A/N: Hey y'all! After what is it...3 months for this one?...I've finally got the next chap/drabbles done :) Sorry for the long wait...Don't you just hate writers block?

Anyway heres 36 through 40! Enjoy!

Disclaimer: I do not nor will I ever own Big Time Rush...


36. Mine ~ Taylor Swift

It was a warm Texas day when a tall blonde walked into small, mom and pop type cafe. He let a gentle sigh when the cool air from the AC hit him as he walked over to a table in the corner, trying not to wince when he passed a couple arguing. Flashes of his parents fights and his father walking out, leaving his mom, sister, and him. Shaking his beanie covered head, he picked up a menu, and started deciding what he should have.

He wasn't there, but maybe a minute, when a shadow fell on his table, and a slightly southern accented voice said, " Welcome to Winchester Boys' Bar 'n' Grill. What can I get ya?"

"I'll have a yellow eyes special...Hold the mushrooms please." The blonde said, before looking up into two dark brown eyes. He felt his heart stop beating as he took in the short boy in front of him with chocolate brown hair and eyes, who looked to be about a year or two older then 20 year old self. "A-and a Dr. Pepper..." he stuttered.

-Six Months later-

"Here Kendall, let me help you with that." Logan said, grabbing the box that was falling for the stack his boyfriend was carrying. "Thank you, Logie" Kendall said, flashing a grin at the shorter boy. "I can't believe we're moving in together..." he added, dropping the boxes in the will-be living room.

"Yeah" Logan said, hugging the blonde around the waist. "Hey...What's that?" he asked, pointing over toward the door. "What's what?" Kendall asked, looking over at the door to see nothing, "I don't see anything..."

"Oh...Must have been seeing things." Logan's voice sounded from behind him, and closer to the ground. Kendall turned back around to see Logan on one knee and a ring box in his hand. "Logan.."

"Kendall. I know we've only been dating for six months, but...oh fuck it...I love you, Kenny, a lot. More than I've ever loved anyone. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I want that vision you said you had when we met to come to be. I want those little kids you saw, the lake house, and the little boxer puppy. Not now...After I graduate med school and you get your teaching degree. So...Will you, Kendall Adrian Knight, marry me, Logan Alexander Mitchell?" Logan said, hold up a thin white gold ring with two interlocking hearts, with a opal in one heart, and a sapphire in the other.(1) Their birthstones.

Madly blinking tears away, Kendall nodded before falling to his knees as Logan put the ring on his finger. "Yes.." He hoarsely whispered, before tackling the smaller boy in a deep kiss.

37. Fucking Perfect ~ Pink

KNOCK. KNOCK. "Logie?...Are you okay in here?" Kendall's voice said as the door to the bathroom slowly creaked open. "No don't come in!" Logan snapped, but it was too late.

"Logie..." the blond gasped out, taking in the pink tinged water in the tub, and the cuts on his friend's arm. "Why did...?" he asked, dropping to his knees in a water puddle by the bloody tub, staring at the word 'perfect' carved into his Logan's arm. "Cause...cause I've never been good enough for anyone...My parents...the kids at school...Mr. X...Gustavo...I'm not fucking perfect!" the smart boy sadly, looking anywhere but at the blond by his side. "I'm not even good enough for you..."

"Please..." Kendall started, yanking the smaller boy out of the tub and into his lap, "Please...please never feel like your not perfect. Cause you are...You're perfect to my mom, to Carlos and James. You're perfect for Katie." he said, clinging to the genius like he was his life line, "And you're fucking perfect to me. All those others can kiss my ass." he added, holding the injured arm gently in his hand, before kissing each letter, "C'mon let's clean this up" he said, planting a kiss on Logan's forehead. Said boy was staring at the blond in shock, he must really mean what he's saying if it causes him to cuss. The brunet smiled at the hockey lover, "Okay...I love you, Kenny..." "Love you too babe.."

38. Could It Be ~ Christy Carlson Romano

They were just standing there talking, one in half a horse costume, the other dressed as a prince. It was then an oddly familiar tune started playing from the DJ's speakers, and as they listen to the song, they couldn't help glancing over at each other. Green and brown eyes locked, and slowly they started to lean towards each other, until their faces were mere inches from each other. Then suddenly Kendall fell forward, his lips landing on Logan, and a shout of "Carlos!" "What? They were taking too long!" They didn't hear though, they were lost in each other. Logan's hands wrapped up in dirty blond hair, and Kendall's wrapped a small, but muscled waist.

'Today is the start of the rest of our lives...I can see it in your eyes..'

39. Love Story ~ Taylor Swift

It was normal day at Patrick M. Stevens Junior High in Greenville, Minnesota. Except for the new kid in Mr. Schmidt's eighth grade World History. "Alright class, we have a new student all the way from Dallas, Texas. Come tell us about yourself." Mr. Schmidt said, gesturing to the class while looking a tall, for an eighth grader, shy looking brunet. "Um, H-hi I'm Logan Mitchell, and as he said I'm from Dallas." the boy stuttered out, looking around at the students. Kendall glanced up from his doodling just in time to lock eyes with the taller boy. Everything seem to freeze around the green eyed boy, as he gazed into the chocolate brown eyes of the new boy. It was then he felt himself be pulled into a flashback that was not his own...

-Flashback-

"Prince Kenneth! Prince Kenneth! You are needed by your father!" a voice sounded from behind a taller regal looking blond with a crown sitting upon his head. The prince turned to see his most trusted guard and friend, Lorne, short dark haired boy. "I think he's found a bride, my prince."

"Please Lorne, call me by my name, you are my friend." the prince said, looking at the shorter boy. "I do not need a bride. I perfectly fine being on my own." he added.

He felt a hand on his, he knew it was Lorne's. "Kenneth...You need to take a bride...You know there's no way we can be together...Your father would kill me...and possibly you too." Lorne said, his voice sadden from the heart breaking truth. "I don't care! I want you! Not some...some...I want you!" Kenneth yelled, snatching his hand away, "Why can't we just run away together?" he asked. "You know that isn't possible, he would find us." Lorne said, voice still gentle and sad. "Maybe...Just maybe one day we can be together..." He added, "It might not be in this life, but maybe in the next...We will be together, my love, I swear..." He said, caressing the blond's cheek, "Now come. Let's go meet Princess Joanne"

-EndFlashBack-

'No way...' Kendall thought, looking at the boy who had moved to the seat next to him during the flashback. But it was, there was the Lorne from his vision. "Lorne.." he whispered, staring at the brunet. "Yes my prince?.." Logan whispered back, looking at the blond from the corner of his eye. The blond let grinned spread over his face, "You kept it..." "Of course, we haven't I kept a promise..." Logan said, giving a lopsided grin.

40. Lips of An Angel ~ Hinder

"Hello?"

"K-Kendall.."

"Logan?"

"Y-yea.."

"Logan...why are you crying?"

"I'm not.."

"Logan.."

"H-he hit me again, Kenny..."

"I'm going to kill him. How dare Guitar dude do that!"

"No! Don't do anything...It was an accident, Kenny.."

"If it's an accident it wouldn't be repeating, Logie.."

"Logie...You haven't called me that since...since..."

"I know...I know..."

"I miss it...I wish...I miss you Kenny..."

"I know...I do too...but...I'm with James...and.."

"But you're not as happy as you were with me though right?...I know I'm not..."

"-sigh- Logie...we can't...we won't work out..."

"When we were teenagers maybe...but now...Please Kenny?...please.."

"I-i can't...I.."

"I've had dreams of back then...I felt so happy until I woke up"

"I have had 'em too...but we can't..."

"Why can't we? Don't say our boyfriends cause that isn't a good excuse...Kenny please..."

"...You always were hard to say no to when you called me Kenny...still are..."

"You mean..."

"You still live in Henderson Estates?"

"Yes...Love you.."

"Love you too Angel..."


A/N: God that was so bad wasn't it?...gah...But still review and tell me what you think!

1. Look on my profile for a link to a picture of the ring.

I hope everyone has a good Saint Patricks day! Kiss an Irishman! xD

xoxo,

Vampy/Randa