Chapter 9

Sadly you know what I'm going to say, if I own them, I have already collected all their albums, but sadly 4 are still not in my hands…(Super Show1,2,Bonamana and Rokugo)

In the hotel rooms….


Room 321

RyeoWook's POV

Tonight, yes tonight, I want to say it, I'll say it, I have had enough time to get my guts and confess…but how? Should I just surprise him? Should I make a secret code? Should I whisper it in his sleep? How?

YeSung-hyung stepped out of the bathroom, looking at me with his usual smile, his twinkling eyes that have always caught my attention.

"Wookie" he called, walking near me, kneeling down beside the bed "is everything all right?" he asked as tears fell down on my cheek, I'm afraid…not just afraid but scared. What if he just leaves me behind after I confess? What if he never loves me back? Or worse, he wouldn't even like me. What is happening to SungMin-hyung right now…maybe he and KyuHyun are already kissing or something, having fun with their night.

"Wookie…" he called again

I snapped back to reality and looked at him "Why?" I asked sitting straight up. He stood up; I didn't even realize that he is only wearing a towel to wrap himself

"I didn't use the bathrobe…because I want you to use it" he said rubbing his head, getting all shy, his all too perfect body exposed, I zoned out for a while. When I went back to my proper mind, I answered"Thanks" then I ran for the bathroom.

'What just happened there outside?' I asked myself, banging the door behind me. 'Did he notice the zoning out? What about the tears?' I asked myself yet again. I clenched my fist, feeling my heartbeat raise. This is the first time this thing happened to me after a long while. I took of my clothes. Yes. A hot bath will make this thing go away.

I walked to the shower and adjusted the heater on high; the water is so hot that I can't see much from the fog anymore. The water was hot and it burned my skin, but still, I can feel my body hotter than ever. I stepped out of the shower and looked at myself in the mirror. There I noticed that some parts are foggier than the others, I tried to read it…it says…. "Saranghaeyo, RyeoWook-dongsaeng" I couldn't believe this, maybe I didn't read it right. Maybe it says something. Without anymore questions, I took the robe and wrapped it around me. I took a deep breath before heading out.

There, in front of me, YeSung-hyung. Without a word, he hugged me, as tightly as possible. Without saying anything, I hugged him back. He lifted my chin and kissed me gently, he knew that I was able to read the message in the mirror. But then his gentle kiss became arrogant, I pulled back and covered my lips. I can't believe it.

"I'm sorry" he said "I should've listened to your answer first before doing that" he added pulling his bangs down to cover his face. He thought I didn't love him back, what should I do? I should do something to prove that I do love him; I don't want to use any words. Action speaks louder than words.

I decided. I went back to him and hugged him; tears fell down on my face. He looked at me, watching me tear up made him cry; I wiped away his tears, realizing I made him cry. He looks away. I took his face and pulled it down to my level. I kissed him this time; kiss him like how I wanted to kiss him years ago. I opened my eyes and looked at him. A shocked YeSung is in front of me; I smiled at him.

"That reaction says that you don't like me back" I said playfully, I know he loves me

"Yeah, I don't like you" he said; tears again almost fell from my eyes. "Because I love you" he added with a gentle kiss on the forehead. "I love you Wookie…more than anything else" he said

"I love you more than anything else" I answered looking at his eyes as we kiss yet again


Room 324

KiBum's POV

The silent one, that's what everyone knows me for. The actor of the group. Should I say more? Yes I should. Saranghae…SiWon.

I sat at the bed as I bring out my 1996 edition of "The Notebook" by Nicholas Sparks. I was trying to find for this for like since Junior High, luckily, someone very special gave it on my 25th birthday. Choi SiWon.

I saw him blush when I brought the book out.

"Hey, it still looks like when I gave it to you" he said gently closing the Holy Bible he is holding.

"Yeah, I really love yo-it. Thanks" I almost said "I really love you" good thing I realized what I'm saying before anything happens or slips from my mouth.

"It's really nothing, I have had that book since 1996, and I'm kinda tired of reading it. I have read that for like a hundred times" he answered opening the Bible again.

"That's the book you'll never get tired of…right?" I asked pointing at the Bible

"Yeah, I'll never will" he answered flipping the page "Have you ever wondered how God can re-direct the course of your life?" he asked

"Yeah..." I answered, felling a little guilty about that. 'Of all the person who I can fall in love with, it's you' I want to say this line, but I don't know. Maybe he's too religious to even look at my feelings, to think about it. Yeah, over the years, I became dramatic, sometimes in acting; I can express myself more, not like my stiff acting before.

"Okay then" he said breaking the odd aura forming between us. "I'll go to the shower first then" he said taking his stuff from his bag; then I heard something thump to the floor that he didn't notice. I picked it up when he is already in the shower. A gold ring? What is it doing here? I placed it back to where I think it is earlier, SiWon's bag on the left pocket. I lay down on the bed, thinking what it is doing there; it looks like he wants to confess to someone but because of this go to China thing, he postponed it. My heart sank as I think about it. I have no chance at all, I knew it, and I'm a loser.

SiWon stepped out of the bathroom wearing his pajama pants. The thing that all girls go "Kyaaah" for, his abs will soon belong only to someone…someone not me. He walked closer to me "Bummie, it's your time to take the shower" he whispered, I can feel his hot breath on my skin; why did he chose to whisper it that close to myself? I don't know.

I rushed to the bathroom, took my clothes off and thought about stuff, other stuff not about SiWon, but I can't, I keep on thinking about him.

I stepped out of the shower, if someone will soon get SiWon away from me, I should at least say it to him, even without him knowing. I should at least be able to steal a kiss from him, even in his sleep; this is the only time I have. I got to do it.

I stepped out and saw the sleeping SiWon, he didn't tuck himself in his blanket, I can see his whole body-well not really whole- it is cold at night, and he might get sick like this. I took the extra blanket and tucked him in it. I almost laughed out loud when he was already curled up but the blanket doesn't fit him so I took my extra and wrapped it around him. I fixed his bangs so that I can see his face clearly. "Saranghae" I whispered softly, hoping he will not remember of it the following day as I silently steal a kiss from his lips. I was shocked to feel him kissing back. He was awake after all. How dumb of me not to make sure first. I broke away; he sit up straight and smiled "I love you too" he answered

"I-I-I" not knowing what to say next

"You don't have to explain yourself, I'm always a step ahead, that's why I brought up the topic earlier, I know your different tones, I memorized them like a song, that's how much I love you" he said looking up and smiling at me, his beautiful smile that captivated everyone will be mine…forever.

"The ring…there's a ring in your bag, I saw it earlier and placed it back in the left pocket of your bag" I said

"I was planning on giving it to you when I'LL confess" he said shuffling his bag for the ring "Will you wear it?" he asked raising his hand up for me to see his finger with the ring.

I nodded as he put it gently on my finger. He hugged me as our night together began

"Things are doing well these days…" LeeTeuk said spying on the new couples

"No, it's not" HanKyung said looking at the other screen

"Why?" LeeTeuk asked looking away from the screens after looking at it for an hour

"Look at KangIn and MY HeeChul" he said pointing at the screen

"Oh no…"

"Mm-hmm" he said with an angry, calm, can't be explained tone


Guys, this is like two pairs per chapter, so this thing-I think- is going to be long as in long (or not really).

I'm not going to ask a number of reviews this time, just review if you want to. (I just realized that you don't feel good with reviews that you demanded as much as the reviews you posted yourself) so, review.

Am I over-reacting with this? Remember, years from now, maybe the OOCness is possible.

This is bad, if I start with romance, this will focus on romance, I'll put as little as possible (bows deeply)