Damon,
I always knew you were hot-headed - I really did - but, not that hot-headed. I can't deal with it, I'm sorry. Just because you think I human, you think you blood will save me. Turn me into a vampire. It won't. It will probably kill me quicker, sorry, I kinda lied to you.
First, I should tell you what this letter is about. I'm dying. So this is kind of a goodbye. I had to tell many people goodbye. I'm dying. Sounds horrible. I'm joining the spirits. Sounds okay. I'm joining Dad. Sounds nice. Meeting Mum for the first time. Sounds good. I'm joining those I love. Sounds great. But I'm leaving many others. Sounds bad. I'm leaving Amy, Seth, Sue, Kay, my pride (explain later), you. Sounds scary.
Secondly, I should what I am. I'm not human. I'm something you probably never knew her. A lion-person. We are half human, half lion. We spend half our life in lion form. I loved being a lion. Running into the pridelands. Play fighting. Breaking the rules. Leaving the pridelands into the other pride's land.
Thirdly, I should tell you something, something important. It's hard to say, hard to write. And, you're gonna smirk when you read this. Smirk like a idiot. Surely, you're gonna love this. I care for you... I really do
Lots Of Love,
The One And Only,
Charlotte Marie Parade
I wrote that letter the same night Damon gave me his blood. It took hours, most of the nights, really. I put it under a book, edge of it poking out.
I wrote and rewrote it ten times, before getting it right. Champ is laying on my bed, he's asleep. He's cute, the prefect little angel. I'm watching 'Easy A', I love this movie. I think it's so funny! Although, it doesn't feel as funny as before.
"Charlotte?" Amy calls, walking in. "Erm, I think you should... erm... wait are you watching 'Easy A'? I love this movie!"
"Yep!" I laugh, "It is!"
"Do like Damon?" She asks.
"Yes, he's my friend..."
"I mean 'like like', so do you?"
"My business!"
"Nope, it's my business too!"
"No, I don't!" I lie.
"You do!"
