A/n: hey so welcome back to my chapter, has DxS fluff and a epiphany for both Danny and sam also i don't own already gone by kelly clarkson, which i'll be using to describe... Well you'll see

Chapter 9: not meant for do or die


Sam's pov

Lately i hadn't been myself, ever since- well i don't exactly know when it all started. Maybe it was when i first saw him...

'Keep yourself together Manson'

I tell myself, but it seems as time goes on so does the hole get bigger. Thus huge hole in my heart waiting to be filled with... God I don't even know, hell i barely know what I'm talking about...

i thought, i had been in love once, but i was wrong, there's a huge difference between love and IN love, true love, as sappy and cliche has it sounds, i never truly had that. So tell me now why am i, wanting to fill a hole in my heart. I KNOW i don't want joe to fill it, so who then, who could fill this hole in my heart?


Flash back

Remember all the things we wanted

Now all our memories, they're haunted...

A 16 year old sam and joe, shared a roof top laying down next to one another as the pair looked at the sky.

"Whatcha thinking about" joe asked sure curiosity reigning through his voice.

"The future, like what comes after this"

The girl answered her gaze never leaving the stars.

"After high school?" The boy said as if asking a question.

"Somewhat" the girl answered her gaze still never moving from the stars.

At this joe sat up a bit confused about what she meant, until boom it hit him.

"Us" he said surely, sadness showing in his voice.

"I want to know where, this going joe, i need to know that you see a future for us"

The girl said reaching on the blanket and popping a green grape and a piece of cheese in her mouth, finally looking away from the night sky. Joe reached his arm out, and turned her face towards him.

"I see, us ten tears from now, a white picket fence, 3 little us replicas, we'd send out christmas cards every year. We'd make love all night long after the kids are in bed, the we'd-" the boy began a twinkle in his eyes as he talked.

"Look i know you put a lot if thought into that, but it all sounded, how do i put this... Terribly cliché" the girl said as joe fake pouted.

"That doesn't work on me lover boy" sam replied in her usual stoic manner.

"Well i have forever to find out what does" the boy said chuckling as he followed her and tacked her in ferocious tickles.


Flash back ends

Sam's pov

I shook my head from the painful memory, huh forever well joe masters and i had very different views of forever... The baster. Why the hell do i keep thinking about him it seems like ever since my trip to Vlad co., i cant stop thinking about this love shit.

Looking down in my lap i see an old worn superman comic book, it was the marriage issue, superman and lois lane, got married. Now I'm starting to think like my mother, "oh a woman never a woman with out a husband" she'd say, and i'd always scowl. Of course, I'm a woman a successful woman at that, without a husband, i don't need one, but i sure as hell want one.

'i just want a sign' crash

Only in my life would this happen a huge billboard fell on my fucking car, and now its totaled, with nothing for miles but the master's cabin, yes joe's family cabin had to be the only thing near by, fate is fucking with me.


Flash back

'We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high

It never would have worked out right, yeah'

"... What the hell do you mean you wanna break up"

Joe masters screamed at his current girlfriend.

"Look i just, i- the point is I'm not cut out for this relationship thing" the young girl lied, as she turned her back slinging her dark purple bag over her arm as she went.

"Damnit sam, that's bull shit"

The girl turned back around on hill.

"Look joe, your right i do love you, but this was inevitable, i mean think about it where could we be in ten years, hell lets not even go that far 2 years... The point is joe were to different"

The girl said before turning back around, before she could leave though joe grabbed her by the arm, in a attempt to get her to listen. She turned around to face him an annoyed look on her face.

'We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out

I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop'

"Damnit sam lets just live for now, i love you i need you"

the boy pleaded, sam looked at the floor willing the tears back in her eyes.

"Please joe don't make this any harder than it has to be"

the girl said breaking his grip on her arm, and running until she was outside the huge house, only when she got in her car did she, ball her eyes out.

want you to know

That it doesn't matter

Where we take this road

But someone's gotta go

And I want you to know

You couldn't have loved me better

But I want you to move on

So I'm already gone


Flashback ends

Sam's pov

Walking, walking and more fucking walking, that's precisely all i can do until i get to the cabin, this is the last place i want to go, but i've just gotta know. Is it really over between me and joe.


Flashback

"What would you do if i kissed you right now" joe asked looking sam Manson in the eye.

"Joe i-" the girl began but she couldn't finish what she was to say before joe captured her lips, in his and she kissed back full force. Soon enough the pair broke apart.

"What did you feel"

"Everything"

Flashback ends

Sam's pov

Knocking quickly, i sighed as i though about what i was about to do. Opening the door, it happened to be joe.

"Sam?"

He said confused, as he stepped outside, and closed the door behind him.

I said nothing, but i captured my lips in his, he kissed me back, but when the kiss was over i felt relief.

"Nothing" i whispered joe looked at me as if wondering what i met. Anger rose through me.

"You don't even fucking remember" i screamed as he snapped out of haze.

"What" he said

"Our first kiss, you kisses me and asked what i felt and-" then he surprised me.

"-you said everything" so he did remember.

"That's part of a reason i came here, i needed to know if there was still something between us, but the kiss proved there isn't, I'm free joe" i said uncharacteristically, cheery.

Joe just rolled his eyes, "what the other reason"

"You have shitty screws in your billboards" i quipped Danny was rubbing off on me. That's it, that's why i feel like i've sheaded joe, that's why i'm so happy about it... I love Danny... No I'm in love with Danny. But which one, Danny Fenton or Danny phantom, yup only in my life would i become free from one guy only to add two more.

I shook my head of these thoughts, its not like either of them would want me anyway...

"Come on joe, your paying for my totaled car" i called as i willed joe to follow me.


Danny's pov

I never have felt, like I've been physically connected to someone more than this moment, like a jolt of electricity through my body, a lightbulb went off, and i realized one thing.

"Im in love with sam Manson" i whispered to my self and it was true, i shook my head, not like she'd want me anyway...


A/n yeah so this was somewhat of a filler chapter but it was very necessary, next chapter will be very interesting