oseph loved Jac, he did. He couldn't bare to be apart from her, all he wanted was to be with Jac. Not faye, far as he knew it his relationship with faye was over, done and dusted. His main priorities was work and starting a new life with jac. When jac was crying into his chest he couldn't help but think that he did wrong, he just wanted to block the world out so it was just them two, through out the night jac was in this emotional mood. He honestly couldn't understand why. She wasn't hurt and she wasn't unwell.

'Jac honestly, tell me whats bothering you?; everytime jac shed a tear it broke joseph;s heart even more.

'when faye was here earlier i was scared that she was going to find out about us and take you away from me'

without replying Joseph held jac in his arms and cradled her back and forth. If joseph did decide to come clean to faye then wouldnt let her hurt jac. Jac was all he cared about now.

'when we get back to holby tomorrow, like i said i'll tell her'

Jac was still burried in his chest, she slightly nodded and started to calm down.

Joseph carried on cradling her. All he could do was stroke her hair and offer her comfort. Joseph looked down at jac, he thought she may have been uncomfortable or maybe she might of objected to the idea of joseph cuddling her, instead she nuzzled up closer against his chest. ' everything going to be okay jac, i wont let anyone hurt you, i promise'

He felt jac smile against his shoulder, he could feel her holding him close as if she was about to be ripped apart. Joseph carefully took out his phone and began to write a message ' faye, when i get back tomorrow we need to talk its urgent' he then found faye's name and send the message. Once again he carried on cradling jac and offering comforting words.

'how about we go for that stroll now? Would that make you feel better?' Joseph asked quitely.

'mm yeah, that would be nice'

As they walked along the cliff edge hand in hand jospeh could see and feel that jac was starting to relax and feel more comfortable. Breathing in that fresh sea air made joseph feel new. He didnt know why but it did. He didnt want to leave the seaside, he liked it here. Better then back at Borehamwood. A thought popped into his head, maybe once faye knew about him and jac then they should move down to bournemouth and start fresh. Then he thought not, jac would want to stay at Holby so she's closer to her friends, mainly Sahira. Jac didnt have know family to live for. Him and faye never had children, but faye had a little boy Archie who joseph took in has own, unfortunetly he died. Archie had Lowe sydrome but was perscribed the wrong drug by a nurse and died. Joseph was upset but focused more on cheering faye up. What a long day that was. Now joseph had no reason for staying with Faye.

'Joseph we're going to be okay aren't we? Asked a unsure jac

' of course we are, Once this is out there is nothing stopping us moving in together and starting fresh'

'i'd like that' jac replied with a smile.

' im just going to make a call joseph, be right back'

joseph nodded and watched Jac slowly walk away to make a phone call. He had a feeling that she was calling sahira, he really admired how trusthworthy Sahira was. He knew that jac had told Sahira about her feelings for him, infact he was glad. Sahira was able to keep a secret and was extremely supportive of Jac.
Making sure that he was making himself to obvious joseph looked away as jac was walking back, he turned to her and laughed.

' whats so funny?'

' nothing, just the way you strut your stuff as your walking back.. it's rather..cute'

jac blushed and laughed. She put one hand over his neck and lent in for a kiss. Just like before, their kisses were passionate. It was magic, the way their lips connected with each others, it was right and somewhere among all the dizziness and the clinging to each other like a life line, something inside joseph changed, never to be resversed. This new feeling could be dwelled upon later, because for now, he was content to feel jac's breath come and go with his. Joseph pulled away leaving jac to give out a small moan.

' best we better get back and sleep before the course and then back to borehamwood'

Jac agreed and took his hands and started to walk back to the hotel grounds. Back to the warm and cosy room of theirs were the spend their last night together before facing the unknown back at holby.