Author's notes: Sorry but these drabbles are all I have time for at the moment. I appreciate all the lovely reviews I'm receiving. It's so kind of you all.

This drabble is set during the season one finale when Lisbon has saved the day and Jane tells her she should have waited, and she tells him to stop talking that way that people care about him.

I'm a selfish prick. I should walk out of here and not stop until I'm a thousand miles from her. Don't spend time on me Lisbon, I'm not worth it. Don't care about me. I appreciate it, but, my life's not worth much and I'll gladly give it. I expect to give it. It will not end pretty.

You shouldn't be there when it does.

I don't want you to get hurt, you're the closest thing I have to a friend, but, Red John will always come first. He must come first.

I should walk away... I'm a selfish prick.