Hello readers!

Well.. I failed. I couldn't get the whole chapter done. I am actually leaving for the airport in 10 minutes. Lovely...

I am sorry that this is what y'all wanted, but my life has been a whirlwind these pasts couple days. Between finising my college class, packing, and helping a neighbor, I am exhausted.

But at least the chapter has a name, right?

In the End by Linkin Park

It starts with one thing
I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, but didn't even know
Wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try, keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme, to explain in due time
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so (far)
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me (in the end)
You kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I

Chorus

I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know (2x) Chorus

Bella POV

I was frozen to the ground. My body would not move, no matter how much I wanted it to. The yellow eyes just stared at me. I tried to back away, but I wasn't going anywhere. I opened my mouth to scream when a head emerged from the bushes with the eyes. I started shaking in fear and fell down to the ground, no longer able to hold myself up. The wolves were back. They were here to punish me for leaving. No one would save me. Edward was gone.

This was why I didn't trust anyone. You couldn't count on anyone in life to protect you, even when they swore that nothing would happen to you and they would be there to protect you. I had no one to count on.

I curled myself into a ball, my body shaking so hard that my teeth were clanking together. My arms wrapped around my knees protectively. There goes the rest of my life, I thought. I didn't even see my life pass before my eyes. I didn't have a life that could pass before my eyes. It was taken away when Sam sucked the life out of me. And I had just thought that I may have a chance to get my life under control, but it seems that someone else thought differently.

I wondered if the wolves had followed me. I had thought that they were all dead, but here they were. I knew that my eyes would be void of all life right now. My body would shut down when the wolves were around.

I wanted to stand up and show the world my middle finger while screaming "Fuck you!" but I didn't. I was too damn scared of what the wolves would do.

I whimpered and almost jumped in surprise when I heard a protective snarl come from deep in the woods. I let out a small sigh of relief when I saw Rose shove her way through the trees and jump in front of me in a protective crouch while snarls of fury came out of her throat.

I pulled myself towards her and wrapped my arms around her leg, and whimpered. I just wanted to leave. Please, please, please. I shook my head trying to rid myself of the memories that would forever be imbedded in my mind. I focused back on Rose, and tugged at her leg slightly to get her attention. She chanced a glance down at me and saw that my eyes were wide and fearful while hers were filled with rage and worry. She nodded, letting me know that we would be out of here as soon as we could.

"I suggest that you back away before I rip your head off and we are at war," Rose hissed when she looked back at the wolf who had wandered forward. It was a copper like color; red, black, and white dominating its coat. I chanced a look, and instead of the hatred and pure disgust that I would usually see, its face was sad. I didn't understand.

Why was it not trying to attack me? Did it not want to kill me? Don't get me wrong. Yes, I was glad that it wasn't trying to hurt me, but I didn't understand. Wolves were vicious and volatile. They killed vampires. Specially, they were the ones that tortured me. They made my life hell, and now what? They are going to mess with me so that my new life was hell also. Those bastards. I hated them with everything that I had, and one day I would make them all pay for all that they did to me. But not right now. I was too fucked up, and wouldn't be able to even go fifty miles near them without a panic attack.

The wolf just looked at me with sad and knowing eyes before it bowed its head and started to walk backwards. Rose let up her constant stream of hisses and snarls when the wolf vanished into the dark depths of the forest. I, however, did not relax. In fact, I became more tense and the image of wolves jumping out and attacking Rose and I popped into my mind.

I tugged hard on Rose's pant leg while my eyes were frantically darting around the area. I whispered knowing that she would hear, "We have to get out of here, now. They will come back for me," I jumped when I heard a branch crack in the distance. My cold breath washed over Rose's leg as I clung to her like a small child.

She bent down, pulling my hand off of her leg. I climbed into her lap when she forced me to let go. She was pushed back onto her butt with an "oomph" and I curled myself into her grip. I buried my face into the crook of her neck, and tried not to bite her. My body was so tense. I knew that I would have to let my anger out soon. Usually Peter would let me bury my teeth in his flesh for a couple hours to let it loose.

I heard a call of, "Rose?" in the distance.

"Over here Emmett. Come slowly and quietly!" Rose shouted back as I breathed in her scent and tried to calm down. It wasn't quite as calming as Edward's scent, but somehow it managed to do the job just as well as Peter's scent would do.

I heard the soft footsteps of two vampires approaching rapidly. Rose tightened her grip around me when I whimpered in fear. I squeezed my eyes shut and tired to hide myself in Rose's arms.

"Beautiful?" I heard as the two footsteps came to a step. I sighed in relief as Peter's voice floated over to me. I was safer now. Peter was here. I almost went to his awaiting arms, but I stayed in Rose's arms. Her arms felt safe too. I knew that Peter would be surprised that I would willingly stay in Rose's arms, but he would understand. He would get over it too.

I opened my arms as I felt a caressing hand glide on the top of my head. I relaxed further into Rose's arms as Peter's comforting presence calmed me down. My shaking was now a slight shake. I turned my face away from her neck and opened my eyes after a deep breath. Peter was sitting down beside Rose, his hand on my back. His eyes were filled with concern and worry, but he still managed to give me a small smile though it was tight. I shifted my eyes over to Emmett and saw that he was pacing back and forth in a line. He was glaring at the dark tree line where the wolf had escaped too. His whole body was tense and small growls made their way out of his chest every so often.

I unwrapped my arms from around Rose and reached out to Peter. Rose let me go with a sad expression. She stood up, placing a hand on the top of my head, and with a small caress she went to Emmett. Peter let me curl up in his lap. I breathed in his familiar scent, and felt something inside me break. Great and heavy sobs started coming from me, and I broke down. All that I could feel was pain. Peter shushed and soothed me and I fell apart, but it wasn't him that I needed. I needed Edward, but he wasn't here.

My body was wracking with sobs. My hands were pulling at my hair as I tried to find some way to let this pain go. I wanted it to end, but I knew that it would never go away. It would be apart of me forever.

"It is okay, beautiful. Edward is on his way," Peter cooed in my ear as he tried to pull my hands from my hair. He finally managed it and wrapped his arms around mine so I wouldn't be tempted to do it again.

I heard the soft and frantic footsteps from Edward as he approached. I lifted my head and sighed when he burst through the trees and looked frantically around for me. His eyes locked on mine and he was before me in a flash, a heavy and protective growl coming out of his throat.

He was pissed off that his mate had been threatened. I knew that his instincts were telling him to go and find the bitches that did this to me and attack them, but I was a much more pressing matter. I was scared shitless, and Edward couldn't leave me. It would break me. I watched me fierce mate as his muscles bunched and tensed in aggravation. His hands were in a claw like form, his jaw was tense, and his throat was working over time to swallow all of the extra venom.

His solid black eyes flashed dangerously when he saw Peter, but before he could act out on his instincts, I reached up towards him like a child would. Peter lifted me up and Edward's arms wrapped tightly around me body as a warning growl sounded out. I nuzzled his neck as his soothing scent evaporated my fear, and a purr of contentment came out of my throat.

A deep, resounding growl sounded back. I lifted my head when Edward started to walk and gave Peter a small smile. Rose was still trying to calm Emmett down. He was still pacing back and forth in a line growling up a storm. Peter smiled back and waved goodbye.

I didn't know where Edward was taking me. He just continued to run. He ran for a long time. When he finally stopped I believe that we were somewhere in Canada. I shivered at the thought, but I knew that Edward wouldn't let anything happen to me. We were sitting in a meadow filled with flowers, the scent of them clogging my nose. It was very overpowering smell. The meadow was small and oval shaped. Bright green healthy grass covered the surrounding area.

He set me down gently before looking over me. He hands floated over my body, checking every muscle and ligament. His eyes were still pitch black, so I knew that he was pissed off. I laid back and allowed my body to relax as Edward picked up my leg and check my ankle. I wanted to roll my eyes at him and say I was fine, but he needed to do this. He needed to check to make sure I was physically okay.

His soft caressing touch was felt all over my body. I jumped slightly when he cupped my core with his hand and looked at me with dark eyes.

"I am fine Edward," I said softly. He didn't move his hand.

His face darkened, "When someone says that they are fine, they don't actually mean it. So I am going to ask my mate," He put a heavy emphasis on the mate part, "if she is okay once again. Because she did just come across the creatures that made her life living hell," Edward ranted to me. At each word his face and tone flashed with anger. He was trying so hard to care for me, but all that he wanted to do was kill the wolves.

Even though I knew he would never hurt me, I still flinched at the anger in his voice. He was going to take it out on me, just like the wolves. They always did. It was their nature to punish.

I stayed quiet for a moment trying to rein in my thoughts. "I am a little scared at the moment actually," I said quietly hoping that he wouldn't hit me.

His face dropped and his eyes softened. He quickly gathered me in his arms and held me tight. I tensed up for a second before relaxing when I looked up at his face and saw that his eyes were now showing some white.

"I am so sorry, love. I didn't mean to scare you," Edward whispered in my ear and he kissed my temple.

I let out a shaky breath before saying, "You didn't scare me Edward. The situation scared me," I didn't want him to think that he was causing problems. I was too fucked up. Everything was a problem to me. I would always be this way. The smallest things would set me off.

"Yes I did scare you. I was letting my anger control my thoughts and worried about the situation instead of you. And for that I am sorry," Edward said as he turned my head so I was looking in his regretful eyes.

I placed my hand on his cheek and said, "It is okay, Edward, really. I was a scared at first, but once you got there everything and everyone seemed to calm down," It was true. The minute that Edward got there I relaxed knowing my mate would keep me safe, Peter relaxed knowing that I would be safe with Edward, and Rose relaxed knowing that there were more people to fight with.

We sat in silence for a little while. The meadow was so peaceful.

"What happened to you, love?" Edward asked when his curiosity became too much. He had to know what I went through. And I had to tell him.

Yeah.. I know. It is short.

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