Hey Guys sorry I have not updated in a while I have been busy with life and you will see more Santana and Jesse and Shelby this Chapter not much of Puck maybe some Finn ... I love hearing suggestions feel free to give me some guys I take them all into consideration :) Hope you guys had a good holiday and please review hear are some questions before I start -
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Rachel Pov,
I wake up to Shelby standing over me in my hospital bedroom holding a sleeping beth and she smiles at me I blink as she begins to talk.
" You should stay with me Rachel." She says softly I roll my eyes and try to speak my throat was sore and dry so my words crack .
" I want to stay with Santana not you Shelby." I say cracking at my words and stare at Shelby and she sighs
" I'm trying ." She says but I cut in
" I don't care Shelby why your here I don't want you here." I sneer and stare at her as she looked hurt
" I'm here for you Rachel." She says with a small smile as Beth snores softly in her arms.
" Please go ." I say looking down as I hear her walk towards the door she stops and looks at me.
" I'm sending in someone who's been waiting for you a few hours now." She says I nod not looking at her as she leaves . I hear the loud footsteps and see Finn walk in with a huge teddy bear and a small smile.
" Hi Rach." He says softly
" Why are you here Finn Shouldn't you be with Quinn?" I say looking up at him and he shifts uncomfortably.
" I just wanted to see if you were okay." He says looking at me with sad eyes . Eyes I once loved..
" I'm fine now Finn Please leave ." I say he nods setting the teddy bear next to me I stare as he leaves i'm a horrible person a monster i'm treating people like crap for no reason they didn't do anything wrong i'm just a cold bitch I guess. I watch as he walks pass Jesse who was just walking and smiles at me.
" What was Finn doing here?" He asks with confusion I look up at him with a small smile .
" Just giving me a stuff bear." I say pointing to the bear
" Oh Okay I came to see if you wanted to stay with me or Santana..." He says quietly
" I wouldn't want to bother you so i'll stick with Santana speaking of her where is she?" I ask he smile at me and his blue eyes bore into mine.
" waiting room want to see her?" He asks I nod and he walks over to me and bends down slowly and hugs me.
" You will get well your Strong." He whispers pulling away and looks at me once more before walking out.
Santana Pov,
I look at my phone texting my mom telling her where I was Puckerman left a while ago and Jesse was talking to Rachel .. I wish she didn't like him... I fiddle with my phone until Jesse walks into the waiting room.
" She wants to talk to you." He says looking at me as he sits down
" Okay thanks you know you can go home right?" I say standing up and looking at him
" I'm good Lopez now go see Rachel." He says taking out his IPhone and paying no mind to me . As I walked down the hall I walked slow thinking about the possibility of Rachel being in love with Jesse. It turned my stomach I know I have no right to be Jealous but .. I don't know I don't want her to be hurt. I stop at her door and turn the door knob slowly and walk in.
" Hey Santana ." Rachel says softly with a small smile as I walk over to the chair next to her bed.
" hey how you feeling?" I ask as I sit down she frowns
" Okay I guess my ribs hurt still." She says looking towards the hospital window .
" That sucks so uh who do you want to stay with?" I ask hoping she doesn't say Jesse.
" You I don't want to bother Jesse specially since he has a fiancé moving in soon with his soon to be step son." She says with a half smile.
" Okay i'll tell my Mom and Dad your staying with us." I say with a smile and look over to see a stuff bear near her bed.
" Who gave you that?" I ask gesturing towards the bear she looks at it blankly and replies .
" Finn im surprised he got past you in the waiting room." She replies raising her eye brow .
" I did fall asleep for a little." I reply and she nods
" So Have you talked to Shelby?" I ask changing the subject
" Yeah I told her im not staying with her and that is final." Rachel replies bitterly
" Is it because of Beth?" I ask and she glares at me with her eyes cold
" No It's not Beth's fault my mom didn't want me and she is my best friends biological daughter ." She snaps at me
" Im sorry." I reply looking down
" Don't be I have been a bitch about everything lately." She says when I look up she looks sad.
" You have a right to do it you have been threw a lot." I say softly trying to comfort her
" That's not a excuse to be a bitch." She says bitterly
" Your not always a bitch and your not that bad and I know cause im always a bitch to everyone." I reply and she looks at me.
" Can I ask you something?" She asks
" You just did but go ahead ." I say and she looks down at her hands and plays with her finger before speaking.
" Why are you mean and bitchy to a lot of people?" she blurts out and I was taken back but answer .
" To keep people out its my wall of protection ." I say honestly
" Why do you not let people in?" She blurts out again
" Its easier that way." I reply
" Maybe you should try to let people in." She replies before going back to looking out the window.
Boring I know sorry please review sorry for the late update guys please answer the questions and suggest stuff love you guys :) Bye until next time.
