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Vex was escorted back to the living room of the house. After his call he was immediately invited over to the house. This was going to be a big move for him. He'd been thinking of a way to get back at his sister and this was the perfect opportunity for him. Vex was tired of being short changed by her. The S&M club had been his idea yet she carried on about it like it had been hers and she even put her little pet in charge to run the damn place. Then on top of that Evony wouldn't let him get involved in the operations of her other business claiming that he was unreliable for her business and that he was a liability. But this time he would show her who the liability was. The man escorting him back walked into the room first announcing, "Ray there's some guy here to see you." There was a moment then the man waved him in and said, "Get in here."

Vex walked in and the man he was seeing was sitting on a couch then he gestured to the empty spot next to him remarking, "Vex have a seat. Hank can you get us two whiskeys?" The man that had brought Vex into the back room gave a slight nod then left. Raymond regarded the bizarre looking man walking over to the couch. This entire situation was having make some strange bedfellows, but the young woman said that he was small change compared to what she and the other federal agencies were gunning for and he was offered a deal he couldn't say no to considering it kept him out of prison. After Vex sat down Raymond rubbed his chin then asked, "I hope you didn't find the drive to tedious." Vex shook his head no. He was a bit unnerved by how nice Raymond was being to him and that was the thing that scared him the most. Raymond gave Vex a huge smiled and chuckled, "Well that's good to hear. I like coming out here in the winter. Provides me some serenity from the city."

Hank returned with their drinks and Vex took an eager gulp from his glass then he remarked, "I know what you mean mate. I sometimes like to go to a good rager and lose myself with a couple tabs of E and few girls." Vex chuckled as he thought about the last rave he had thrown. It was a wild event and he needed to throw another one.

Raymond smiled and shook his head. He was already annoyed with the man, but he had been intrigued by what Vex had for him. Raymond gave Vex a cordial smile as he condescendingly said, "What you find serenity in leaves an unsavoury taste in my mouth."

Vex guawffed then laughed, "Aww come on! You mean to tell me you that don't like to go out and take advantage of the pretty little things that indulge in your product?" Vex shook his head in disbelief, "You're a rare breed of drug dealer."

Raymond continued to look at Vex with a tight smile on his face. He may have done some underhanded things due to his business, but mixing with those who bought his product was beneath him. The only exception to that was Bo and that was only because he had big plans for her if only he could pique her interest enough. Done with having the aggravating man in his presence he asked, "What is it that you have for me?"

Being smart Vex knew better than to trying to irritate the man. They were in the middle of nowhere and he knew that the man had several henchmen around that would have no qualms of taking care of him. Vex reached inside his coat pocket and he pulled out a USB drive then as he handed it to Raymond he said, "That has some financial records and other things that I was able to access for the club and there is also some video footage on there that might be of interest for you." Vex got a slight grin on his face and added, "It's not my taste, but maybe it's yours."

Raymond took the USB stick from Vex, "Thank you. I will take a look at it and see if there is anything useful on it. If there is then you might have found yourself a spot within my organisation."

Vex lifted his glass, "Well cheers to that." He took a sip of his drink then bitterly commented, "I'm done being controlled by that frigid bitch and I would love to see her knocked so far off her damn pedestal."

Raymond took a casual sip from his glass then he smirked, "A little sibling rivalry?"

Vex snorted at the comment. No it wasn't sibling rivalry. It was Evony and her bull shit finally pushing Vex to the edge of whatever brink that he had and he was done. He would end the bitch and then he would dance on her metaphorical grave. He got a sadistic grin on his face. And if the bitch ended up in an actual one then he would dance on that too. Vex finished off his drink then placed on the coffee table before she lightly tapped the top of his thighs saying, "Well mate it's been a pleasure. You know how to contact me if you need more."

Raymond slowly leaned forward to place his glass on the coffee table then he got up and told Vex, "I do indeed. I'm glad our mutual friend got us in contact with each other. I'm certain we'll be able to achieve the goals for all those involved."

Vex really didn't care about the goals of anyone else he only cared about himself and destroying his sister. Vex gave the other man a placating smile. They shook hands then Vex left the man's house. Raymond twirled the USB drive in his hand as he contemplated the meeting. He still hadn't found out much about the young attorney. At least nothing that made him want to have her killed and have her body dropped into international waters. So for the moment he would continue to act like he was playing her game because not only did it benefit him it also destroyed his competition at the same time.

Vex was walking back to his Lamborghini Gallardo and he pulled out his phone then made a phone call. He pulled open the door when the phone was answered, "How'd the meeting go?"

Vex got in the car and pulled the door down, "Does it fucking matter? I gave him the information you wanted me to feed him. The plan is falling into place. You'll get your big takedown and I'll ruin my dear old sister."

Kenzi hummed into the phone then commented, "That aspect is, but there is a surprise element that I hadn't seen."

Vex switched over to the Bluetooth in his car and started it up then took off for the city. Being in the middle of nowhere was giving him a headache. "And what's this element of surprise that you hadn't been expecting?"

"Bo Dennis. She's been spotted at the club several times already and she was at your sister's place a few days ago and was there for an extended amount of time." Kenzi flipped through the surveillance photos that she had on her desk and stated, "I'm certain it's nothing but Bo trying to latch herself onto another rich person to suck dry. She'll be taken down with Raymond thanks to her little habit or I'll take her down for insider trading and fraud."

Vex snorted as he remembered the egotistical brunette. She deserved what she had coming to her too. Vex then grinned, "I think I might help you out on that front. Seems she's gotten herself a taste for a particular blonde who's significant other just so happens to be banging my sister."

Kenzi tossed a picture on top of her desk and asked, "Oh really? And what did you do Vex?"

Vex got a sadistic grin on his face, "Patience dear and we'll both get what we want and then some."


Lauren was on the upper deck of the boat that she and Tamsin owned. She was currently anchored a few miles outside of the harbour and there wasn't a lot of boat traffic out at this time of day. Lauren took a sip from the hot mug of tea that she was holding. Being on the boat in the middle of the water cleared her mind. Lauren had spent most of the day on the boat and she most likely would be spending the night on it. Lauren needed to work through her emotional state and she couldn't do that at home with Tamsin breathing down her neck nor could she do that her office because it was housed in the same building that the S&M club was housed in. This was Lauren's only escape from her girlfriend, her jobs, and more importantly Bo.

Lauren stared out at the water as she thought about Bo's new role in the club. Lauren wondered how the woman was able to get involved with it considering she had only been to the club twice. And the first time Bo didn't even know what the club was about. Lauren took a deep breath then slowly exhaled. Bo caused Lauren an inner turmoil that she thought she had repressed for years now. Bo threw caution to the wind and did whatever the hell she wanted to without any regards to the repercussions. Lauren, since she was younger, was always told by her parents that she was to act in a certain manner. No choice was ever her own. And even when she did break away from her controlling parents she fell into a series of relationships with controlling women. Lauren knew she was lucky to realise it and leave the situations before they got worse physically, but the emotional damage had been done.

Then she met Tamsin. Lauren had met Tamsin at a point in life where she had begun to repair the emotional trauma caused from her prior relationships and her parents. Lauren allowed Tamsin to maintain the dominant role in their relationship because it was something she didn't desire to have, but if she objected to something then she would. At some point though she repressed her emotional wounds and took on the role of Tamsin's girlfriend thus losing herself in their relationship. Again she lost control of her own life and was now allowing someone else to make choices for her. Tamsin had been the one to suggest that she worked at the club because it gave them the chance to spend more time together. And ever since that first night it did bring them together. Lauren had found an environment where she was in control, even if that was a lie, but when Lauren dominated a sub she was taken to a mental state she never went to in her real life. Knowing that she could be a controlling, cruel, and unforgiving bitch scared her, but at the same time it gave her a powerful rush. But Bo had destroyed that.

Lauren didn't want to control Bo and the way her emotional trauma came rushing to the surface when she was around the brunette made her completely unstable. When she had dominated Bo the lines blurred because she became so angry at the uninhibited way Bo lived her life. She was jealous and she took that out on the brunette. Lauren had thought she had broken the woman, but clearly it would take more than one session to break her, but it wouldn't be Lauren who did it.

Lauren sighed and she went down below to the galley to make herself a bowl of cereal. She really wasn't hungry, but she needed to eat something. Lauren sat down at the table with her notebook and a pen and as she ate she wrote. She needed to assess her own emotions and get a better handle on them if she was going to continue either of her jobs, but deep down inside she wanted to quit the dominatrix job because she no longer had a taste for it thanks to Bo. Lauren wrote Bo's name down in big block letters. She didn't know why the brunette was able to get under her skin like she had. Lauren barely knew the woman and she was an irritating drug addict. Lauren sat back against the bench then closed her eyes and she thought back to that night on the balcony. The look in Bo's eyes had captivated her. They were open and honest even though the woman was higher than a kite. Bo told her with one look what Tamsin could barely convey with words. Bo wanted her. And Lauren wanted Bo, but she didn't know to what extent. Lauren didn't know if this was because she wanted to dominate her to break or if she actually wanted to give herself over to Bo. It was all physical though there was no emotional aspect. The only emotional aspect there was, was the fact that Bo, just by living her life, opened up the emotional wounds in Lauren that still needed mending. Then there was Tamsin she would never do anything to hurt Tamsin intentionally. Tamsin was a sweet and caring girlfriend who was devoted to her which is why it had been easy to get lost in their relationship. But now that she was going through all this and her mental stability was far from okay Lauren didn't think it was fair to continue the relationship. She and Tamsin would have to talk about it. Lauren let out a sigh and reluctantly finished off the cereal before she decided to crash for the night. The emotional drain of analysing her feelings and emotions left her feeling tired. And as she got comfortable under the thick blanket she hoped tomorrow would be better and she was a lot more clearheaded.


Tamsin entered the house feeling more than sore after her strenuous afternoon with Bo and Evony then an evening with just Evony. Tamsin hoped Lauren wouldn't be too pissed at her for coming in too late. Then again she wondered if the blonde would even respond at all considering the way Lauren had been acting lately. Tamsin tossed her keys on the table in entry way then she headed upstairs. Lauren hadn't called her and Tamsin didn't call her because she had been indisposed, but also because she wanted to give Lauren some space. Tamsin got into the room and the bed was empty. Tamsin's eyebrow furrowed as she wondered where Lauren could be. She pulled out her phone and called Lauren's phone and there was no answer. She called the club and the receptionist told her Lauren hadn't been there since that afternoon. Then she called Lauren's office where she got no response. Instantly Tamsin had a thought. Tamsin called Evony and when she picked up she said, "Ready for more so soon?"

Tamsin was already boiling with anger, "What the fuck is Bo's number?"

Evony lightly laughed in her ear and wondered, "What's the matter darling? You want to have some fun with her on your own?"

"Lauren's not home and we all know Bo has a huge hard-on for Lauren." Tamsin growled. She was going beat the shit out of Bo and she didn't care if Bo was now the new investor in the club. If she touched her girlfriend Tamsin would resume what she had started that morning and kill her.

Evony laughed and remarked, "She does have a soft spot for the therapist doesn't she? Bo doesn't know where the therapist is sweetie."

"That's not what I fucking asked you Evony." Tamsin shouted into the phone getting fed up with the other woman's antics.

Evony didn't tolerate people yelling at her and she threatened, "Listen up sweetie, and listen up real good, Bo isn't fucking your precious girlfriend. Leave it at that and wait for your cute therapist to come home. Go anywhere near Bo and I will show you how replaceable you really are."

Tamsin stood there clenching her teeth together. Evony wasn't going to give her the information that she was looking for and she didn't give a fuck about Evony's threat. No one touched her girlfriend. Tamsin hung up on Evony and she ran downstairs and put on her motorcycle boots. She was going to scour the city looking for her girlfriend. And if she found her with Bo then she would show no mercy to either of them.


Lauren woke up a little past eleven the next day and when she looked at the clock on her phone to check the time she saw that she had more than several missed calls from Tamsin, a plethora of texts, and a dozen voicemails from the woman. She knew Tamsin had to have been worried about her because Lauren hadn't called the woman after their run in at the club yesterday. Lauren got up and went to the bathroom to take a shower. After she was promptly dressed Lauren headed back to shore. When she was back on shore Lauren headed home hoping that Tamsin would be there so they could talk, but Lauren knew that was highly unlikely because Tamsin was probably at the restaurant working on tonight's menu along with the upcoming weekend's menu.

Lauren was pulling into their driveway when she saw a small box in front of the garage door. After she parked she got the package then went into the house. Lauren examined the package as she walked into the kitchen. It was addressed to her and that was it. There was no return address. Lauren pulled a knife from the wood block and she opened up the box and once she moved the layer of bubble wrap all she found was a DVD with no label or writing on it. There was nothing else in the box. No invoice. No letter. Lauren looked at the disc with a puzzled look on her face, but she headed into the living room and popped the disc into the DVD player. Lauren turned on the TV and changed the input source then she hit play on the remote.

The video started and Lauren instantly recognised the room that was displayed on the TV. It wasn't designed exactly like her own room, but she could recognise the colour scheme. A sense of dread started to come over Lauren. She started to wonder if someone was blackmailing her, but she couldn't come up with any reason as to why anyone would want to blackmail her. After a few minutes of nothing change on the screen the door opened and in walked Bo, Evony, and Tamsin. Lauren just stood there in front of the television watching to see what happened, but the knot in her stomach got worse. As the video played out in front of her Lauren felt like she was going to be sick. The sight of the three women fucking angered Lauren and she was hurt. But she didn't analyse what hurt her more. Bo fucking someone else or Tamsin fucking someone else. Lauren did know what pissed her off and that was Evony. Lauren never trusted Evony and she knew the woman was an underhanded, pretentious bitch who did whatever to get what and where she wanted. Lauren was watching the interaction between Tamsin and Evony and the way they looked and touched each other sent off a huge warning in Lauren's mind and she clenched her jaw. This wasn't the first time for them. Lauren continued to stare at the screen in total shock and anger.

Tamsin pulled into the driveway and when she saw Lauren's car in the garage she quickly got out and ran into the house. Tamsin could hear the TV playing and she stopped to listen to try to figure out what Lauren could be watching, and the moaning emitting from the TV caused Tamsin to smirk. She thought Lauren was in a better mood and she was up for watching porn which could result in makeup sex. As Tamsin walked into the living room she found Lauren standing in front of the TV. It was weird because it didn't look like a rather good porn, but as she walked closer she realised it wasn't a porn. Tamsin stopped walking and her mouth hung open. She had turned off the cameras for this room. How had this been possible? Lauren had heard Tamsin walk in, but she wasn't ready to confront the woman. No quite yet. Lauren had been cheated on before, but she had been younger and didn't know how to handle the emotions that came from the betrayal of a lover. And when it happened then she had cried and took the blame for everything, but this time she wouldn't be taking any blame. In a controlled voice Lauren asked, "Did you have fun?"

Tamsin looked quickly at the back of Lauren's head then back at the screen then she hesitantly said, "Lauren it's not-"

"That's not answering the fucking question Tamsin." Lauren spat as she turned to face the other blonde. Tamsin looked worried and she had every reason to be Lauren was beyond pissed; she felt more than betrayed; and she felt stupid. But now she was going to see what Tamsin said to her and if all Tamsin did was lie to her then she was going to walk out of that door and not look back.

Tamsin bit her bottom lip then she narrowed her eyes at Lauren and accused, "How the hell did you get this? Are you checking up on me?"

Lauren scoffed as she realised Tamsin was trying to place the blame on her, "Fuck you Tamsin. How long have you and Evony been fucking? And how long have you and Bo been fucking?" As soon as she said the words Lauren felt betrayed by the brunette even though she had no reason to feel that way.

Tamsin picked up the TV remote and turned off the obscene video then said, "It was one time Lauren. And Bo and I have never-"

Lauren was walking away from Tamsin and as she moved into the kitchen she yelled, "You're fucking lying Tamsin." Lauren turned and glared at her, "Have you forgotten that I am a trained therapist? The way you touch her and look at her in that video you-" Lauren paused then she softly chuckled, "You love her and I'm an idiot for not realising it sooner."

Tamsin scoffed. She didn't love Evony, but she did enjoy the woman's many connections. Tamsin walked forward and said, "I don't love her Lauren. I love you. And that was the first time I-"

"Stop lying to me Tamsin." Lauren took a deep breath then offered, "How about for once in your pathetic life you try telling the truth."

Tamsin was done with trying to placate Lauren's feelings. If she wanted the truth then she would get the truth, but not without exposing a few of Lauren's dirty secrets as well. Tamsin softly snorted then smiled, "You want the truth babe then I'll give it to you. But first answer me this. You've been a dominatrix for two years and yet after your appointment with Bo you completely go off the rails. Why? Another question while you're answering that one, why did you turn off the cameras?"

Lauren glared at Tamsin. She had never told Tamsin about her emotional instability or anything about her past. Lauren scoffed and remarked, "It doesn't fucking matter Tamsin." She turned to leave the house commenting over her shoulder, "I hope you and Evony are happy together."

"And what are you going to do Lauren? Go running to the drug addict who will use you and toss you away like a piece of garbage?" Tamsin shot back. There was no way she was going to let her leave because then that would give Bo the opportunity to take Lauren away from her.

Lauren laughed at the fact that Tamsin had immediately gone straight to Bo. There was something about the brunette that Tamsin found threatening and Lauren was going to use it to her advantage. Lauren smirked, "If I do run to Bo Tamsin I'm certain she'll get parts of me that you've never gotten. And she'll probably use me in ways I've only faked with you." Lauren grinned as she shrugged, "So what if she throws me away? At least I know she'll give me the satisfaction you think you give me. Bo lives her life without any regards to anyone else. I understand that. But you Tamsin, you live your life in shady underhanded ways that are eventually going to come back to bite you in the ass." Lauren gave Tamsin a once over then remarked, "And I don't want to be anywhere near that fire when you burn baby."

Lauren walked out of the living room and headed out the door. Tamsin stood there seething with anger. Lauren was gone and from that little speech of hers, she was gone for good. Tamsin stared at the blank TV. Tamsin wondered who the hell had sent that DVD. There were only three people in that room and the other two occupants had more than enough reason to send a DVD to Lauren. Bo wanted Lauren for herself, and Evony wanted Tamsin. But Evony wouldn't do something that stupid because it would jeopardise her or her company. And Bo didn't have access to the club's video equipment. Tamsin scoffed and shook her head. She was going to pay Evony a surprise visit.


Lauren was driving down the road that headed into the city and she called the service's receptionist. The woman picked up and she demanded to be put through to Bo. The phone rang a few times then was picked up by a laughing Bo, "Hello?" Lauren grit her teeth together and she was quite for moment and Bo repeated herself this time in a harsher tone, "Hello?"

"I hope you enjoyed your fucking afternoon yesterday." Lauren stated through clenched teeth.

Bo was currently in bed with two blondes, but she quickly ignored them when the caller started speaking, "Who is this?"

Lauren bit her bottom lip and asked, "Who the fuck do you think it is? Did you enjoy your afternoon with Tamsin and Evony yesterday?"

Bo got a smug smile on her face as she answered, "Matter of fact yes I did. I can see why you got into the gig now. It's quite a rush."

Lauren continued to glower as she drove, "Did you send me the fucking DVD of you three fucking yesterday?"

Bo sat up and she sat on the edge of the bed letting the bed sheet fall away from her naked body, "There is a video of that? How much do I need to pay to get a copy of that?"

Bo's chuckle echoed through Lauren's car and Lauren inquired, "You didn't send that video to me to break Tamsin and I up?"

Bo stopped laughing. This phone call was getting more interesting. "No Lauren I didn't send a fucking DVD. If I wanted you I would have gotten you outright. I make my motives obvious."

Lauren took a deep breath then quietly stated, "It hurt seeing you with them Bo."

Bo chuckled then got out of bed. One of the blondes asked where she was going and ignored the woman as she headed into the master bathroom. Bo closed the door and said, "Yeah well it hurt when Tamsin kicked my ass because of you Lauren. Why are you telling me this?"

Lauren had no idea why she was telling Bo this. A part of her wanted to see if Bo actually cared about her or if she was just another conquest to the woman. While another part of her just wanted the woman to know that she wanted her. Lauren sighed heavily and commented, "It doesn't matter and I'm sorry about the Tamsin thing."

This phone call was becoming more interesting to Bo and she didn't know what the blonde was going for. Bo had heard the defeated tone in Lauren's voice and for some reason it made her worry. Feeling awkward Bo asked, "Are you okay?"

Lauren began to laugh. She had a drug addict asking if she was okay. No she was far from okay, but there was no point in telling Bo that. Bo didn't genuinely care and maybe that was what she needed. To unload on someone who gave no fucks about her or how she ended up. Someone who only cared about themselves and pretended to care about her. "If I tell you anything Bo, I need you to be high."

Bo was stunned by the request but she smirked, "You don't have to ask me twice. Why don't you come over and we'll talk and you can unload on me."

Lauren chuckled and remarked, "Bo you don't have to pretend that you care. You not caring is the reason why I want to talk to you. You have nothing to gain and nothing to lose. And honestly the fact that all you care about is yourself makes this a perfect situation for me."

The fact that Lauren wanted to use her because she was an emotionless asshole didn't sit well with Bo. If it had been anyone else Bo would have taken it as a compliment. But this was Lauren. The very woman that plagued her existence for days now. And the fact that it bothered her irritated Bo and she spat, "You're the only one who's winning in this little situation angel. What's in it for me?"

Lauren hadn't thought about Bo wanting anything in return, but then again she should have known. Keeping an open mind Lauren asked, "What do you want?"

Bo smiled then ran the tip of her tongue across her teeth before she said, "I want you in your little room of fun."

"I don't do the submissive role." Lauren quickly stated. Even thinking about submitting to someone in that environment made her palms sweaty.

Bo chuckled and told her, "Not you. Me."

Lauren got a confused look her face and she asked, "Why? Bo I went too far with you. You should never want to go back to that place.""

Bo leaned back against the bathroom counter and grinned, "What can I say….I'm a masochist for your brand of torture."

There was no way Lauren could assume her dominate role with Bo again. She was afraid of losing it again. "No Bo. I'm not going to do that. I went too far last time and I don't trust myself to keep my control."

Bo was getting frustrated. She had the perfect opportunity to get what she had been craving, but the woman who dole out the punishment she was aching for was refusing to give it to her. "Fuck your control Lauren. You're giving me something I'm asking for. So do it." Bo argued. She wasn't used to someone telling her no and she especially didn't like it when it was involved sex.

Lauren stood firm in her argument and shot back, "No Bo. And if that the case then so be it."

She was about to end the call when Bo said, "Lauren wait." Bo was surprised by how quickly she had responded to Lauren giving up. It was something about this woman that was completely unsettling Bo and she wanted to just forget about her. But at the same time she needed her and Bo had never needed anyone before. "Just come over and we'll talk about it."

Lauren was surprised that Bo had invited her over and she nervously asked, "Are you sure Bo? We can just meet somewhere-"

"No come to my place. I'll get high. You'll drink and you'll talk. And while you drink and talk I'm hoping you'll lose your inhibitions then maybe you show me your dark side." Bo said turning around and looking at herself in the mirror.

Lauren hesitantly bit her lip. Bo would give her what she needed and once she had had all the emotional baggage off her chest then she could forget about the brunette. Lauren sighed out, "Send me your address."

Bo grinned and said, "I will and give me a half hour to clean up."

Lauren knew she was talking about getting rid of the woman that she was currently with. Lauren shook her head and told her, "Okay."

They disconnected and Bo was on cloud ten because not only was she going to be getting what she had been wanting from Lauren, but she also would plant the seeds that would make the blonde hers and Tamsin would have no chance of getting her back.

Lauren nervously pulled into the long driveway of Bo's elaborate mansion. She wasn't a hundred percent certain why she was at brunette's home. She knew on some level it was because she wanted to do something that would get back at Tamsin then on the other side of it was the fact that she really wanted to see Bo. Lauren parked behind the sleek black Masarati that was in the driveway. During to the front door Lauren thought about turning around and making a mad dash back to her car and leaving. But she didn't and right when she was in front of Bo's door she hesitated a moment then rang the door bell. Bo opened the door a few seconds later and she got a big smile on her face, "Lauren. Nice to see you made it." Bo moved out the way, "Come in."

Lauren slowly crossed the threshold and as she was taking off her coat she remarked, "You have a nice place."

Bo closed and locked the door then she helped Lauren with her coat saying, "It does its job." Bo hung up Lauren's coat and asked, "I pulled out a white wine is that okay?"

Lauren looked at Bo and said, "Actually can I get a glass of vodka on ice please?"

Bo nodded and she headed over to the bar that was situated in the corner of the living room saying over her shoulder, "Have a seat and get comfortable. I've already broke out the powder if you're interested."

Lauren walked into the sitting area and she saw the baggie full of coke along with the residue of the powder on the glass table and she declined, "No thank you. I like being fully coherent of my surroundings."

Bo chuckled as she got Lauren's drink then remarked, "That's probably your problem. If you let go of your surroundings they wouldn't affect you like they do."

Lauren tilted her head then asked, "Are you trying to say, in your own fucked up way, that if I were on drugs you, Tamsin, and Evony having a three-way at the club wouldn't have bothered me so much?" Lauren shook her head incredulously and commented, "No I think it would still have the same effect on me. Also how the hell could you do that?"

Bo walked into the sitting area with Lauren's drink and as she handed it to the blonde she stated, "What can I say, I enjoy a good fucking. And no I'm saying if you did drugs you would give less of a fuck about the things that bother you."

"Is that why you do coke?"

Bo chuckled as she eyed the baggie on the glass coffee table. She licked her lips in anticipation of getting more in her system, but she held off to answer Lauren's question, "I do coke because it's fun. Even without it I've never given a fuck and look where it has gotten me." Bo turned to the coffee table and she poured a little coke on the glass table top, "Why does me fucking Evony and Tamsin bother you so much?"

Lauren watched as Bo meticulously prepared the white poweder into two neat little lines. She was mildly fascinated by the almost ritualistic manner Bo handled the substance. Lauren took a drink from her glass then said, "I didn't think Evony would be your type and Tamsin for obvious reasons."

Bo softly chuckled. Tamsin wasn't an obvious reason because there was no way Lauren cared that much for her. Bo picked up the metal tube and twirled it between fingers and before she snorted up the two of the three lines that she had made she pointed out, "Pussy is pussy baby. And I'm not going to turn it down because of its owner. That's no way to live life." Bo snorted up one of the lines much to Lauren's fascination then she added, "Plus you don't give a fuck about Tamsin. I don't know what it is, but I just get the feeling you don't. If you did you would have known that she was fucking Evony these last two years." Bo snorted up another line then finished, "Then again maybe you did know and just allowed it to happen. I'm not the one here who is a shrink."

Bo snorted up the third line and after she did it she sniffed to clear her nasal passage then she sat back against the couch then closed her eyes as she waited for the magic to take over. Lauren regarded Bo and she was completely fascinated by how the woman said whatever she was thinking. Everything the brunette had said hit home and it made Lauren uncomfortable. Lauren set her glass on the table and she told Bo, "I didn't know about them and I did, or do, care about Tamsin. How did you know about them?"

Bo looked over at Lauren and Lauren could slowly see the effects of the drug taking over. Bo got a cocky grin on her face, "Tamsin fucked Evony when we were dating."

"And you didn't say anyt-" Lauren stopped as she realised who she was talking to, "Never mind then. Why don't they just do whatever?"

Bo was riding her high and she honestly didn't want to talk about Tamsin and Evony. Instead she wanted to talk more about the very interesting blonde on the couch with her. "What's done is done Lauren. Let's talk about why you're here." Lauren broke eye contact from Bo and Bo chuckled, "Aw don't get shy now."

Lauren picked up her glass and she took a drink then she stood up to pace as she told Bo, "I'm not getting shy." Lauren glanced at Bo who was watching her every movement. "You're practically a stranger and I came over here with every intention of just letting out everything I needed to say, but I don't think I can."

Bo let her eyes flutter close as she hit an intense part of her high, "Why? Worried I'll judge you or something?" Bo cracked one eye open and she saw that Lauren was looking at her. Bo smirked, "Don't worry Lauren. I don't give a fuck. Talk or don't talk that's on you not me. I'm sitting here higher than a kite and in the presence of a beautiful woman. My day has already been made."

Lauren didn't want to talk. Not yet. She had come to a conclusion while looking at how relaxed Bo had seemed on her high and she just wanted to experience that. Even if just for a little while. Lauren went over and sat down next to Bo then said, "Bo…"

Bo opened her eyes and took a deep breath then asked, "Yeah Lauren?"

Lauren ran her hand through her hair as she eyed the white powder on the glass coffee table. If she did this she knew there would be no turning back from it. But she just wanted to feel nothing for once in her life. And on some sick level she trusted Bo. Lauren looked at Bo and stated, "I want you to get me high."

Bo grinned and remarked, "Look at you coming out of your shell."

Lauren rolled her eyes in annoyance and told her, "I'm not coming out of my shell. I just-" She let out a frustrated sigh and divulged, "I just don't want to feel anymore. I'm tired of feeling and I've been feeling everything because of you. And because you're the cause of it I feel you should be cure of it."

Bo sat up on the couch to look Lauren in the eyes. She saw the tired look in Lauren's eyes that had a mixture of defeat in them and Bo instantly realised she didn't like that look in the blonde's eyes. And she for damn sure didn't like being the cause of it. Bo gently took hold of Lauren's chin so she could look her directly in the eyes and she quietly asked, "Lauren what did I do?"

Lauren's eyes began to tear up and she jerked her head away from Bo's delicate touch and scoffed, "Fuck repercussions remember? It doesn't matter Bo."

Bo remembered her motto quite well and it may not matter to Lauren, but it mattered to Bo. The more time she spent around this woman the more she felt something other than wanting Lauren. Seeing the blonde broken touched something in her that affected her drugged out mind greatly and she took Lauren's hand and told her, "I'm not getting you high and in this moment I care about the repercussions. I care about you Lauren."

Lauren ruefully chuckled. Leave it to her to reach the conscience of a drug addict. Lauren looked at Bo and she couldn't hold back the tears as she stated, "Make me forget Bo. Make me forget everything."

Bo didn't know if Lauren meant the coke and if she did Bo wasn't going to give her that. Bo was going to give her something that she had never felt to give another person before. And that was herself. Bo took Lauren's hand and got up saying, "Come with me."

Lauren reluctantly got up not certain where Bo was taking her. They headed up the stairs and walked down the hall to Bo's room. Bo turned on the lights in the room to a dim level and as she closed the door Lauren asked, "What are we doing Bo?"

Bo walked over to Lauren and took her hands and said, "I'm not to entirely sure." Bo looked into Lauren's eyes and the unguarded, hesitant look in them made Lauren bite her bottom lip as she thought that it might be possible that Bo actually cared for her. But she wondered why. "But if you want to forget whatever demons you're facing Lauren then I'm willing to help, but I won't get you high to do that."

Lauren couldn't help but to chuckle, "You won't get me high, but you plan to screw my brains out."

Bo couldn't understand why seeing a broken Lauren affected her so much. If this was anyone else she would have taken advantage of the situation gotten them high before she fucked them then toss them away like yesterday's garbage. But with Lauren she didn't want to see her fall from her moral path and into coke. And if Lauren didn't want to have sex then they wouldn't, but Bo wasn't going to toss her aside. Bo reached up and slowly brushed away a lock of Lauren's hair then caressed her cheek, "If you don't want to have sex Lauren then we don't have to. But I'm going to be here for you."

Looking into Bo's eyes Lauren started to lose control of the firm hold that she had on her emotions. This wasn't what she had been expecting from Bo. She hadn't been expecting an honest and caring Bo and it's because of that genuine display of compassion Lauren broke down and four days worth of emotional torment hit her like a ton of bricks. When Lauren started crying Bo instantly had her arms around her. She had never comforted anyone before and it felt awkward and it unnerved her a bit, but holding a crying, broken Lauren made Bo forget about how she felt and her only concern was the crying blonde in her arms. Bo navigated them to her bed and as she laid there holding Lauren she made a silent resolution that Lauren would never be this broken ever again. At some point Lauren's sobs had subsided and her breathing evened out indicating that she had fallen asleep. Bo stayed with Lauren and eventually she fell asleep with a whole new set of emotions swirling around in her that she had never felt before.