Chapter 9:
DISCLAIMER: In this chapter I mention "Mark" the space needle guy but when writing the beginning I meant to call him Nyko so in this chapter and in further chapter he will be called Nyko not Mark. So if you see Nyko just know I'm talking about Mark ive just changed his name. Sorry for the confusion.
"What are you doing here?" Clarke walked over to the girl.
"I missed the hell out my girl, I had to see what was so great about Seattle to make you not want to call." Ontari smiled.
"I missed you so much." Clarke threw her arms around the girl.
"Come on, show me your room."
"Ontari." Abby arched her eyebrow.
"I'll be good Mrs.G, I promise." Ontari smiled as Clarke led the way to her room.
"Don't expect it to be as great as yours tari." Clarke smiled.
"That's because it's impossible sweetheart. I have the best room." Ontari walked into to Clarkes huge room. "It's definitely big, and very you. A little designer here and there but I never fail to find some art somewhere. I love it."
"Glad I got the approval. Now what's going on? Why did you really come here?" Clarke sat on her bed.
"Well, I really did miss you and since you weren't answering my calls I had to come share my news in person."
"What news?" Clarke asked.
"I did early admissions and I got into NYU, my grades are perfect hell better than perfect and I got the letter of recommendation from Ms. Casey and my personal essay was amazing."
"Ontari, I'm so proud of you. I told you, you would get in. Congratulations."
"I couldn't have gotten this without you Clarke, last year when my dad died and my mom completely shut down on me, you didn't let me give up, not on grades not on anything and I never thanked you. I'm beyond grateful that you spilled those thankfully non-toxic Chemicals on me in Bio last year. You're the best thing that has walked into my life and I love you." Ontari smiled.
"I love you too chick, and you helped me too remember. I don't know what I would've done if I hadn't spilled those chemicals on you." Clarke laughed.
"Tell me what was wrong with you when you walked in."
"You really want to hear the daily chronicles of Clarke Griffins life?"
"Duh, this is what I live for. Now tell me. Why were you crying?."
Clarke told Ontari everything that had happened over the weekend and about her time in Seattle. She told her about Lexa and their first date, and she told her about Luna and the kiss.
"The girl kissed her Clarke, you can't be mad at that." Ontari said.
"I know, I know but the way they looked at each other I cant get it out of my mind."
"So are you going to this dinner?"
"I'm not leaving you, I want to spend as much time with you as I cant before you fly off to New York and leave me behind."
"I could never do that. Plus I'll visit California as often as I can and lots of FaceTime calls. We'll talk everyday."
"I cant survive without my tari."
"Seems like you've been doing just fine with out me."
"Nothing can replace our relationship. I'll always need you Ontari."
"I know you will, cause I'll always need you to Griff."
"I'm gonna text Lexa."
Clarke: Hey, family thing came up tell your dad I'm so so sorry, this is not the impression I wanted to leave. 12:44pm
Lexa: Is this because of Luna? 12:45pm
Clarke: No, I promise it's a family thing I'll tell you about it tomorrow and we'll talk to. I promise. Im sorry." Xo. 12:46pm
Lexa: My dad wont care to reschedule but please just call me when you can. 12:50pm
Clarke: I will. 12:51pm
Clarke and Ontari laid on her bed and talked for hours upon hours about nothing but it made Clarke feel like her old self, it made her feel good.
"I think it's time to tell Abby to pop the good bottle of wine, it's time to celebrate, her favorite daughter is headed New York." Ontari smirked.
"Let's go tell her, that her favorite daughter got into NYU." Clarke grabbed Ontari and pulled her down the stairs to where Abby and Jake were watching a movie. "Guys pause the movie. Your favorite daughter has some news for you." Clarke motioned for Ontari to speak.
"Okay, so I just wanted to inform you guys that… I got into NYU." Ontari screamed.
"No way, Tari I'm so so proud of you, your growing up so fast." Abby eyes started watering up and Ontari hugged her. "Both of my girls going to great schools, I'm so proud of both of you. Did you tell your mom?"
"I just did." Ontari smiled, ever since her dad died Abby had become Ontari's mom when her actual mom basically quit at life.
"I'm definitely proud of you tari, good job." Jake hugged the girl. "Now let's celebrate, Abby get the wine."
"Only one glass for you two." Abby said. "I mean it." Abby narrowed her eyes.
"How many glasses before she's drunk? I say 3." Clarke smiled.
"2 maximum, Abby's a light weight."
"It's a bet, 20 dollars?" Clarke held out her hand.
"Your on, Griffin." Ontari shook her hand.
The girls walked into the kitchen where Abby and Jake were waiting them.
"Here girls." Abby handed each of them a glass.
"This is the good stuff." Ontari took a drink.
"Let's make a toast. To Ontari and Clarke getting into amazing schools." Jake raised his glass.
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Back at Lexa's house things were pretty quiet, Lincoln was at Octavia's and her Parents had decided to catch up on work. Lexa needed to talk to someone, Clarke wasn't an option, all of her friends seemed to be busy. When she walked downstairs she saw that her moms car was in the drive, so she walked to her office.
"Mom?" Lexa knocked softly on her office door.
"Come in."
"Are you busy?" Lexa asked as she sat in the chair across from her mom.
"I'm always busy kid, but when you need me I'm not busy. What's going on, you've been looking sad all day." Anya put her papers down and focused all of her attention on her daughter.
"It's Clarke.."
"Girl troubles? You usually go to your dad for this."
"Well I wanted to talk to you." Lexa sighed
"Okay, what happened with Clarke?"
"Well let me give you a little backstory, when we were at the lake house we went to Arktistic and Luna was there."
"God Lexa, more Tattoo's, what did you get this time?"
"Mom, are you even listening I said Luna was there."
"Well Lexa her dad does own the place, what did you expect?"
"For her to be at her mom's in Oregon where she lives, not spending time with her dad." Lexa through her head back.
"So Luna was there, what happened?"
"We started talking and reminiscing on the last summer we were both there…"
"You mean the summer where you two kissed and she confessed her love for you?"
"OHMYGOD, I hate you guys. She didn't say she was in love with me, she just said she really liked me."
"Your still not telling me the problem here or what Clarke has to do with it."
"'Well if you would listen, I'm getting there. I started talking to Luna, and these old feelings came fluttering back. It was like I had never left that summer…"
"So you like Luna now?"
"No, but at Ark fest we were talking and she asked me how I felt about Clarke, so I told her and she said I quote. "I bet I could change your mind." Then kisses me… Again on the lips. And Clarke sees.
"Lexa honey none of this is making sense."
"What's not making sense? I just explained it to you."
"I'm just going to be honest, you and Luna left things very unfinished and I think that's why you were feeling that way. But it is very easy to stop a kiss."
"Mom it happened so fast.."
"That may be but you've kissed this girl before, I think you would know when she was about to kiss you. Maybe you don't like her, but you did that summer and leaving without telling her probably just made you feel those feelings again when you saw her."
"So your saying I wanted to kiss her?"
"I'm saying that you could've stopped it if you wanted to.. And Clarke she's probably feeling really hurt, I think the best thing to do is be honest with yourself so you can be honest with her."
"But I like Clarke a lot, and I might've just messed everything up with her."
"Take tonight to think, then talk to her at school tomorrow."
"Thanks mom." Lexa smiled a little.
"Anytime sweetheart."
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"I think it's time for me to head to bed." Abby said after finishing her 2 glass of wine. "Goodnight girls."
"Goodnight Abby." Ontari hugged the women before turning back to Clarke. "Like I said, light weight." Ontari held out her hand and Clarke puy a twenty in it.
"I had faith she could do one more glass." Clarke smiled. "So How long are you staying?"
"Well since we took those summer classes and I did some online during the school year, I have all my credits to graduate early, I haven't had to go to school. The counselor set me up on some online classes for extra credit so I've been doing those. I was gonna stay a couple of days since I don't have school."
"Well I'm skipping school tomorrow, I'm going to show you around Seattle." Clarke smiled.
"Well we better get some rest then, you look like you need it."
Clarke just laughed, god she missed this girl.
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The next day at school Lexa had searched for Clarke everywhere, she didn't know her schedule before lunch so she had to wait until then to see her. Then when lunch came around she was no where to be seen, she figured her best option was to ask Raven or Octavia.
"Hey, is Clarke at school today?" Lexa asked as she sat at the lunch table.
"Nope, I think she stayed home." Octavia answered. "Is something going on between you to?"
"I'll tell you about it later.." Lexa laid her head down on the table.
They table had become quiet, no one knew what to say partially because they didn't know what the hell was going on. When Raven's phone beeped it made everyone look at her including Lexa.
"Relax, it's just a phone." Raven took out her phone and saw that the text was from Clarke.
Clarke: Hey, I need a favor. 12:45pm
Raven: Whatcha need princess? 12:45pm
Clarke: Can you get my work from the front office for me and bring it to my house after school? 12:46pm
Raven: Yeah, are you sick or something?" 12:46pm
Clarke: No, I'll explain when you get here. And don't tell anyone your bringing it. Not even Lexa, I'm not ready to talk to her yet. 12:47pm
Raven: You got it princess, see ya later. 12:48pm
Clarke: Thanks Rae, I owe you. 12:49pm
When Raven looked up from her phone everyone was still staring at her. "If staring could kill I'd be dead right." Raven said as she picked up her fork.
"Was that Clarke?" Lexa asked.
"No, my mom. Apparently I forgot to let the dogs out this morning or something." Raven felt bad lying to Lexa especially cause she already looked so sad.
"Maybe I'll stop by her house after school or something." Lexa said.
"She needs time Lex, give her that and she'll call when she's ready." Raven smiled a little.
After school was over Lexa was driving with Octavia in the car with her, Raven couldn't give her a ride so Lexa volunteered to take her home.
"What's up Lexa?" Octavia asked as the brunette drove.
"Luna kissed me at Ark fest and Clarke saw it."
"Did you kiss her back?"
"No, I pushed her off, I know I messed up that whole entire day but I'm trying to fix it. I need to talk to her."
"If she doesn't call you by 5 I say you drive to her house."
"You think that's a good idea?"
"I'm sure she's hurting Lexa but you guys are going to have to talk eventually.
"Your right, I'll go over there."
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"You were right, there is a lot to see in a day." Ontari said as she closed the door behind her.
"Good thing we have a couple of days then." Clarke smiled.
"All that exploring and we forgot to eat."
"Pizza?" Clarke knew that was Ontari's favorite food.
"Is that even a question?"
"I'll order." When Clarke went to find her phone she heard someone knocking on the door. "I'll get it.. Hey Raven." Clarke said as she opened the door.
"So why was this so top secret that I couldn't tell anyone I was coming here?" Raven said as she walked in.
"Well it wasn't really a secret I just didn't want Lexa to come."
"Clarke I found your phone." Ontari said as she walked to the front door. "Hi."
"Raven, this is Ontari the girl I was telling you about."
"Right, chemical girl. It's nice to meet you." Raven smiled.
"You too, I haven't met any of Clarkes friends yet."
"We're about to order pizza you want to stay?" Clarke asked.
"Sure, I could eat."
"I'm going to go find a phone book or something I'll be back." Clarke walked off into the back somewhere while Raven and Ontari went and sat in the living room.
"So Ontari, when did you get here?" Raven asked.
"Yesterday, I flew back with Clarkes parents."
"So you and Clarke stayed friends when you broke up?"
"Yeah, I know what you must be thinking but it's not like that between us anymore."
"How do you know that's what I was thinking?"
"Because I know you must be a friend of Lexa's and I'm Clarkes ex, I would think the same." Ontari laughed.
"So she talked to you about Lexa huh?"
"Yeah, messy situation. But I told her she should just talk to her about it."
"Okay so I ordered they said about thirty minutes, what are you guys talking about?" Clarke asked as she sat down on the couch.
"I was just asking Ontari who asked who out first." Raven smiled.
"I asked her out, and she said no, the first time." Clarke said.
"Why'd you say no?" Raven asked Ontari.
"I was going through a lot at home at the time but I actually really liked Clarke so later that week I asked her to a movie, and she said yes."
"Horror movie?" Raven arched her eyebrow.
"Unfortunately, yes." Clarke rolled her eyes.
"I didn't know she was afraid of them at the time, plus when I told her it was a scary movie she didn't even say she was scared of them she just went along with it."
"She's does that often I see." Raven looked at the blonde.
"Tries to be brave." Ontari smiled.
"That's me." Clarke smiled.
"So are you close with Clarke's parents?" Raven asked.
"Yeah. When my dad died my mom kinda stopped taking care of me and herself. Abby and Jake have always treated me like their daughter, they're my family that's why me and Clarke have stayed so close. You cant breakup with family."
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It was 5 on the dot as Lexa stared at her phone, she knew Clarke probably wasn't going to call but she needed to hear her voice. She tried waiting an extra 30 minutes but when it became clear the blonde wasn't going to call, she hopped in her car and drove to her house. What is she refuses to see me? God… Why am I choosing this moment to overthink..
After about a 10 minute drive Lexa pulled in to Clarkes driveway. Clarkes car was parked outside but so was Ravens. She should've known Clarke was the one she was texting earlier, but why would she lie?
Lexa stood at the door for a second before knocking, after a few seconds the door swings open but the girl that answered wasn't someone Lexa had never seen before.
"Hi, are you here to see Clarke?" The brunette asked.
"Yeah, is she here?" Lexa asked.
"Clarke there's someone here to see you." The girl yells.
"It's Lexa. I'm Lexa."
"Your Lexa? I'm sorry I didn't know, I'm Ontari. Nice to meet you." The girl smiled.
Ontari? The girl that Clarke was talking about at the peer? Her Ex.. Okay what the hell was happening.
"Lexa, what are you doing here?" Clarke asked as she closed the front door behind her leaving both of them outside alone.
"You weren't answering my calls and I really need to talk to you."
"Sorry, I just been kinda busy.." Clarke rubbed her head.
"I texted too.."
"I haven't really been on my phone that much today."
"But you could text Raven?" Lexa could tell by the look on her face she told Raven not to tell her. "Don't worry she didn't tell, I see her car."
"I was gonna call you later, I just didn't want to have this talk right now.."
"So why are you putting it off?" Lexa sighed.
"Cause I don't know if I'll regret what I'm about to say." Clarke felt like she was staring a whole in the ground.
"Listen to me first before you say anything, I fucked up.. big time and I know that the whole Luna thing was a mess but I'm sorry."
"Lexa, if I were to kiss you right now you'd be able to see it coming and if you wanted to stop it you could. I want to understand but I don't even think you understand."
"Your right, I could've stopped it but I didn't and I don't know why I didn't but I didn't and I'm sorry."
"Lexa when I met you I felt something that I have never felt before and that alone was amazing. We threw ourselves head first into a relationship without thinking twice, but it felt right at the time… It doesn't feel right, not right now but maybe it could in the future."
"What are you saying Clarke." Lexa looked into those deep blue eyes waiting for an answer.
"I'm saying maybe we were moving to fast, we've know each other 3 weeks and I feel like I've known you for years yet I still don't know that much about you.. I think that we just need a break, time to be friends and figure everything out from there." Clarke could literally feel tears burning her eyes.. was she really saying this.
"Friends? Clarke I want to be with you." Lexa grabbed Clarkes hands
"So do I.. But you cant even tell me why you let Luna kiss you.. So when you figure it out, just let me know." Clarke didn't want to give Lexa anytime to reply… She couldn't , not unless she wanted to bust out in tears in front of the girl. When she got in side the house tears immediately came streaming down her face.
"Clarke.." Ontari sat beside the girl on the floor and held her as she cried. "Want to talk about it?"
"I told her we needed a break…" Clarke wiped her eyes as Raven joined them on the floor.
"Why If you don't want a break?" Raven asked.
"Because.. She doesn't even know why she didn't stop Luna from kissing her.. She couldn't even give me and answer."
"Maybe she just hasn't figured out the answer yet." Ontari wiped the blondes face.
"I told her when she figured it out to tell me, then I shut the door in her face."
"You did the right thing for you Clarke, that's all that matters. You and Lex will figure this out." Raven squeezed her hand.
"Thank you guys."
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It had been hours since Lexa drove home from Clarkes house. She hadn't felt like this since she broke up with Costia, but this time it was her fault.. This time she wasn't the one who had been hurt, she was doing the hurting. As she laid in her bed Clarkes words kept repeating in her head "When you figure it out let me know…" She didn't have anyone to talk to about this, she could talk to O and Raven but she didn't want to put them in a weird position because Clarke was probably talking to them to. There was only one person she knew that would actually understand, and one person she needed closure from.
She got out her phone and called Costia, when they broke up she never wanted to talk to her again, she never gave her any chance to explain and she never got closure form her to completely move on. When her ex answered Lexa felt like her voice didn't work anymore.
"Costia, can you meet me at our spot?"
"Is everything okay Lexa?"
"Everything's fine I just really need to talk to you."
"I'll be there in 10 minutes."
When Costia and Lexa had been dating there would often go to this little diner near Lexa's house. No one really knows about it cause it's so secluded but when they found it they started going there all the time.
After about 5 minutes of driving Lexa parked her car outside of the diner and walked in, it had felt weird for her to be back there but also a little comforting. She sat in the back booth and waited for Costia. It didn't take long for her to walk in.
"I was surprised you called me." Costia said as she sat in the booth.
"Honestly, me too." Lexa sighed.
"I know you didn't call me here to have a milkshake, Lexa what's going on?"
"Why'd you do it?" Lexa blurted. "Why'd you cheat?"
"When I went off to college, our whole relationship changed.. And instead of talking to you about it I decided to ignore the situation all together. I'll never have a good answer for you Lexa."
"There isn't a good answer… and I felt it changing to, but you made me think it was my fault that you cheated on me."
"I know and it wasn't. A relationship is with two people neither of us were doing anything wrong maybe we were just getting tired of the same ole thing. Not being able to see each other everyday and when we did see each other all we did was argue."
"I needed to talk to you because I really cant keep holding on to this. All pain and the regrets and the thoughts of what could I have done better or differently. I just need to let it all go and really move on, and the only way I can do that is if I forgive you and I do."
"I'm sorry Lex, I know how much I hurt you and seeing you in that pain it killed me but it was my fault and I'm sorry."
"I know.." Lexa squeezed her hand.
"Thank you for calling me, I think we both needed this.. Needed closure."
"Thank you for coming." Lexa smiled before she stood up. "Good luck with everything Costia, I really hope your happy."
"I want you to be happy too Lex."
As Lexa was walking to her car, she felt this weight being lifted off her shoulders this burden that she had carried with her for to long. She knew what she had to do
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After Raven left Clarke and Ontari had decided to watch a movie, but Ontari had fallen asleep so it basically just Clarke watching. It had only been a few hours since Clarke talked to Lexa and still their whole conversation was on repeat in her head. She knew she had done the right thing for her but the right thing didn't always feel good and she knew that. The movie was starting to go off and Clarke was hungry so she went downstairs to the Kitchen where her mom was putting up groceries.
"Hey." Clarke said as she sat on one of the stools.
"Hey, where's Ontari?"
"Sleep, we were watching a movie."
"Are you happy to have her here?"
"Yeah, I didn't know I missed her so much until I saw here on the couch."
"We've all missed her, we got so used to seeing her everyday."
"I hate that she's stuck in that hell whole with Nia."
"That is her mother Clarke, but I do wish she would get her stuff together to."
"It's been almost two years does she not thing Ontari is hurting to … It's ridiculous." Clarke rolled her eyes, she used to love Ontari's mom but now she hated the way she treated her.
"Some people handle their grief Clarke, and some people don't. I'm just glad Ontari's getting out of there this summer."
"But that's not til June mom and it's September… I just hate she has to be there with her."
"Me too honey, me too."
"Can she come stay here with us?" Clarke asked.
"She has school Clarke, moving would just mess up her grades."
"She doesn't have to go to school anymore she has all her credits to graduate, all she does is online classes which she can do here.. Please mom."
"Ontari is always welcome to stay with us Clarke and she knows that."
"Yes, oh my god I have to go tell her."
"Clarke wait, just because she's here doesn't mean you can skip school everyday. You need to be ahead of your grades to."
"I know mom, and I will be. Promise." Clarke ran upstairs as fast as she could and shook Ontari until she woke.
"Clarke if you don't have a good reason for waking me I'm going to kill you." Ontari yawned and sat up in the bed.
"I have a great reason actually, so I was talking to my mom and we both agreed it would be amazing if you stayed a little while longer.. If you want, because we definitely want."
"Clarke, you know I cant just leave my mom." Ontari sighed.
"Yes you can Ontari, she has done nothing for you in two years and she doesn't even care. It's time to do something for you.."
"I love you, Abby and Jake so much for everything you've done for me you know that but my mom is not in a position to take care of herself. But I promise once I find a place or someone to take care of her so she can get better I'll come back and stay as long as you want but until then I cant."
"I need you Ontari." Clarke murmured.
"And I'll always be here for you, I promised you that a long time ago that I always would be." Ontari wrapped her arms around the blonde.
"When are you going back?"
"Wednesday, my mom has an appointment Thursday I have to be there."
"I have 2 days left with you…"
"With more to come." Ontari smiled.
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When Lexa got home she saw her dads car outside, even though he usually worked at home it was still hard for her to see him for long periods of time. Talking to her dad always made her feel better, he never told he what she wanted to hear he always told her what she needed to hear.
As she walked in the house she noticed it was a little bit nosier than usual, actually without Lincoln here there was usually no noise at all. She walked through the long hall way and followed the voices into the living room. When she went in there she found her mom and dad with Nyko his wife Indra and his daughter Nylah. She had known Nylah her whole entire life they were practically family.
"Lexa there you are, we were wondering when you'd be back." Gustus said.
"I just went for a drive." Lexa said as she went to hug Nylah. "I missed you."
"I missed you too." The girl hugged back.
"How long are you here?" Lexa asked as she sat next to the girl.
"Permanently, I'm going to live with my dad and Indra now, my mom was driving me crazy."
"So your coming back to school?"
"Yep. How's everyone been?"
"Good, I know one particular person who will be excited to know your back." Lexa smiled.
"And who might that be?"
"Raven."
"I take it she's not with Finn anymore then." Nylah sighed.
"No, he's an ass. But maybe you to can start talking again or something." Lexa smiled.
"Maybe." Nylah smiled slightly.
"So Lexa, how's that girl you brought up to the space needle a couple weeks ago." Nyko asked.
Great, questions about Clarke.. "She's good."
"Your mom tells us your having some problems." Nyko said.
Lexa rolled her eyes. "Of course she did, and it's nothing I cant handle.. I'll be in my room. Nylah text me if you need a ride to school or something" Lexa said as she walked out of the room. Her mom always told everyone her business, that's why she preferred to talk to her dad about things.
Not long after Lexa got in her room there was a light knock on the door.
"Come in."
"You okay?" Her dad said as he walked through the door.
"Honest?"
"Preferably yes." He smiled as he sat on the bed.
"No.. I messed up with Clarke dad and now she wants to take a break and be friends."
"Well what made her want to take this break? You mom didn't tell me much about the situation."
"Luna kissed me, but I didn't stop it and Clarke told me to figure out why I didn't stop it then tell her but I cant find an answer to give her."
"All she's asking for is the truth Alexandria, don't you think she deserves that?"
"Of course, but I don't even know the answer."
"I think you do."
"I know I didn't want to kiss Luna but I think I didn't stop her because a small part of me wanted to kiss her.. But the moment it happened I knew that I just wanted Clarke I don't want Luna that's why I pushed away."
"I think you just got your answer." Gustus smiled.
"I love you dad." Lexa hugged her dad.
"I love you too sweetheart."
Lexa knew what she had to do if she wanted Clarke, she had to fight for her. She had to let her know she wasn't going to give up on them.
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Once again Clarke found herself laying in bed while Ontari slept next to her. It was only 9 and Clarke wasn't sleepy so she just got on her phone and literally clicked on every social media app 2 times before she turned on the TV. As she was picking out a show to watch her phone beeped. It was a text from Lexa.
Lexa: Come outside please? 9:21pm
Clarke considered just ignoring the text but she did want to talk to Lexa she just wished this whole situation wasn't happening. When she walked downstairs she looked out the window and saw Lexa car. She took a deep breath and opened the front door.
"Hey." Clarke said as Lexa walked closer to her.
"I hate this and it's only been hours.." Lexa sighed.
"I hate it to…"
"I have an answer for you.. Growing up we always went to the lake house and I always had a crush on Luna but that summer when she told me she liked me and i never told her back and I've always regretted it but the other day was the first time I've seen her since then and not having closure kinda messed with my mind.. But I know what I want Clarke and it's not Luna.. I'm going to fix this no matter how long it takes. We can take that break and be friends if that's what you want but just know that I like you a lot and I'm not giving up on you."
"I was hoping you wouldn't.." Clarke smiled. "I want to be with you, I just think we need to get to know each other a little better and not rush no much."
"I'm okay with that." Lexa smiled
"Good."
"So Ontari.. Should I be worried?" Lexa smirked.
"Not at all she's like family. I think you would really like her. Do you want to come over after school tomorrow?"
"Sure, I would love that."
"Okay, well thanks for coming here just to tell me that I really needed to here it."
"And I really needed to say it." Lexa smiled.
"Goodnight Lexa."
"Goodnight Clarke."
Okay hey guys…This is kinda a shorter chapter. What do you think? Should Clarke be so forgiving? Would you be? Don't forget to Review and let me know what you think! I love Ontari and I want to keep writing her. What do you guys think of her? I love her and Clarkes relationship. Don't forget to Review:) And thanks for all the great reviews last chapter you guys are all fucking queens. Love you guys!
