Alone for now

Alone for now

Three years without Itachi…I can't believe this happened. I didn't even get to say goodbye. According to Itachi's agreement he had to start immediately. How am I supposed to live a whole year without him? All night I was crying. Baa-Chan tried to comfort me, but it didn't work. She kept saying that I could do better, but Itachi was perfect. Now instead of living happily with Itachi I had to stay with Baa-Chan being totally depressed. Every moment I was without Itachi I felt a part of me die. How am I supposed to survive three years?

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Naruto was crying when I left. It was hard to leave him like that, but it was necessary. When I come back in three years we can continue where we left off. We can live the rest of our lives together. Naruto be patient, I promise I will return.

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(Naruto's birthday)

Itachi missed my birthday. He would miss two more before he would come back. Baa-Chan threw me a little party. Ino, Hinata, Choji, and Shikimaru were all there. Everyone was happy except me. I was too sad about Itachi leaving to be happy. No one knew about Itachi, or what happened between us because Baa-Chan said not to say anything.

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It is cold over here .The slug's friend ended up being a polar bear. A mean polar bear I might add. I felt bad for missing Naruto's birthday. If I had been there I would have made that his best birthday the best he had ever had.

It is so cold over here…. It is so very cold. It is so hard to think in the cold. My mind is jumbled. I was just thinking about Naruto, and then the cold distracted me. Why is it so dam cold here anyway? I hope Naruto is doing better than I am in this frozen wasteland.

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Itachi I hope your doing all right. I heard it was really cold in the land of snow. Hopefully your fur is thick enough to withstand the cold. I swear if you freeze to death I will kill you.

I miss your kisses Itachi. I want you to come back soon and give me lots of kisses and hugs. When you come back you better hug me so tightly that it hurts, but not tight enough to actually break my bones. Itachi when you come back you better kiss me like you won't see me ever again even though we will be spending the rest of our lives together.

If you don't come back Itachi I'll die. If you don't come back…I'll kill myself. Itachi stay alive for me. Stay hopeful because when you come back we can live happily ever after. We can leave everyone. It could be just the two of us all alone , like it was before, for the rest of our lives.

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Food is so hard to find around here. Having a giant polar bear eating everything that moves doesn't help either. I'm practically starving out here. These living conditions are making me tougher. Blasting winds, weather below zero, and hardly any food can do that to a man. I'm tempted to kill and eat it I'm getting so hungry.

The polar bear is always grumpy. He is huge too. I have yet to understand how he can be so big with such a small amount of food around. The bear hardly talks, which I find strange because of how accustom I had become with Naruto talking 24/7. The bear also sleeps a lot.

Here in the land of snow everything gets darker sooner. There are only a few hours of sun every day. I don't know how anyone can stand it. Now I know why people say that you're as cold and dark as the land of snow. It is so unpleasant around here.

Naruto I hope that you are doing all right without me. Be good until I get back, and I will be back. Everything will be just like it was before only better I promise. Keep thinking about me and don't ever forget how much I love you.