A/N allright i'm back folks though its no excuse that I'm embarresed to post more chapters up in this story, but now I have an beta and have encourage me to continue and help me with my writing and check out some off her story as well some of them is really good raindropsonroaches. Hope you enjoy the story.


Cullen House

"Look what I found!" Shouted Emmett. After being in town and bought a new game.

"What was it you found, Emmett?" Rosalie asked, frustrated at his mate what he fine on. for all she knows it could be a joke he'd done

He put a magazine on the table and there stood a woman with nude forms with the same name as Edward's beloved mate and did something weird with Edwards's body when he saw the brown eyes her and her forms from face to feet.

"There is a column here," said Emmett again and to a title revenge to her ex-boyfriend

"Isn't the revenge a bit extreme?" Asked Alice. had no idea who this woman is.

"Working as a glamor model because I want to help the young , the old ,and those who have trouble getting them up spice up their sex lifes! And at same time, I'm revenge on my ex-boyfriend who abandoned me in the woods!"

"Do you think it's her? Bella? "Jasper asked the other around the kitchen table.

"She's dead, you were at the funeral, she is dead "murmured Edward, whom had enough of speculation whether it was her. Adding to his irritation, what had happened to his body when he saw the picture taken its toll on him.

Leaving the others in the kitchen, he ran to his room to do his errand and to get peace away from family. He wanted to think of his beloved Bella as her words rang in his brain.

"What Edward never masturbated before?" Said Emmett teased from downstairs. From his room, Edward let out a groan of frustration.

EPOV

"Please Bella, forgive me" Edward whispered from where he sat in his bedroom.

"Why should i forgive you? you left me in the woods!" It seemed Bella's quiet voice was right next to his ear, like she was a ghost, haunting him.

"You promised not to do anything stupid! You promised" I cried out, I'm frustrated, my dear Bella. you've have done something stupid, he thought.

"The promise means nothing after you abandoned me!" she screamed. "I hope you feel what I felt after you left me! you're an arrogant jerk, Edward! You thinks you know everything! But you dont know me!"

"I did it for you, my love!" Edward insisted.

"You have my blood in your hands. I hope you enjoy the pain to come," she laughed.

I felt a sharp pain where my cold heart was and saw that blood had started running down my chest. But not just anyone's blood - Bella's.

"You should know that words kill just as much as weapons do." He did not hear Bella after the couldn't have if he tried.

The pain coursing through him brought up terrible memories, memories that now included Bella. As he recalled her words, he felt as though he were seeing all the victims of his rebel years.