'Silence'
Thats all that was happening right now.
Mikage swallowed the lump in his throat as he watched his son clumbsly button his shirt. His frail hands stumbled and Tomoe almost missed a button in his haste. Then he looked up with wide violet eyes and bit his lip.
"D-Dad? Welcome H-Home..."
Mikage blinked as he looked at Tomoe's red face. He felt dizzy...His son was, Blushing? And why was he half-dressed!?
Otohiko's words flashed through Mikage's head. The father shook it off. This looked more than Flirting . He bit his lip and Nanami was smiling like nothing was going on at all.
"Um.." Mikage sputtered.
Tomoe looked down at the floor and chewed his lip. Crap! This looked so wrong! Mikage cleared his throat and winced.
"So.."
Nanami smiled but the pouted, " Mr. Mikage, " She whined, " Tomoe is SO Tense! I was massaging his bruised shoulder."
Mikage blinked,
"Massaging?"
Relief flooded into the fathers chest as he nearly slumped over. Then he looked up and smirked. Tomoe was a deep pink by now. Mikage sighed.
"Why thank you dear! Tomoe!, " The father turned towards his flustered son, " Did it feel nice?"
He watched Tomoe tense up and stand up quickly, "Yeah right! Her hands are cold and the block head does it all wrong!"
"BLOCK HEAD!?" The girl screeched as Tomoe rolled his shoulder over and over again. He winced when it cracked loudly. Mikage bit his lip and sighed. He didn't understand... And then he did. His son never acted like this; And he NEVER Blushed. Tomoe was closed up to people; mostly because of the pain he had to deal with when he lost his mother. Now he was yelling freely at this girl and letting her touch him? It felt a bit...Lonely; Because his son was acting so different now. He was open and then closed again and his eyes told it all. Mikage had told him to keep respecting Nanami but... Was respect really the case?
He sighed, " I brought dinner home tonight and put it in the kitchen. If you two need me I'll be up in my room."
Tomoe nodded and Nanami smiled, " Okay ..."
The father smiled and started up the long stair way. Why was it that he felt unsure? Was it because the boy he had raised so freely was now having feelings for a girl? He never had feelings before. So what was a father supposed to do for the one he loved the most?
Tomoe picked at his bento and sat on the couch. Stupid girl. She made that scene go wrong; And his dad didn't make it any better. He bit down on his chopsticks and mumbled something. What was on TV? Tomoe picked up the remote and turned it on. It was so noisy that it annoyed him, and to make matters worse Nanami sat beside him and chomped away on her food. She was such a pig...
Tomoe chewed some sushi and glanced at her from the corner of his eye. It was stupid...To let his heart speed up just because she touched his shoulder. He swallowed and turned the channel.
"What are you watching?"
"Does it matter?" Tomoe spat out annoyed. She was too close to him. The couch they were on wasn't that big; so she was literaly sitting right beside him.
"No, I was just wondering. Geez your cranky." She pouted and glared a the screen.
"Well excuse me for that; But if your shoulder was throbbing back and forth then you would be cranky too!" Tomoe screamed at her and slammed his bento down on the coffee table. He didn't want to be in the same room with her. Not now. Something else would confuse him! He grunted and folded his arms.
"Look I know your hurting, but don't scream at me like that!"
He nearly spouted off again when she said somothing that took him by suprise.
"Your never gona get friends if you always act the way you do!"
Tomoe rolled his eyes, " Friends? I am better off alone." He looked at the TV screen and sighed.
"Who was your first ever friend?" Nanami asked.
The teen gritted his teeth and looked at her, " WHY!?"
The girl sighed, " I'll tell you my first friend!"
"No Thanks.." He looked away and grunted.
Nanami sighed and sat her bento down, " Speaking of first; Can I be honest with you?"
Tomoe looked at her, " I don't care! Why are you even talking anyway!?"
Nanami ignored him and looked at the roof, " I always pictured my first kiss to be not so, " She paused, " Forceful."
The white haired teen bit his lip; Why did she bring that up!? That was in the past and yet? He found himself saying something completely stupid.
"Well Your not the only one.." His eyes widened at his words. Oh Crap! Did he just say that out loud!?
Nanami blinked in surprise, and then pointed at herself, " Tomoe...I was your?"
"SHUT UP! Stupid Idiot... I do not wish to talk about this any further."
The girls eyes grew wide, " I stole your first KISS!?"
Tomoe glared at her, " Drop it."
"YOUR FIRST KISS!?" Nanami screamed even louder that time.
Tomoe smacked her in the head, " Quiet you Idiot! You'll get my dad down here!"
Nanami rubbed her head and then looked down, " Sorry, I didn't know."
"Well, It was your first kiss too so it doesn't matter." Tomoe shrugged his shoulders and glanced at her. Thats when her eyes lit up and Tomoe wondered what was going on in her head,
"I got an idea!" Nanami turned towards him and extended her face towards Tomoe.
"KISS ME!"
Tomoe nearly choked and then looked at her, " W-What?!"
"We both didn't get the first kiss we wanted right; And we've already kissed before SO..Just call it practice for when we kiss someone we really like!"
Tomoe ground his teeth. This girl looked so innocent when she said these things! Did she even know what she was asking!? It was unnessary!
"I'm not doing that! " He fumed.
Nanami sighed, " Please? As a favor for me!? I WANT PRACTICE!"
"GET SOMEONE ELSE!" Tomoe spat out.
Nanami pouted and looked away, " B-But...Tomoe..Is the only one I know. He is the only one I trust; and I stole something important from him...I want to give it back." She looked at him.
Tomoe looked down. This was stupid! Was he considering this? He swallowed and bit his lip. His father would have a heart attack if they were caught, And to be truthful...Tomoe wasn't sure what he was supposed to do. He looked at her pouting face and cursed. Was she going to cry!?
"I..." He looked down, " One kiss; Then we shall never speak of it again! Got it?"
Nanami's eyes widened and she smiled, " Y-Yeah."
Tomoe chewed his lip. Why had he said that!? Was it because she was going to cry? His heart was pounding! Were they really going too...Kiss? He wasn't ready for this; and to make it worse it was the one girl he was trying to stay away from.
He looked at her and felt his face burn. She was waiting...
He swallowed the lump in his throat and faced her. He was very hesitant with what was going on. Tomoe watched Nanami lean in her eyes closing. The teen felt sick to the stomach...What was he supposed to do? He followed her; with his heart pounding. Then their mouths stopped as they got too close.
He was shaking; and by looking at Nanami he could tell she was too. She was clenching a pillow in her hands.
"T-Tomoe?" Nanami whispered out.
"...W-What?" His voice seemed breathless and barley audible.
Her eyes looked into his and he froze, " Don't hate me..."
Then she closed the gap. Tomoe felt something press against his mouth; something soft and sweet. He had nearly realized it before either; since last time they kissed it was forced. Wasn't this kiss forced too? Or was it not?
Tomoe felt his face heat up; He recovered from his shock and pressed his mouth back on hers. He didn't know what he was doing. It was unnerving; and yet it was...Blissful.
The teen sighed and prepared to pull away; until he felt Nanami suck lightly on his bottom lip. His eyes grew wide.
WAIT WHAT!?
He didn't know what to do! His nails dug into the couch and he lighlty sucked back. Gah! This...Was kissing? Tomoe sucked a little harder.
His face burned as Nanami bit down on his bottom lip. She nibbled a bit and Tomoe found himself moaning in plessure. He found himself kissing her much more, Violently. It was with much more, Passion.. Then what it was supposed to have.
Honestly he couldn't breath; but he wasn't ready to pull away. He moaned and put a hand on the back on her neck. Tomoe didn't even know if he was kissing her correctly...
The teen did pull away when he felt a tongue swish into his mouth; Maybe he pulled away because...He stuck his tongue into her mouth first. He didn't know why he did though! His tongue swished in the girls mouth and ran over her teeth. Ugh! It was...Sick and yet he liked it a lot... His heart was hurting. That was just a favor; A favor that he was regretting right now. Then she had stuck her tongue in his mouth. Tomoe gasped in shock as he realized what was going on. This was NOT a favor anymore.. He pulled his mouth away and panted. His heart was racing inside him and he looked away from her. Tomoe covered his mouth and winced. No way... He looked at Nanami and stood up.
"That...D-Didn't happen! IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN!" He fumed in anger and stormed off to his room. Once nside he fell onto his bed and cursed. That wasn't right!
He could taste the inside of her mouth still! HE FELT LIKE A PERVERT! He blushed and buried his head into his pillow. That stupid massage had brought this on! No. This had to be his dads fault! His father had let that girl in the house when Tomoe was just fine with his life! He was okay being alone! To be honest it suited him; To be quiet and not talkative. Now?
Now he was sticking his tongue into some girls throat! A girl he said he would only respect! THAT WASN'T RESPECT! IT WAS FAR FROM IT!
Tomoe flopped onto his back and stared up at the ceiling. Was he a pervert? That couldn't be the case...He looked at his clock and winced. Maybe he should brush his teeth? Afterall, He could still taste her mouth, and it was making him all jittery! Which wasn't his thing at all...
His lips were tingling. Tomoe touched his lips and swore.. It was just respect! IT HAD TO BE THAT WAY! Because...What was he supposed to do, If it...Got to be more than that?
