GOLDEN ROSE (1.02.09)
Buffy watches as Angel and Spike both come to the front of the room and bow at each other. The fight begins. Angel throws the first punch and lands it right in Spike's face. Spike falls over and jumps back up. He lunges at Angel and they both fall under the table. Buffy winces and closes her eyes… she can't watch it. She finally gets the courage to open her eyes as Angel stakes Spike. "NO!" She screams, "You weren't suppose to kill him!" Angel shrugs.
"Do I get my prize?"
Buffy walks over to him and pins him up against the wall… in what looks to her friends like they're going to go at it any second. She kisses him passionately, and holds him there whispering into his ear. "I loved him you son of a bitch." She stakes him right there, spitting in his dust. She collapses in tears.
"Buffy?" Willow asks, concerned. She'd never heard her friend tell anyone that she loved Spike. She'd always said she just couldn't feel that way.
"Do you cry for Angel or Spike, ducks?" Autum asks, cradling the crying Slayer in her arms.
"I don't know," She sobs, "I don't know. I loved them both so much."
Spike stands dumbfounded. She'd killed Angel for killing him. But that still didn't mean she wouldn't want him.
"It doesn't make any sense." Angel growled, he'd been as sure as Spike was that she'd've picked him! He bursts through the door ready to yell at Buffy.
