A/N: Hey guys it's so good to be back and writing I know I probably really let you down when I stopped updating. I am really mad at my self for not updating and giving up but I am back now and lets not dwell on the past as they say!Now I know that this chapter will be short and i am sorry but it is the start of the beginning of more chapters and plus look at it this way I end school the 10th of June so that means more updates! So here it is ENJOY!

I do not own twilight or any of the songs I use but I do own my character.

WARNING: This chapter includes the mention of rape and suicide.

If Ya wanna see what Pamela looks like than there Is a link to the pic on my page. Also if you want to see the others they are on my profile to.

Name: Pamela Marie Swan

*Pamela means sweet as honey, Marie means funny, hopeful, and lovely*

Age: 15

Height: 5'1

Hair color: dirty blonde, curly, mid-back

Eye color: hazel/green/flecks of gold

Favorite music: anything I like

Favorite color: forest green

Favorite animal: wolf

Skin color: tan

Body: average build

Piercings: nose ring, two earrings on right and left ear, has a cartilage on both left and right ear, and a Monroe piercing.

Likes: sports, creative things, and basically anything people don't believe, singing.

Dislikes: SHOPPING, people lying, when people poke me again and again, snotty people that think they know anything, close relationships, anything sappy, and when people speak or take fights for me.

Personality: does not let anybody get close puts up walls, can be very cold to people, shy around anybody but her family, does not trust really anybody, if she is sweet around her family they know something is wrong :), does not CRY anymore since the accident.

Thoughts (Hi)

Speaking- Hi

Yelling- HI

AGES:

Sam- 23

Emily-23

Jared-21

Kim-20

Paul-22

Rachel-21

Jacob-18

Rena-18

Embry-18

Leah-20

Quil-18

Claire-17

Collin-13

Brady-13

Seth-15

Please look at the authors note before reading the chapter!

Previously on The Darkest Parts of One's Soul

SPOV

" SETH HELP! SOMEONE HELP!"As soon as I heard the first one I was running into the house with the pack following.

Back with Pam

As Uncle Billy left I thought about why I did not exactly tell him the whole truth I mean. That was all true I did not tell him exactly the rest of what happened like for example who came after that and what exactly they are. After that I fell into a dark abyss and had one of my most terrifying nightmares.

Now

PPOV(Dreamland)

As soon as i fell asleep i was thrown right into the nightmare.

("nightmare speak")

"What did i tell you!" He yelled

"Never to spea-" SMACK "ahh" This happened a lot when you had an abusive boyfriend. This is not even the worst of it I mean he is really holding back. This happens every day after school when ever he can get to me.

"And there you go again don't you ever listen! God some times it feels like I'm talking to a child!" There he goes again (There she goes there she goes again... Sorry couldn't resist!) blah blah blah all I want to do is get out of here but I cant talk back to him he could do soo much worse. If I ever got the nerve to talk back to him it would be doomsday.

" Are you even listening to me! Of course not your off in your own little dream world." No asshole you really think I would choose to defy the almighty king Trent (Note sarcasm) As he mumbles to him self "God you humans are so ignorant" Yea says the one beating on the "poor ignorant girl"

"Trent I was lis-" WHACK Really REALLY a fist well today aint a great day is it now!

"Get up and go clean your self! Adriana will be coming soon!" yeah okay this day can officially get any worse. "We will be going to the forest we have something to discuss with you! SO HURRY UP!" Ya keep yell it works for a lot of girls. as I get ready I here the door bell ring yep that's her . I cringe away with discuss when I hear Trent slam her against the wall. Great another make out session disturbed whats it gonna be now? A slap? a punch or better yet a heel to the face! as I walk out of the bathroom I cleared my throat to get their attention yep I am now currently holding my cheek I guess she's being nice

"What have i told you about interrupting us!" She screeched

" Trent said that yo-" SMACK Twice that's creative

" God humans are soo STUPID!" There she goes again "Humans are soo dumb" or " Humans are soo worthless" well guess what bitch you wouldn't survive without us were your only "good" source of food! Cause apparently animals shouldn't be thought of as food! Do you really think that humans should! She was about to continue with the usual speech but Trent cut her off.

"Already gave her that speech Babe."

"Well then what are we waiting for Lets Go!" Well we were obviously waiting for you fucking blonde bimbo!

Line-Break

As we walked to the woods the two talked for a while! I mean shouldn't we have stopped by now we are pretty far out, farther than they have taken me before? We must have been right in the center of the forest or at least it felt like it, when they stopped and turned around to look at me.

When Adriana said "Well well I guess today is your lucky day."

"Yea we will be finally ridding you of our presence isnt nice to be finally free of us." Trent said

" Yes but just outta umm I don't know curiosity were exactly are you going and why did you drag me out here?" I said

" Well we are going on a little trip and then going to live with our cousins for awhile" Man her voice gets higher every time she speaks

"Who are they?" What I was curious and I know your probably thinking "curiosity killed the cat" well have you ever hear the rest of the saying " and satisfaction brought it back" so HA!

"My my my what a curious little kitty! Our cousins our the Cullens we told them that "We slipped a long time ago and would like to start feeding on animals" like that would even happen!" Told you everyone recites to that saying!

"But as for the matter of us dragging you out here we tought you would see us go off on our journey and leave you a little obstacle!" Trent said

" If you have paid attention it is the night of the full moon. What comes out round this time? Take a good guess!" Evil twit (Now I don't remember if its true so please hate me! X( )

"Oh no... the children of the moon! Why?" Why would they do this I have already been put through enough!

" Our going away gift from you." Said Adriana. And then they took off, as I tried getting back home it got pick black. As I was just nearing the edge of the forest I heard growling. When I turned around I saw four pairs of glowing eyes staring and growling at me. As I turned to run the sprang into action and got ready to pounce. Just as I reached they back door I turned and one leaped and pounced right on top of me!

The lesson here is: Never Trust A Vampire!

Then it was all black An I felt myself being shaken as I woke up I looked around and got startled pretty bad. Okay I KNOW that I did not fall asleep with this many people in the room.

"Why are you guys in here?" Okay you would be annoyed if you woke up with everyone staring at you to. The next thing I know I am being shaken again.

"Hey Pam are you okay?" Seth said

A/N: Hey guy i am still trying to get used to writing again i hope this chapter is good. I would also appreciate it if people would start reviewing or PMing me :)

Till next time