A few hours later C.J. began to awaken from her most rest filled sleep.

"Hey, Sorry, I must have fallen asleep." C.J. said as she looked up at him still on his chest.

"Quit being sorry about everything. You were exhausted and I bet any amount of money you feel a ton better, don't you? He asked getting aggravated for all the apologizing she seemed to be doing lately.

"Yes actually I do feel loads better, thanks." she said.

"C.J.,what happened with your mother? She must have done a number on you because ever since we have seen her, you have been acting not like yourself. Like apologizing all the time." Matt asked not able to contain his curiosity any longer.

"It was along time ago Houston, not worth talking about." she said as she went to get up to avoid anymore questions, he pulled her back down.

"You can't run forever, let me help you through whatever it is that happened." Matt said worthy worry in his voice.

"Just great your going to corner me in a plane where you know I have no where to get too. Low blow Houston." C.J. said angrily looking in the opposite direction, wanting to die before ever telling him what had happened all those years ago.

"C.J. I want to help you and if getting you cornered is what I have to do, then that's what I'll do. You can be mad at me all you want but I know this, your never going to have peace unless you come to terms about whatever it is that is haunting you." Matt said firmly.

" You can't help me. You didn't kill your own father." C.J. said angrily knowing as soon as it came out he had pushed her buttons and made her say to much,damn him she thought. He'll never leave it alone now.

"What the hell are you talking about? You didn't kill yours either,your mother apologized for that. Not that 20yrs later makes what she said any easier to take but she did try to make it right. What the hell has she done to you?" Matt asked easing his tone.

" Nothing,she didn't do anything,don't you get that? I did, I killed him." C.J. said raising her voice,crying and choking at the same time.

"Here drink this." Houston handed her one of the drinks from the mini bar.

"Now what happened,damn it C.J. I know you and you wouldn't hurt a flea, let alone kill your own father. Please tell me about it so we can work through this. So I can help you see you didn't do anything." He said basically pleading with her.

"Houston, if I tell you, you'll never look at me the same again,and I couldn't take that. You've always been my safe place. No matter what has gone on, you've always been there. If I tell you what happened with St. Nick and me,you'll be disgusted and hate me." C.J. told him trying to hold back more crying.