I yawned as I walked out of the bedroom to see both men standing in the kitchen shirtless and sweaty.
"do you guys ever sleep?" I asked unsure of the mood Austin was in after last night.
"course we do, I woke up to you snoring." Andy said smiling I frowned at him and flipped him the bird.
"shut up." I said walking over and sitting in one of the seats at the bench.
"when did you want to head back?" Austin asked grabbing something from the fridge.
"when you're ready I guess." I said as Austin turned around and handed me a container full of fruit salad with a fork.
"alright Andy and I will finish training then we'll get going." he said walking up the stairs towards the front door, I watched as Andy followed as he got to the top of the stairs and winked at me I poked my tongue out at him and opened the container, I left the lid on bench and walked back into the bedroom and grabbed my phone, I had a few notifications from twitter but no messages. I sighed and ate my food. It had been only a few hours but he should have landed by now.
I finished my food and put the container in the sink and walked around the house slowly looking around, there was a small carpeted area I walked into it and looked at the pictures in the wall unit there was a group photo everyone was dressed in cameo I saw Austin and Andy in the middle smiling.
"Taylor?" Austin called out making me jump I quickly walked out of the area and ran into him. "there you are, you don't mind if Andy comes with us?"
"no but he has to sit in the back seat." I said stepping back a bit the sweat was literally dripping off him.
"alright give us ten minutes and we'll get going." he said grabbing and squeezing my shoulder as he turned around and walked up the stairs and into the room. Andy walked down as I started for the bedroom.
"wanna save water and shower together?" he asked as he wiped his face with a hand towel.
"gross could you be any more vulgar." I said wrinkling my nose up at him as he chuckled.
"I could show you." he winked at me he wasn't as tanned as Austin was but he was just as buff.
"don't even come near me." I said getting to the bedroom door before I had a chance to grab the door Andy was behind me and wrapped his arms around me.
"come on now look at you all sweaty and gross." he said laughing.
"OH MY GOD! LET ME GO!" I yelled trying to get away but he had my arms pinned against me.
"don't be like that." he cooed in my ear.
"you are so gross." I cringed feeling his sweaty arms on my bare arms. "Ugh Andy let me go!" I squirmed around before I just dropped to the ground his grip slipped on me I turned and kicked him in the shin but he stepped back grinning at me.
"come on no need to get violent." he smiled at me before he stepped into the bathroom and shut the door. A cold shiver ran through my body making me get the goosebumps, I got up and wiped my arms as I kicked the door shut.
The closer we got to home the more anxious I got about finding Kenzie, she was either making brownies like she said she would or dead in the bathroom or in her bed. I shifted in my seat and took a deep breath as we turned down the street.
"it'll be okay." Austin said as we turned the corner and he parked out the front. "see the front doors open."
"that doesn't mean everything is okay." I said opening the door and climbing out.
"nice place" Andy said as he got out and closed his door. I looked at him sideways before I grabbed my bag and walked up to the front door the men following me.
"Kenzie?" I asked walking through the door, "you home?" I dropped my bag on the lounge closest to me and walked to the stairs to look in the kitchen, I heard a noise up stairs I took a step to walk up but Kenzie popped out scaring the crap out of me she stood at the top of the stairs frowning at me, her hair was pulled up into a pony tail her fringe was hanging flat against her forehead.
"Jesus Christ would people stop doing that!" I said holding my chest, she was wearing a black singlet and a denim mini skirt.
"is that my shirt?" I asked taking a better look at it as she turned to look back in the bedroom.
"um yea I hope you don't mind." she said looking back at me I sighed it was my favourite top, the arm holes came down to my ribs and showed my bra. She was wearing her pink lacy bra under it which I noticed when she moved slightly
"don't rip it." I said looking back at the door to see Austin and Andy looking at me.
"okay." she smiled and skipped down the stairs and stopped dead next to me when she saw Austin.
"well this isn't awkward." Andy said his hands in his pockets as he rocked back and forth on his heels. Kenzie turned and ran back up the stairs, Austin pushed past Andy.
"what are you hiding?" he asked following her up I got curious and followed behind him.
"nothing just go away." she said turning on her heels and pushed him back.
"just let me see." he said he grabbed her and pushed her to the side and walked in. I followed behind him but stopped and looked around.
"it's clean." I said looking down and seeing floor for the first time in a long time.
"yes I was cleaning what did you think I was doing?" she asked standing against the door with her arms folded.
"not cleaning." I said smiling as I looked at her, she poked her tongue out at me. The colour had returned to her skin even if she was wearing a little eye liner and mascara, her wrists where Austin had grabbed her were starting to bruise. I noticed the bruise on her upper arm and figured it was from the night James tried stuff.
"what smells good?" Andy asked from behind me.
"Shit!" Kenzie swore and rushed down stairs to the oven, Austin and I turned around to follow her I pushed Andy out of the way a smile on his face. I walked down the stairs as she pulled out the white square dish she used to make brownies. That's when I noticed the whole house was clean.
"did you even sleep?" I asked as she put the dish on the bench to cool.
"yes for about three hours." she said looking up at me as she used her foot to close the oven with her foot. "your shirts in the wash." she glanced at Austin as he stood at the top of the stairs with Andy.
"is there any left?" I asked walking into the kitchen and opened the fridge.
"yea." she said hanging the tea towel up.
"have you eaten?" Austin asked walking down the stairs, I turned away from the fridge eating one of the brownies.
"don't start." she said coldly turning and looking at him.
"its either yes or no." he said folding his arms over his chest.
"yes I ate after I had a shower after you left last night with Taylor." she said matching his stance.
"well now we know can we go get some food?" Andy asked still standing at the top of the stairs.
"can we?" I asked trying to help break the tension.
"I cant I have too much to do." Kenzie said as the washing machine beeped indicating it was done, she side stepped Austin and walked out the back. He followed after her leaving Andy and me alone.
"well that was tense." he said walking down the stairs as I walked to the lounge and grabbed my bag.
"should have seen it last night." I said as he sat down.
"mm those two either need to screw or lose contact." he said looking around the lounge room.
"leave them alone." I said pulling my phone out of the front pocket of the bag.
"I'm serious I'd much rather they sleep together," he said being completely serious.
"why so he wont ride your ass?" I smiled glancing up at him from my phone.
"I'll get you back for that," he smiled "nice call though I'll give you that." he said as my phone vibrated and a message from Danny came through, I opened it and saw a picture of my panties I had been wearing the first night he had stayed.
Miss you too beautiful.
"you asshole!" I yelled at my phone
"what's wrong?" Andy asked getting up and trying to look at my phone I pushed him away.
"none of your business." I said frowning as I texted back.
Why would you even?!
I groaned as it clicked why he was so smiley when he came back down stairs from getting his stuff. First my bra now my panties.
I opened the washing machine only to have Austin step behind me and close it I sighed and leaned against it.
"I need to hang them out," I said trying to open it again.
"just talk to me it's all I'm asking." he said softly in my ear I wanted to forgive him for last night for being a complete dick but I couldn't he hurt me more than anything.
"what do you want to talk about?" I asked reaching up and turning the washing machine off at the wall. His hands grabbed my hips and turned me around so I was facing him.
"what happened yesterday?" he asked searching my eyes for an answer, an answer I wasn't ready to give him.
"nothing happened I was just tired." I said making him sigh and press his forehead against mine.
"something happened for you to do that. Just I'm not sorry for what happened." he said looking at me, I shifted under him as my back started to hurt from the washing machine. "I'm just sorry you cant open up to me."
"I can, I have. I just don't want to talk about yesterday." I said softly seeing the pain in his eyes make me break, my hand was on the side of his face before I even realised I'd moved it. "not yet anyway." I whispered closing my eyes I fought to stay up straight to not fall into his arms and sleep for the rest of my life, I fought against the tears and the memory of yesterday.
"I wont push you, just promise me you wont shut me out." he said forcing me to open my eyes and look at him.
"I cant promise something that I'm not sure I can control." I said he pulled back away from me, his hands still on my hips. My hand slipped away from his face.
"when did you cut your hair?' he asked after a few minutes of silence, I looked up at him and shrugged.
"the other night." I answered looking down at my hands.
"it looks nice." he said bring one of his hands up and brushed my fringe to one side but it fell back in place.
"I'm sorry about lying to you about my wrists last night I just didn't want you to feel worse than you already were." I said looking up at him, his face softened as he gently touched my face.
"it's okay you were just doing what you thought was right." he said leaning in again and kissed my forehead. "thank you for waking me." his arms moved around me and pulled me to him, I wrapped my arms around him and hugged him back. I sighed deeply and buried my face into his chest as he hugged me tighter. "how much sleep did you really get?"
"not much, all up probably an hour and a half." I mumbled into his chest.
"I didn't get much sleep either." he said pulling back a little I looked up at him, he looked just as exhausted as I felt. "want to come stay at mine tonight?" he asked loosening his arms.
"when are you working again?" I asked letting go and resting my hands on his chest.
"tomorrow night" I frowned and looked down, "I know it's messed up but at least we have tonight." he said trying to comfort me, I sighed and turned back to the washing machine and lifted the lid.
"Taylor works tomorrow afternoon." I said pulling clothes out and putting them in the basket.
"that's okay you guys can leave just before lunch." he said stepping up behind me, I sighed and leaned back against him.
"I guess if it's okay with Taylor." I said pulling the lid down I reached for the basket but he grabbed it and walked out.
"I'm sure it'll be okay." he said putting the basket on the table and smiled as he grabbed a shirt and some pegs.
"you don't have to help." I said stepping down and started hanging the clothes up.
"it's alright I don't mind." he said as he walked back to me and kissed the side of my head like he had done so many times before.
"so did you guys have a quickie in the laundry?" the man sitting on my lounge asked grinning as Austin and I walked inside.
"who are you? And why are you even speaking?" I asked frowning at him.
"that's a bit rude don't you think." he said standing up the smile had gone from his face as he tried to use his full height against me, I rolled me eyes at him
"you think I'm going to be scared because you puff your chest up?" I asked tilting my head slightly and looking at him, Taylor looked up from her phone to the man then me and grinned I rose an eye brow at her, she just shook her head and went back to her phone.
"this is Andy, unfortunately he takes the form of my best friend." Austin said behind me, I looked at the man who was now grinning like an idiot.
"seriously?" I asked looking back at Austin. "I think he's been replaced with an idiot." Austin smiled and pulled me to him.
"oi!" Andy called out I looked back at him as he frowned and folded his arms over his chest. "I swear to god you will be the death of me Austin, both of you."
"SON OF A BITCH!" Taylor screamed looking at her phone I pulled away from Austin and walked to her.
"what's wrong?" I asked stepping up next to her and looked at her phone to see a picture of her favourite bra and panties. "who sent that?" I looked at her confused, she looked at me as if I was completely insane to even bother asking such a stupid question.
"who do you think?" she asked looking back at her phone and quickly typing out a text.
"seriously Danny took them? Such a creeper haha" I laughed but stopped immediately as she turned and glared at me.
"they. Were. my. Favourite." she said gritting her teeth, she reached down and grabbed her bag and stomped off upstairs to her room. "if we're going out for lunch give me five minutes." she said kicking her door shut.
"what was that about?" Austin asked I turned around to see him looking in the kitchen at the brownies on the bench.
"Danny took her favourite bra and panties." I said walking into the kitchen and picking up the dish. I put them in the fridge to cool down quicker, I grabbed the plate I had the others on only to find there was only two left. I groaned as I turned from the fridge and put the plate on the bench. Andy had walked around and was whispering something to Austin who looked at him and frowned.
"later." he said looking at the plate I'd just pulled out.
"here you guys have them." I said pulling the cling wrap off and pushing the plate closer to them.
"thanks." Andy said as they both grabbed one and ate it. I grabbed the plate and turned to the sink to wash it up, I smiled as both grown men groaned a little as they ate them.
"what is this sorcery?" Andy asked looking at me as I put the plate on the drying rack and turned around leaning against the sink.
"they generally call them brownies." I said smiling as I watched Austin inspect the last bite he had trying to figure something out.
"no shit, I've never had any like this before." he said looking at Austin. "if you don't eat that I will." Austin looked at him and popped the last bit in his mouth and smiled.
"there's more don't worry you just have to wait for them to cool down." I said as Andy frowned at Austin who started laughing at the intense glare Andy was throwing him.
"I hate you."Andy said and staunched off into the lounge room. "you better send some in a care package to him when we leave." he called from the lounge room I looked at Austin who had stopped laughing and looked at me. The smile fell from my face and I looked down at my feet.
"hey remember what we talked about?" Austin asked walking over to me. I looked up as he got closer.
"I know we're just seeing where this goes." I said sighing "we've already been through a lot. I don't know why you still even bother with me." he leaned against me his hands on the bench holding him so he wasn't putting so much pressure on me.
"I've wanted to walk away but something keeps bringing me back to you." he said smiling a little I wasn't sure if he was trying to be nice or just a dick again, I looked away.
"maybe that something is just as dumb." I said he laughed a little,
"maybe but all I know is having you beside me helps." I looked up at him like he was the strangest creature.
"that's just s-" he leaned down and kissed me cutting me off, I tensed slightly against him my heart felt like it was going to burst out of my chest as his lips left mine. "what was that for?" I asked softly.
"do I need a reason to kiss you?" he asked smiling I shook my head as my eyes left his and rested on his lips, I bit my bottom lip as I looked back up to his eyes, he moved his hand to my chin to tilt my head up a little I let my bottom lip go as he leaned down for another kiss, I moved my hands to his waist as our lips connected his hand left my chin and rested on the side of my neck as his tongue gently touched my bottom lip asking for permission. I moaned softly for him as he took advantage and kissed me harder his tongue dancing with mine sending chills down my back. I clenched my hands into fists full of his shirt, he pressed harder against me as the kiss deepened.
"not sure if I'm hungry any more." I heard Taylor say Austin pulled back and smiled as I blushed and put my head on his chest.
"why?" Andy asked I heard him get up and walk around. "I don't think Austin's hungry either." I groaned and let go of his shirt and flipped them both off, Austin's had slipped away from my neck as we pulled apart to see both Andy and Taylor looking at us.
"dickhead, come on lets go." Austin said putting his hand in his pocket and pulled out his car keys.
"can I sit in the front this time?" Andy asked as Taylor jumped down the stairs and pushed him out of the way.
"no why would you even bother, Kenzie gets that spot." she said smiling as Andy caught himself and turned around.
"how is that even fair?" he asked grabbed Taylor and ruffling her hair she squealed and tried to get away from him.
"I don't mind." I said slipping my flats on and grabbing my wallet and keys as we all walked out the front door. Austin held the door open for me as I walked out and pulled the door closed.
"I asked first!" Andy called out as Taylor bounced to the car and leaned against the passenger side door. "and she said she didn't mind."
"alright children shut up or we're not going anywhere." Austin said following me down to the car. "Andy gets the front I don't want you to screwing around in the back of my car." I laughed a little as they both glared at him.
"gross why would you even say that." Taylor wrinkled her nose up and moved away from Andy as he opened the door and folded in.
"must be all the sexual tension from last night and this morning." Austin said smiling as we all got in the car.
I stood in my room looking around, it was clean which meant I couldn't find anything even with my clothes neatly away.
"Come on it doesn't take that long to find clothes." Andy called out from down stairs.
"you shut up!" Taylor yelled back from her room I smiled as I opened my top draw and grabbed a pair of panties and a bra so I could have a shower at Austin's before I went to bed. I heard footsteps coming up the stairs I quickly shut the draw and stuffed them into my bag I pulled out a shirt to sleep in and another to wear.
"you almost ready?" I looked up as Austin leaned against the door frame.
"um yea I just have to grab some shorts or something for tomorrow." I said smiling at him, he smiled back. I grabbed the first thing at the top of my draw and shoved it in my bag and closed my draw. I looked around to see if I had forgotten anything I stepped over and grabbed my brush from the mirror and shoved it in. "it's cool if I have a shower at yours yea?" I asked zipping my bag up and putting it over my shower.
"I don't mind. You've already done that," he grinned and pushed away from the door. "Taylor we're waiting on you." he said walking down the hall. I stopped at my door and looked around again quickly I had clothes and my brush I couldn't figure out what else I was missing, I looked back to my mirror and saw my bottle of perfume that smelt like lollies I quickly grabbed it pulling my bag off my shoulder and slipped it in. as I walked out Taylor was walking out of her room. She wiggled her eyebrows at me I rolled my eyes at her as she raced me to the stairs.
"I'd push you if I didn't have to clean it up." I whispered at her
"sure sure." she laughed I looked up to see Andy in the kitchen.
"what are you doing?" I asked making him spin around from the fridge.
"are you bringing the brownies?" he asked looking around like a deer caught in headlights.
"I was but not now." I said as Austin walked in from the back door and looked from me to Andy in the kitchen.
"what did you do now?" he asked shutting the back door and locking it.
"nothing I was just wondering about the brownies," he said holding his hands up in surrender. "I didn't touch them."
"alright you girls ready?" Austin asked putting his phone back in his pocket. It was the second time I'd seen him do that. He would have only been out the back for no more than thirty seconds.
"what time is it?" I asked as we walked to the front door again and yawned. I'd been good holding them off all day but it was getting later in the afternoon and my body was ready to collapse.
"not bed time." Andy said nudging me to walk faster.
"just cause you're hungry." Taylor said holding the door open this time I grabbed my keys and my handbag as Andy walked past me, Austin put his arm around my shoulders and hugged me.
"it's alright just a little longer." he whispered kissing my head.
"I'm so exhausted I'm going to nap in the car." I said leaning into him as we walked out the door.
"alright I'll wake you when we get home." he said letting me go as we walked down the stairs. I sat in the back with Taylor behind Austin, I put my seat belt on and relaxed as we started to drive I looked up into the revision mirror and saw him wink at me , I smiled and out my head back and closed my eyes.
I opened my eyes and looked around to see I was in a hospital bed my stomach was hurting I groaned in pain.
"are you okay?" I looked up to see Taylor walking in she looked like she had been crying.
"my stomach hurts, what's going on why am I here?" I asked as a wave of nausea hit me. "where's Austin?" she looked down as she walked over and sat next to me.
"you don't remember?" she asked looking at me as tears swelled in her eyes.
"remember what?" I asked as she wiped a tear away that had fallen.
"there was an accident you lost the baby." she said leaning over and taking my hand my heart felt like it stopped.
"where's Austin?" I asked again trying to sit up but my head started spinning.
"just stay still." she said getting up and sitting on the bed next to me. "what do you remember?"
"nothing I we were all in the car going to stay at Austin's." I said trying to think back. She sighed and rubbed circles with her thumb on the back of my hand.
"that was four months ago, you found out you were pregnant two weeks before he left." she wiped away more tears. "he was K.I.A a month ago sweetie." I pulled my hand out of hers ,y heart was beating so fast it felt like it was going to explode.
"no you, you're lying" I said feeling tears fall down my cheeks.
"it's true." I looked over at the door to see Blake standing there.
"go away you're all lying!" I yelled at them as my stomach cramped my head was spinning so much
"it's okay Kenzie." Taylor said reaching for my hand.
"NO!" I screamed at her as the pain became unbearable the darkness was threatening me.
"Kenz wake up." I gasped for air and sat up the room was dark I grabbed my chest trying to hold my heart in as I gasped for air. "are you okay?"
"wh where am I?" I asked trying to slow my heart I jumped as a hand touched me.
"you're in my bed." I licked my lips and blinked a few times and looked next to me to see Austin looking at me with a worried look on his face. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath and laid back down. "are you okay?"
"I think so, just a nightmare." I said breathlessly as I looked up at the ceiling. "what time is it?" I opened my eyes and looked at him
"it's five past six, I tried to wake you in the car." he said concern thick in his voice.
"I'm okay." I smiled a little trying to shake the dream, I sat up as he turned the bed side table light on. I looked down and saw I had messed the bed up being tangled in the blankets.
"come on dinners almost ready." he said softly retreating off the bed and leaving me alone in the room. I sighed and threw the blankets back and crawled out of bed pulling my skirt down as I stood up, I walked into the bathroom and turned the light on. I groaned looking at my reflecting my hair was a mess and my face was shiny from the cold sweat from my nightmare. I turned the water on and rinsed my face smudging my eye-liner and mascara. When I was satisfied with my face I took my hair out and brushed it, I pulled my beanie out from the bottom of my back and put it on as I walked out of Austin's room to see Andy walking out of the kitchen holding plates with knives and forks.
"hey there pom poms come on dinners ready." he said his blue eyes sparkling in the lights.
"what are we having?" I asked walking down the stairs and following him out.
"Taylor made a salad and apparently I suck at cooking on a BBQ so Austin did it." he said as we stepped through the door, Taylor was sitting in one of the four chairs a beer in hand talking to Austin who was standing at the BBQ, they were laughing at something I hugged myself and sat down in the chair Andy pulled out for me.
"how'd you sleep?" he asked setting the table from his seat next to me.
"I slept okay, still a little tired I guess." I said trying not to interrupt Taylor and Austin's conversation he had basically run from me after he had turned the light on. "what have you guys been up to all afternoon?"
"nothing much just been sitting around talking with a few drinks. You've been out for a good two hours." he said sitting back in his chair with his beer.
"that all? Feels like I've only been out of it for half an hour." I said scratching my head through my beanie.
"what was your nightmare about?" I looked over to see Taylor half swinging on her chair.
"I didn't have a nightmare." I said frowning at her I felt Austin's eyes on me.
"we heard you screaming." she said casually like it was an everyday conversation, I glanced at Andy who was looking at his beer.
"how much have you had to drink?" I asked as she took a sip and shrugged.
"it's all good Kenz, you're awake now and foods ready." Austin said leaning over and putting the beer I never saw he had on the table next to me.
"I need to use the bathroom." I said getting up and walking back inside feeling like being here was wrong.
"no come back please." Taylor said sarcastically, I turned and walked back to the door.
"the hell is your problem? Danny steal more of your underwear?" I asked getting pissed off with her.
"seriously? What's your problem you sleep with Oliver then run to Austin you treat him like shit and everyone around you like shit too." Taylor said sitting in her chair properly.
"fuck you Taylor honestly at least I didn't have a threesome then pine over the guy. The same guy everyone knows is a man whore!" I said half yelling at her I wanted to kill her for bringing up Oliver in front of Austin.
"yea well at least I didn't leave him hanging or give him blue balls like you're doing to Austin!" she yelled back.
"no of course not I guess its just because he's not famous shit I mean if he was and he wanted a threesome right now with Andy I better give him what he wants so he'll like me!" I shook with anger I refused to look at either men.
"yea well at least my ex didn't abuse me I'm not that fucking stupid to stay in a relationship like that.!" she yelled I stumbled back a little tears swelled in my eyes, if only she knew she wouldn't have said anything.
"hey come on you guys are friends."Austin said trying to step in,
"that's a low blow Taylor and you know it." I said fighting the tears.
"yea what ever why don't you just go back to him rather than keep hurting Austin he doesn't deserve it." she said taking a sip of her beer.
"you have no idea what you're even talking about." I said wiping away a stray tear.
"oh yea? I don't? See Austin last night thought you got back with Blake because we left you alone for the night." she said glaring at me. "I had a bad feeling but I didn't say anything then this morning you're all hunky fucking dory."
"come on cut it out." Andy said standing up trying to block us.
"you wanna know what happened yesterday?" I asked looking straight at Austin. "you want to know why I did what I did?" he stood there looking dumbfound looking between Taylor and me.
"here we go please tell us." Taylor said rolling her eyes "quick before the gravitational pull leaves you again."
"get fucked Taylor while you were on your stupid little date Blake came around," I hugged myself feeling so naked I just wanted to run away. "he was inside before I could do anything. Why do you think I cleaned the house? Why do you think I just wanted to sleep and forget everything?!" I yelled and walked away so they wouldn't see the tears that fell, I walked up into Austin's bedroom and closed the door then walked into the bathroom closing the door I leant against it and fell to the ground as the tears fell I couldn't stop the sob from ripping through my chest. Someone had put music on and turned it up loud I was half grateful for so everyone wouldn't hear me crying like they had when I was having a nightmare.
There was a knock on the bathroom door before I could move or speak the door opened and Andy stepped in closing the door behind him. I had moved from the door and had my back against the wall opposite from the door.
"are you okay?" he asked sitting on the floor in front of me, I looked down away from him and shook my head. "want to talk about it?" I shook my head again hoping he'd get the hint and go away but he didn't look like he was in the budging mood, we sat in silence for a few moments before he spoke again.
"he likes you, you know. He doesn't care if you slept with someone the night you met." I looked at him lazily.
"of course he does otherwise you wouldn't be in here trying to get me out." I said pulling my head back against the wall.
"not true he wanted to come in but-"
"but he cant look at me without picturing me with another man." I finished for him.
"honestly he couldn't care what happened that night, he slept properly for the first time in a long time." he said sitting back against the door.
"and its been down hill from there, Taylor's right I should just leave him alone." I said sighing and wiping my face.
"Taylor's drunk and pissed off for some reason. I know Austin and he'll fight for you even if you guys haven't been together for very long. Just give him a chance." Andy said reaching out and nudging me with his foot.
"I only have two months with him, I don't know what I'm doing and it scares me." I said looking up at the ceiling ignoring his nudge.
"and in those two months he'll give you the world." Andy said trying to comfort me. "if it starts getting to hectic and scary for you and you start feeling like crap just talk to him let him know don't push him away."
"it's not that easy to just open up to him like that." I glanced at him and sighed.
"you like him a lot yea?" he asked looking at me I nodded once "don't fight it just go with it. In two months when we go it wont hurt much but you'll have a lot of good memories to look back on till we come back."
"I don't know." I said shifting as my butt started to go numb.
"just try see how it goes yeah?" he asked standing up and holding out his hand. "what do you have to lose?"
"I have a lot to lose." I said taking his hand "I don't want him to be one of them." he pulled me up I looked in the mirror to check I quickly wiped under my eyes as Andy opened the door. Taylor was standing at the end of the bed looking like she had spilled a few tears as well.
"I'll just be out here." Andy said walking to the bedroom door and closing it behind him.
"I'm sorry for being a complete bitch." Taylor said her hands clasped together,
"I'm sorry too." I said looking at her.
"it's okay I shouldn't have said that stuff I was just angry." she said shifting her weight I stepped up to her and hugged her, she hugged me back.
"I shouldn't have said what I did either." I said softly blinking away the tears.
"are we okay?" she asked quietly I nodded and hugged her tighter.
"come on lets get some food." I said pulling away from her.
"okay, um what was your nightmare really about?" she asked looking to the door to make sure it was shut.
"it doesn't matter it wasn't real," I smiled a little and opened the door. We walked out to see Andy and Austin standing in the kitchen talking.
"come on before the meat gets cold." Andy said looking at us and motioning with his head to follow. Taylor walked in front of me and let go of my hand as Austin grabbed mine keeping me back with him.
"you okay?" he asked brushing a bit of my fringe to the side with the rest of it under my beanie,
"yea I'm okay, are you?" I asked locking my fingers with his, he looked down at our hands then back up at me. My heart stopped for a brief moment scared that he'd pull away from me but instead he pulled me closer in the dark of the kitchen.
"did he do anything to you yesterday?" he asked softly I was taken back a little I though he was going to yell at me or something.
"he just grabbed some stuff that he hadn't picked up." I said looking down away from him.
"Kenz I need to know if he touch you." he said lifting my chin to look at him a tear slid out the corner of my eye. He frowned and wiped it away his eyes clouded over, he pulled me into a tight hug.
I looked up as Austin walked out holding Kenzie's hand.
"bout bloody time." Andy said grabbing his beer and taking a drink. I kicked him under the table making him half spit his beer out on to his food, he looked at me and frowned I winked and smiled at him.
"you're supposed to drink the beer not spit it everywhere."Austin said as they sat down and grabbed some food.
"yea yea whatever." Andy said still glaring at me. The music was turned down so it was just background noise.
"how long are you staying with Austin for?" Kenzie asked trying to make conversation as it got quiet.
"a couple of days, I'm just waiting to hear some news then I'll be going back home." he said stuffing some salad in his mouth.
"going for an STD check up?" I asked tilting my head to the side a little making Austin choke on his food. "wouldn't they have doctors where you live?"
"ha ha smart ass, I'm waiting to hear about a job." he said picking up a beer lid and throwing it at me but it bounced off the table and missed me.
"so if you hear from this job I'm going to be stuck with you?" Austin asked grabbing his beer and taking a mouthful to get the food down he almost choked on.
"looks like it." Andy said smiling at him as he popped a tomato in his mouth.
"guess I'll be staying at Kenzie's a lot more then." Austin said smiling and glancing at her
"I don't think so buddy I'm not going to watch you two be all cute and shit every night." I said throwing a bit of cucumber at him.
"it's okay he works most nights." Kenzie said cutting into her steak she had very little on her plate, she was either not that hungry or trying to avoid eating.
"yea so you'll have to get used to me sneaking in late." he said throwing the cucumber back at me I poked my tongue out at him as it hit my arm and fell to the ground. I saw Andy and Kenzie glance at each other and smile a little, but it was gone quicker than it appeared.
"you better not." I said pushing my food around, "I'll boobie trap the place." everyone started laughing as I pouted.
We had moved inside to watch movies Kenzie and Austin had taken the arm chairs leaving Andy and I on the three seater. I was falling asleep sitting up so I laid down as best as I could and used Andy's leg as a pillow he looked down at me and rose an eyebrow.
"by all means." he grinned at me and winked I punched him in the leg.
"don't even think about it." I said poking my tongue out at him and turned back to the TV.
"that was the last one!" Kenzie said looking from the container of popcorn Austin had made, he had the last piece half way to his mouth he looked at it then to her, he sighed and held it for her but before she could grab it he moved away and popped it in his mouth.
"you're such a dick." she said throwing the container at him, he laughed as he caught the container and put it on the floor next to him.
"should have been quicker." he said smiling at her as he turned back to the TV.
I woke up to Andy moving I sat up a little and looked around Kenzie was curled up in Austin's lap he had one hand on her leg, his other arm was around her, his hand was half hidden inside the side of my shirt she was wearing his thumb was stroking the side of her bra as it was showing.
"calm down sleeping beauty you just killed my leg." Andy said sitting back down I punched his leg where I had been laying and sat up folding my legs and arms as I watched the rest of the movie. "if you got that much anger we can work it out later if you know what I mean." he leaned over and whispered in my ear making me shiver.
"you couldn't handle me." I said not even looking at him
"wanna make a bet?" he asked sounding dead serious, I glanced at him
"I wouldn't even go there if you paid me." I said looking back at the TV as the credits started to roll.
"offers there if you want it." he said leaning back away from me, I shook my head as Austin turned started to channel surf.
"what time is it?" I asked looking over to Kenzie, she looked over her shoulder at me and rose an eyebrow.
"my phones in the bedroom." she said curling back into Austin.
"it's eleven thirty." Austin said pointing the remote at the TV I looked back and saw the time in the corner.
"I have to go to bed I gotta be at work at one." I said getting off the lounge.
"we should go to bed too." Austin said turning the TV off and tapping Kenzie on the leg she unfolded herself and got up and stretched.
"but its early" Andy whined as Austin stood up behind Kenzie.
"early training and I gotta take the girls home." he said following Kenzie up to his room and closed the door firmly behind them.
"god damn it." Andy said as I walked away towards the bedrooms.
"poor didums." I called back over my shoulder as I walked into my room and shut the door. I stripped down to my bra and panties and slipped into bed as my phone lit up with a new notification, I heard Andy's door shut as I picked my phone up and looked at it, I sighed as it was a tweet from Danny I opened the instagram link to see he was on the hip of a blonde licking something off her fake boobs. The anger bubbled up in me, first it was the group of slags and now he was licking random tits. I threw my phone and got up, he wants to play that game I could too. I opened my door and stepped across the hall and softly knocked on Andy's door,
"just a minute." he said a few seconds later light spilled out as he opened the door and stood in nothing but silk boxers. "what's -" I pushed him back and kicked the door shut he landed on the end of the bed I crawled on top of him and straddled him.
"no talking." I said leaning down and crushing my lips to his, his hands grabbed my butt and pulled me against him, rolling us over he pulled back and stood up I sat up and slid off the bed and on to my knees I pulled down his boxers. His dick was already hard and waiting. "turn the light off." he followed my command as he switched the light off I grabbed him gently in my hand and slid him in my mouth, he groaned putting his hand on my hand and thrust into my mouth hitting the back of my throat, I sucked on him till he was almost ready to explode I pulled him out of my mouth and licked his tip making him thrust at me again.
"Taylor don't you dare." he growled as I slowly stood up careful not to touch him.
"don't I dare what? Leave you like this?" I asked smirking he was begging for the release I had denied him.
"it's not funny." he growled again reaching out grabbing me his hands on my face as his lips crushed against mine. "pull them down and bend over." he stepped away from me and rustled around in something, I waited till he moved back to me. I heard the tearing of a condom packet then he was standing in front of me. "I told you to bend over." he said his voice heavy with horniness. I brushed against him as I turned around and pulled my panties down, I gasped as he ran a finger from my clit to my opening and slide two fingers in I moaned as he fingered me hard I grabbed the end of the bed so I didn't fall over. He pulled his fingers out and replaced them with his cock, he groaned as he thrust into me I moaned as he stretched me.
"fuck me." I moaned as he slowly moved in and out of me, his hands gripped my hips holding me in place as he started ramming into me hard and fast. The pressure built up with every hard thrust from his cock I fisted the blanket as he fucked me, he slammed into me making me lose control as I came all over his cock as he came as deep as he could in me, I was so thankful he thought a head and grabbed a condom at this point. He pulled out after a few seconds I sighed as he left me. I fell on the bed face first as he disappeared.
"move up." he said I pushed my self up and crawled up the bed and rolled over so I was laying on my back, I felt the bed move next to me then Andy's hands on my legs, he pulled them apart and put them over his shoulders, he wasn't gentle like Danny had been he didn't kiss my thighs he just dove straight in making me moan as he licked me out his hot breath on me made me moan as he licked my clit hard and gently taking it in his teeth I twitched and tried to close my legs I felt him smile against me as he released me from his teeth and used his tongue again, I dug my heels into his back as his tongue slipped in and I came all over his face he groaned and moved up my body I felt his cock slap against my butt and he kissed my neck.
"my turn." I said pushing him off and on to his back. I shuffled down the bed my legs shaking like crazy as I moved between his legs and gripped him again he groaned and bucked into my hand I licked his tip slowly before I slid him into my mouth again, his hand moving back to the back of my head I moved my hand away so I could deep throat him, I moaned around him making him groan again, I moved my mouth up and down the length of his cock.
"Taylor I'm going to cum suck me harder." he growled as I moved my mouth up and down pressing my tongue to him. His hand turned to a fist holding my head still as he fucked my mouth I moaned as he thrust deep to my mouth setting him off I felt him explode at the back of my throat, he released my hair and let me up. I swallowed his bitter sweetness as I crawled up beside him and laid next to him. He was breathing hard he moved his hand from next to me and ran it down my back and grabbed my ass and left his hand there. "holy fuck."
"shut up and go to sleep." I said grabbing a pillow and pulling it under my head as I let the darkness take me.
I woke up to sun pouring in on my face I groaned and looked around the room Andy was sleeping next to me I looked down to see he was half cast again so I moved my hand down across his hip and wrapped my hand around him and stroked him slowly I grinned like the Cheshire cat from Alice in wonderland as he groaned in his sleep. I moved my hand up and down till he was standing tall and proud I jumped as his hand grabbed mine.
"get one." I looked up to see he had his eyes half opened, I let go of him and moved to the side of the bed and grabbed the box of condoms and pulled one out and tossed it to him, he tore it open and slipped it on. I moved back and straddled him he put his hands on my hips to keep me up on of his hands moved from my hip to between my legs I moaned as his thumb ran over my clit I threw my head back as he slid a finger deep inside me he used his finger to move me slightly before he pulled it out and pulled me down on his cock. We moaned together as I slowly rocked against him.
"oh god." I whispered as I rocked against him faster.
"don't not till you're ready to go." he said holding me still and moved his hand from my hip again his thumb finding my clit again I gasped and moved slightly as he rubbed my clit with his thumb. I leaned forward my hands resting on his chest to keep myself up as I rocked against him, his thumb left my clit and back to my hip so he could hold me down as I grinded against his cock hitting the spot I needed I moved faster the pressure built up under my stomach he pulled me down harder against him as he started to thrust against me as I rocked.
"Andrew" I moaned as we collided as one again like we had last night, I fell forward on his chest his arms wrapped around me.
"best wake up ever." he said catching his breath I pushed up and got off him sighing a little at the loss of him inside me.
"shut up." I said getting up and grabbing my panties and slipping them on.
"what are doing?" he asked sitting up and dealing with the condom.
"I'm not getting caught with you." I said sitting on the corner of the bed.
"I don't want to be rude or anything but this doesn't mean anything does it?" he asked laying back in the bed.
"no I just needed stress release." I said looking over my shoulder at him.
"okay I'm cool with that, I'm not Austin so don't expect a commitment." he said looking at me and winking.
"you're a dick, I don't want a commitment either, just stress relief and fun" I said brushing my fingers through my hair trying to make it less like I had sex hair.
"alright sounds good to me." he said closing his eyes and putting his hands behind his head.
"good." I said getting up I opened the door slowly and peeked out to see if any one was in the kitchen I saw Austin walk out of his bedroom I caught a glimpse of Kenzie sound asleep in the middle of the bed. I closed the door a little more as Austin closed the door and walked down the stairs to the fridge he was wearing black track pants and a light grey hoodie I watched as he grabbed a bottle of water and walked back up into the bed room. I took my chance and snuck out of Andy's room and closed the door behind me. I closed my door as I heard Austin walk down and knock on Andy's door.
"Get up, time for a run." he said softly I heard Andy mumble something through the wall. "I don't care if you stayed up, get your ass up." he said and walked away I grabbed my shirt and slipped it on and grabbed the towel off the end of the bed and walked out.
"Taylor?" I looked up pretending to have just woken up.
"mm?" I looked to see Austin leaning against the bench waiting for Andy.
"I didn't wake you did I?" he asked in a hushed voice.
"Na internal clock I cant sleep in too long unlike Kenzie." I said smiling and scratched the back of my head.
"Alright, Andy and I are going for a run there's food in the fridge help yourself." I nodded and walked into the bathroom and Andy opened his door, he had on black track pants like Austin only he was wearing a white shirt instead of a jumper, he winked at me as I closed the door and turned on the shower.
