Here is Chapter 9!!! Thanks to everyone who keeps reading and everyone who keeps reviewing!!!! They inspire me to keep writing.....I'm not gonna keep you wating to here you have it *drum roll* THE DISCLAIMER- I dont own Twilight! Anyway here's chapter NINE!! Butterflies
Ch.9- Oh, Crap!
BPOV(age 11)
Amy and I were in my bedroom getting our toes done listening to We Are the In Crowd. I wasn't feeling to great today so Alice suggested just relaxing and having Amy over. Cause she knew perfectly well what was wrong and sadly, Edward probably did too. Edward, my best friend, and biggest crush ever knew but I had no idea.
"Okay, Bella, how about I do a pretty zebra print design on your toes?" Momma Rose asked me, just then Edward walked in. My heart beat picked up, fast. Alice and Mom looked at me and laughed. Amy smiled and joined them. They knew all to well about my big crush on my big brother/best friend.
"Esme, wants to know if you're hungry?" Edward asked us, with his gorgeous crooked smile. I just nodded.
"Yes, please, thanks Edward." Amy said, always polite.
Edward looked at me and I stopped nodding and blushed. "How about I order some pizza?" He wanted to know.
"Sure. Pepperoni and Fries please." Amy and I said simultaneously. We both giggled and I blushed. Edward smiled and walked out of the room. We sat in our room doing our mani/pedis until the food got here. We ate in the living room, watching JONAS. Neither of us liked it but nothing else was on. After that Amy's parents picked her up and I fell asleep.
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I woke up feeling so ewh. I had the worst headache and cramps. Just as I was getting out of bed, Alice and my mothers rushed into my room. "Bella? Are you okay?" Mommy Esme asked.
"Um…I have a headache and cramps." I said and Alice dragged me into the bathroom. She handed me… PADS!! WTF!! "Do I have to?"
"Sorry, Bells, we could smell it. The boys went hunting." She told me. Then she left me to put me pads in.
"Oh, crap." I said and looked at myself in the mirror and noticed that I got little BOOBS! This is the worst day of my whole life. I stared at myself in disgust then I uncomfortably walked out.
"Bella, I know you know what your going through." Esme said. It was true, they had showed a video at school last year and I started getting um…. New hair in new places. "Now there is something else we would like to explain." Oh, crap! Don't tell me it's THE talk.
"Bella, I think your old enough to understand where babies come from." Oh, crap!
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The birds and the bees. Yeah, the most uncomfortable talk ever. Thank god, they guys were out or Emmett wouldn't have let me drop it. Right now, I honestly don't want to talk to my parents. Knowing what they do at night. It's just down right gross. I only wanted to be with Edward or Amy because they are the only ones not having sex. Cringe.
"Bella, are you hungry?" Rose called.
"No, how do you think I can eat after that?" I said not making eye contact. Then the boys ran it. I ran to Edward. "Save me." He must have read the others minds, and put me on his back and took me to our special place. A little meadow by a waterfall where we swim when its warm.
"How bad was it, Bella?" He asked. Curious, I guess.
"Oh, Edward, it was terrible! But I have a question for you." I told him, not knowing if I wanted to know the answer to my own question.
"Of course, sweetie." He said with a teasing grin.
"This is kind of weird, but Edward are you still a um… well you know…. Virgin?" I asked and he looked shocked. "I'm sorry, you don't have to answer if you don't want." I said in a panicky voice.
"Sorry, just surprised me. Yes, Bella, to answer your question, I am still a virgin." He said, looking embarrassed.
"This is another strange question, but why?" I said, curious. He wasn't as shocked this time.
"I am waiting for the right person." He simply told me. That's sweet and I told him so. "You see, Bella, I don't wanna make a mistake and have sex with just any old girl. I am very old fashioned. I believe a man and woman should be married before sex." I nodded.
"I think, you're right. I'll wait for that special someone too." I said and he smiled.
"I'm always right and don't rush, Bella. You have a lifetime." I want more than that I want eternity but I wasn't starting with that. By the time we went home, it was eleven. Edward and me were yelled at but it was worth it.
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I woke up this morning, in a simply bad mood. Or should I say I was woken up this dreadful Sunday morning in a crappy mood. It was Emmett.
"YOU KNOW WHAT, EMMETT!! STAY OUT OF MY ROOM AND LEAVE ME THE FRICK ALONE!" I yelled and he looked kinda taken back. Esme and Rose walked up to talk to me but I could honestly care less what they said.
"Bella, I know what you are going through but don't you dare take that out on us." Rose scolded me.
"YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M FREAKING GOING THROUGH. YOU DON'T HAVE TO PUT UP WITH THIS SHIT!" I yelled and stormed into the bathroom.
"Isabella Marie Hale, don't you yell at your mother like that. Just because you're in a bad mood doesn't give you a right to that tone." She said and I broke out into tears. I don't want this! "Bella, watch your language too." She scolded me. I heard them leave. My family tried talking to me and I just yelled at them. I even yelled at my Edward. I spent my day yelling and crying. By the end of the day, I wanted to apologize to Edward.
I went over to his room, which he had been in since I screamed at him. He came to the door, he must have heard my heart beat. He stared at me and broke out into tears. "I'm so sorry, Edward! I should have never done that to you! You're my best friend. I can only hope you'll forgive me." I apologized through my tears and he pulled me into a hug.
"Would you like to spend the night with me, Bella?" He asked with a smile.
"I w-w-w-ould l-l-ove too." I said trying to smile.
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EPOV
I feel so bad for my poor poor Bella. I just had to forgive her. I pulled her into a hug and asked her to spend the night with me, knowing she'd agree. I hummed her lullaby and she slept peacefully in my cold arms. Rose walked in and quickly spoke to me. Something about Bella being to old to do this. I ignored her and watched my personal angel sleep.
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