Hey Guys sorry I have not updated in a while I have been busy with life and you will see more Santana and Jesse and Shelby this Chapter not much of Puck maybe some Finn ... I love hearing suggestions feel free to give me some guys I take them all into consideration :) Hope you guys had a good holiday and please review hear are some questions before I start -

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Rachel Pov,

I wake up to Shelby standing over me in my hospital bedroom holding a sleeping beth and she smiles at me I blink as she begins to talk.

" You should stay with me Rachel." She says softly I roll my eyes and try to speak my throat was sore and dry so my words crack .

" I want to stay with Santana not you Shelby." I say cracking at my words and stare at Shelby and she sighs

" I'm trying ." She says but I cut in

" I don't care Shelby why your here I don't want you here." I sneer and stare at her as she looked hurt

" I'm here for you Rachel." She says with a small smile as Beth snores softly in her arms.

" Please go ." I say looking down as I hear her walk towards the door she stops and looks at me.

" I'm sending in someone who's been waiting for you a few hours now." She says I nod not looking at her as she leaves . I hear the loud footsteps and see Finn walk in with a huge teddy bear and a small smile.

" Hi Rach." He says softly

" Why are you here Finn Shouldn't you be with Quinn?" I say looking up at him and he shifts uncomfortably.

" I just wanted to see if you were okay." He says looking at me with sad eyes . Eyes I once loved..

" I'm fine now Finn Please leave ." I say he nods setting the teddy bear next to me I stare as he leaves i'm a horrible person a monster i'm treating people like crap for no reason they didn't do anything wrong i'm just a cold bitch I guess. I watch as he walks pass Jesse who was just walking and smiles at me.

" What was Finn doing here?" He asks with confusion I look up at him with a small smile .

" Just giving me a stuff bear." I say pointing to the bear

" Oh Okay I came to see if you wanted to stay with me or Santana..." He says quietly

" I wouldn't want to bother you so i'll stick with Santana speaking of her where is she?" I ask he smile at me and his blue eyes bore into mine.

" waiting room want to see her?" He asks I nod and he walks over to me and bends down slowly and hugs me.

" You will get well your Strong." He whispers pulling away and looks at me once more before walking out.

Santana Pov,

I look at my phone texting my mom telling her where I was Puckerman left a while ago and Jesse was talking to Rachel .. I wish she didn't like him... I fiddle with my phone until Jesse walks into the waiting room.

" She wants to talk to you." He says looking at me as he sits down

" Okay thanks you know you can go home right?" I say standing up and looking at him

" I'm good Lopez now go see Rachel." He says taking out his IPhone and paying no mind to me . As I walked down the hall I walked slow thinking about the possibility of Rachel being in love with Jesse. It turned my stomach I know I have no right to be Jealous but .. I don't know I don't want her to be hurt. I stop at her door and turn the door knob slowly and walk in.

" Hey Santana ." Rachel says softly with a small smile as I walk over to the chair next to her bed.

" hey how you feeling?" I ask as I sit down she frowns

" Okay I guess my ribs hurt still." She says looking towards the hospital window .

" That sucks so uh who do you want to stay with?" I ask hoping she doesn't say Jesse.

" You I don't want to bother Jesse specially since he has a fiancé moving in soon with his soon to be step son." She says with a half smile.

" Okay i'll tell my Mom and Dad your staying with us." I say with a smile and look over to see a stuff bear near her bed.

" Who gave you that?" I ask gesturing towards the bear she looks at it blankly and replies .

" Finn im surprised he got past you in the waiting room." She replies raising her eye brow .

" I did fall asleep for a little." I reply and she nods

" So Have you talked to Shelby?" I ask changing the subject

" Yeah I told her im not staying with her and that is final." Rachel replies bitterly

" Is it because of Beth?" I ask and she glares at me with her eyes cold

" No It's not Beth's fault my mom didn't want me and she is my best friends biological daughter ." She snaps at me

" Im sorry." I reply looking down

" Don't be I have been a bitch about everything lately." She says when I look up she looks sad.

" You have a right to do it you have been threw a lot." I say softly trying to comfort her

" That's not a excuse to be a bitch." She says bitterly

" Your not always a bitch and your not that bad and I know cause im always a bitch to everyone." I reply and she looks at me.

" Can I ask you something?" She asks

" You just did but go ahead ." I say and she looks down at her hands and plays with her finger before speaking.

" Why are you mean and bitchy to a lot of people?" she blurts out and I was taken back but answer .

" To keep people out its my wall of protection ." I say honestly

" Why do you not let people in?" She blurts out again

" Its easier that way." I reply

" Maybe you should try to let people in." She replies before going back to looking out the window.


Boring I know sorry please review sorry for the late update guys please answer the questions and suggest stuff love you guys :) Bye until next time.