I am sorry; I kind of lost the story a little. I have made it my New Year's Resolution to keep up with the stories so hopefully update a little more regularly now, if people are still interested in the story :)


Monica and Chandler weren't ready to face the rest of the gang yet, knowing that as soon as they walked through the door the questions would start flying at them quicker than they would be able to answer. They both needed to clear their heads and talk to each other first.

After driving around a little they noticed a sweet little park, both wanting to take the opportunity to enjoy the fresh air and walk around before heading back to the city.

Monica couldn't stand the silence any longer; Chandler had barely said a word since leaving the house "That seemed to go well I think, what about you?"

"I think I am still in shock. One hand, looking at Emma there was no doubt that she is your daughter." He smiled softly at the thought of the little girl that was almost a mini carbon copy of his girlfriend

"Our daughter Chandler, there is you in her also." Monica thinking her the little girls blue eye

"Right our daughter." Chandler replied absent-mindedly "but on the other hand it's still seems so hard to believe."

"I know, but she is wonderful." Monica was almost bouncing up and down with excitement.

"Of course, it's just..." Chandler tried a couple of times careful of what he was trying to say. Not wanting for Monica to misunderstand what he was trying to say.

Monica sensed that he was not on the same level of excitement as she was, this disappointed her a little, hoping he felt the same way as she did "Just what?"

Chandler turned towards Monica their walk coming to a stop "Okay. Yes she is wonderful, how could she not be. It's just you are ready for all this, I could see that as your were talking to her. I am just not sure I am. I mean look at me Monica, before you I could barely hold together a proper relationship. Never mind being a... a father type person."

"But Chandler, I have had more time than you. You only found out a little while ago and I think you have been amazing. Plus we have had to deal with the others finding out about us as well as Emma. I think you just need more faith in yourself, I haven't thought twice about involving you in this. I want us to be a family Chandler."

"Do you really think this will work?" Chandler didn't want to cast a shadow over Monica's excitement, but this wasn't a little thing they were taken on. They had only been dating a few months. What if they were moving too fast, it was more than just themselves that they had to consider now.

"It will take some time for all of us to get use to it for sure, Emma can have Rachel's room and you are only across the hall. I mean if you want to stay at yours." She added hesitantly, knowing Chandler could sometimes freak out a little at the smallest mention of the future.

"You mean live with you two, wouldn't that be pretty soon for us to do that." Chandler was trying to sound calm even though his heart was racing and he was pretty sure he was a second away from breaking out in a sweat. He wouldn't let the small brunette in front of him know that this had been happening more and more lately.

"It would be up to you Chandler, I would like to you to be involved but it is up to you how much." Monica started walking away from him a little dejectedly. It may be happening fast for them, but she had this imagine in her mind that one day they could maybe walk around an area similar to where they were now, with not only Emma but a few more kids they maybe could have together. For that to happen Chandler had to get over this …. Thing he had with commitment, it was so frustrating at times .

"Mon wait up. I'm sorry okay. I guess I am just scared alright. Is that what you wanna hear? I am scared that I will be a lousy father, that I will screw all this up. I don't want to lose you." His feelings finally exploding.

"Yes Chandler. If that is what you are feeling that is exactly what I want to hear." Monica giving back as good as she got. "but that fact that you are thinking these things, thinking about how it will effect Emma is the reason that I know you will be a great father to her. " She started to calm down once she saw that she had his attention, Monica put her arms around his neck. "I really do believe that WE can do this."

Chandler pulled her closer wrapping his arms around, holding her in place. "Okay then, I guess that we are definitely doing this. I think I should hold off moving in with you guys for a little bit just give time for Emma to settle in. As you say it's not like I am not there all the time anyway. I am going to freak out a little bit from time to time, but I want you to know that I am in this 100%."

"I know you are Chandler, this is a big thing that we are doing. But I am glad it is with you."

"As scary as this is, I couldn't imagine doing this with anyone one else." Chandler moved in for a kiss

Monica pulled back a little with a serious look on her face "What you mean not even Janice?"

She laughed a little at the look on horror on his face before moving back in for that kiss.


Please let me know if I should continue.