightly that Ciel would think that he was toying with his emotions. He shook his head.

Ciel buried his head a little bit further in the demon's comforting presence "I love you Sebastian" he said softly.

Sebastian blinked in surprise; he knew that Ciel was vulnerable at this moment in time but never to this extent. He pulled Ciel into his lap so he could look at his face. He smiled gently "Ciel I am glad you feel the same way I do." He could not help but picture his young master with adorable kitten ears when he looked up to verify the statement he had just heard. He chuckled gently "yes Ciel you heard me correctly."

Ciel looked up and smiled a genuine smile at the demon leaning over him. His cheeks had turned a gentle rose color. It looked like the same shade as one of Lizzy's frilly dresses. He felt fingers intertwine his and ebony black hair tickle his cheeks. He started to giggle slightly "S….Sebas…Sebastian that tickles." He had never felt so free with his emotions before, he could laugh and smile and not care about the expectations cast upon an Earl of his age. When he was around Sebastian he felt free to be himself and he loved it. He closed his right eye as the demon's devilishly soft lips traced up his neck to rest on the eye that bound them together. They both smiled at each other for what seemed like an eternity.

Sebastian pulled away from the young boy and pulled him into his arms gently. He wanted Ciel to know that he truly loved him and would do anything for the little Earl. He ran his fingers through his young master's grey-ish blue hair. He heard a sigh of content come from pale pink lips. The boy's eyes were slowly closing "young master you should sleep it is late" the demon replied gently. Sebastian watched Ciel nod his head but realized that he was still in his jacket when Grell had attacked him. Sebastian inhumanly managed to get the soiled attire off his young master's body and replaced it with his night ware within a matter of seconds. He gently tucked the young Phantomhive under the covers until he felt a gentle tug on his sleeve "young master?"

Ciel's mismatched eyes looked up into crimson longingly "don't leave." He sounded as if he was desperate when in all reality he was. He did not want Sebastian to leave his side any longer, not even for a minute. When Sebastian got under the covers Ciel gently nuzzled into his side. To Ciel, what should have been a deathly cold demon was the most warm and comforting thing in his world. He fell asleep with a smile on his face and gently cuddled closer. For the first time in his life he was genuinely happy and suddenly life did not seem so worthless anymore.

Sebastian smiled gently and ran his fingers gently through greyish- blue hair yet again. Ciel looked so innocent as he slept. He is like an angel. A poor angel that fell from Heaven and right into my arms. He placed a gentle kiss to the sleeping boy's forehead "goodnight young master."

Goodnight my precious little Phantomhive, until the end and even then.


There you have it the end of chapter 9. Also I am happy to announce that those that love Kuroshitsuji and Roleplaying can now register at Eternally Black proboards .com (no spaces). The forum is up and ready to go. All the characters are open but Lizzy, Ciel, Sebastian,Alois, Grell, and Thompson, or you can choose to make your own OC as well. I hope you join this and my writing me a lot to me.

~Ciel