Bemused

She was hiding something from me, but I wasn't sure exactly what it was. Like, for some reason whenever she had free time, she always had to go to dance rehearsal or something else. It sucked. I believed her at first because she's in the school's production of Fiddler on the Roof, but Kurt told me she didn't even have to go to dance rehearsal.

I was trying to brush it off. Rachel was probably just on her period or something. She wasn't avoiding me.

However, it really felt like she was and I can't help but let my mind wander to the worst case scenario; she's cheating on me. She probably is just leaving as soon as I get home from my last class of the day, telling me she has dance rehearsal, but instead of going to the studio she's going to some theater, handsome dude.

I sit down and watch TV in the small living room, wishing she would come home so we could spend some time together.