OK pplz Chapter 8 is up!!!


After flopping on the couch out of breath from chasing Shikamaru, after finally she had finally convinced him that she wasn't going to chase him. Which surprisingly he had believed and let go of his shadow possession which was a huge mistake because she ended up chasing him all around the house and finally gave up after he locked himself in Kiba's room.

"Maybe you will get the lazy ass next time" Kiba smirked as Sakura sent him a glare.

"Maybe I would have if you helped" she pouted and decided that tonight she was going to plot their evident doom.

"Nara are you gonna get the hell out of my room now you pussy?" he shouted from the kitchen.

"Not until you get that crazy pink chick out of this house" He shouted from the other side of the house with a hint of amusement in his voice.

"Yeah bag my pink hair if you want but it's not as bad as walking around looking like I have a pineapple on top of my head" she teased back and laughed as she saw him walk into the kitchen and ask Kiba if it really look like what she said.


Gaara sat at the top of a hill side, another favorite thinking spot. After he had called Sakura he couldn't help but feel guilty. There I was a quiver in her voice indicating that she was trying hard not to cry. Had he really made her cry like that? Did she really care that much? Or was she just trying to get out of him being mad at her? Maybe she didn't want him to kill her, not that he really would. He doesn't kill anymore; well not if he can help it. She made him so mad and upset but not like anyone had ever done before. But for some damn reason he couldn't figure out why.

He growled angrily and teleported back to his house with his sand. The image of him killing her made him feel so sick and terrible. Even in his imagination he couldn't think of hurting Sakura, and that was saying something. But why the hell was he feeling this!? Was all this over one stupid kiss on one stupid girl? He had seen Temari kiss loads of boys and Kankuro kiss his fair share of boys or girls, it seem like nothing, they did it so often. But that didn't help with the fact the he felt like something was braking and the pain was coming from his chest.

He paced the roof angrily. Damn this hell hole, this damn planet was only made for causing pain and suffering. He sat down on the roof and went into meditation like he used to when Shukaku was in him. He didn't want to go inside to his bed, he didn't want to sleep… it was too human and he wasn't a human in anyone's eyes.


Sakura hadn't really wanted to go home when Hisashi rang. She wanted to stay with them but she knew by the sound of his voice that there was going to be trouble if she didn't do what she was told.

She walked through the streets of Suna and was almost home when she saw red out of the corner of her eye. She looked across to the Sabaku house and saw Gaara sitting on the roof top. Her eyes widened and her brain started to decide what she was going to do.

"What the hell are you doing standing here?" Inner Sakura asked.

"What do you mean?" Sakura asked back.

"You know what I mean, go and get him!" Inner exclaimed.

"No."

"Why?" She asked.

"Because he told me not to" she replied.

"And?"

"He doesn't even want to talk to me" she said sadly.

"THEN GO SORT THINGS OUT!" Inner Sakura yelled.

"I can't."

"WHY THE HELL NOT?"

"BECAUSE I NEED TO GET HOME!" Sakura inwardly screamed.

"We both know that's just an excuse. Don't make me take over!" Inner Sakura threatened.

"You wouldn't dare" Sakura said back but the next thing she knew was that she couldn't control her body.

"STOP IT!" She inwardly yelled but Inner Sakura didn't listen she just kept walking forward. Smirking on the outside Inner Sakura climbed a tree close to Gaara's house and jumped onto the roof.

The sound of the tiles caused Gaara to stop meditating and look straight at Sakura. His eyes went from surprised to angry in a split second then back to his normal emotionless expression. "What are you doing here?" he asked with anger in his voice and at this time Inner Sakura decided to give control of her body back. 'Shit look what you've done now!" Sakura inwardly panicked.

"I…thought we…should talk" Sakura stated earning a glare from Gaara.
Gaara" she continued "I, I'm really sorry" she said. "I didn't mean to do that my phone startled me and I needed to get home..."

"You're not sorry" Gaara said looking down, "no one ever is." A shocked expression made its way to Sakura's face. "Gaara what do you mean?"

"I kill people, I have a blood thirst, and I AM a monster" Gaara explained his eyes never leaving the ground. "Gaara you are not that person anymore!" she exclaimed.

"Prove it then. I am a monster in everyone's eyes, they don't care. They want me dead. My dad even tried to kill me, everyone has tried to kill me!" he said his words dripping with venom. "Gaara why don't you understand?"

"Understand what?" he questioned.

"That people care about you!" Sakura started "Gaara there are so many people that care about you."

"Like who?"

"Like Temari, Kankuro, Naruto and me" she explained.

"Temari and Kankuro like me only because I am there brother and Naruto only likes me because we are both the same in some ways…and you, I don't even know" he said.

"Gaara what do you mean. They all love you Gaara! Siblings or not it doesn't matter they care about you and how could you say I don't care!" she exclaimed "I do care, I care a lot! Damn it Gaara I was going to kiss you! I wanted to kiss you! And it's kind of embarrassing but I am attracted to you!" Gaara finally looked into her eyes. 'She wanted to kiss me, kiss me…' the words kept replaying in his head. She was attracted to him, he couldn't believe this. Someone liked him enough to kiss him, this wasn't real this was a dream right?

"You…wanted to kiss…me?" Gaara asked not really believing it.

"Yes Gaara I did" she answered "but I didn't know if you wanted to, so when my phone when off I did the first thing I could think of…I ran. And I am so sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you like that."

"But you did, and I don't know why" He confessed.

"Yes I know you did Gaara, but you don't know the reason why?" Gaara just shook his head. "It hurts, right here" he said pointing to where his heart was.

"I hurts there because; well because it hurt you to see my go. Because well Gaara you feel something for me like I feel something for you. And it hurts because I did something that made you feel like I didn't like you, need you or want you." Sakura said while putting her hand on his chest.

Gaara couldn't help but wonder, he did care about her. He must, to feel so bad when she left. To feel so much pain in his chest, but then she put her hand on his chest and at all goes away. He lifted his hand to meet with hers but it soon when higher. His hand went up to cup her cheek. He wasn't really sure why but it just felt right. But once again he felt the desire to feel his lips on hers. But would she kiss him this time. He did not want to be hurt again like he had been so many times before that.

Sakura looked into his eyes and saw the pain that was always there. These eyes tell his past, his feelings his life. As much as he tried to hid his emotions with this mask; the pain and suffering still comes though, if only ever for a brief moment. She was hooked to them. Wanting to know what they felt, how he felt. She wanted to know about him, more then anything. How Gaara really is, even though she had been his friend and talked to him she still didn't quite understand.

"You really care about me?" Gaara questioned and Sakura smiled and nodded. "Yes I do Gaara, I care about you a lot." She said as she continued to gaze into his eyes. "Like any of your friends do" there it was again that pain in his heart that she had only just took away.

"Just friends" Gaara said as though trying to convince himself about something. "Yes we are friends Gaara" she said, "as long as you're happy about it?" Sakura said that even though she wanted more, but the question was did Gaara want it to? No she was sure he did after all he wanted to kiss her…his heart had hurt when she left him without it.

"Sure" Gaara said with his normal emotionless voice but there was sadness in his eyes. He took a deep breath, friend, that's what she wanted. And if it was a friend she wanted then a friend he would get. What did Sakura do the last time she said friends...she kissed his cheek. Was he meant to do that? After all she was his true real friend and if she had done it, he could right? Nodding to himself she slowly leaned forward and felt Sakura tense as he placed a kiss on her cheek, but she relaxed and a smile came to her face.

"You missed" she giggled. Gaara gave her a confused look which only made her giggle more.

"What do you mean I missed?" he asked totally confused after all that is where she had kissed him. What did he do wrong?

"I mean you missed" she repeated and Gaara just stared at her. What was she playing at? What was she trying to do? What ever it was he did not like it one bit. He growled angrily "Why are you toying with me?"

"I'm not toying" she said as she looked into his eyes and got lost in them. Slowly she leaned forward and Gaara's eyes got caught in her gaze once again. He leaned forward until he was centimeters from her mouth and gave her one last chance to push him away, but she didn't. She leaned in more and their lips meat one another and gently caressed each other.

Gaara pulled back slowly but went forward once again and kissed her softly like he did before and slowly Sakura's arms wrapped around his neck pulling him in deeper. Once again they pulled back and Sakura smiled a blissful smile and let her head fall into his shoulder.

Gaara couldn't complain because he was at ease and completely happy, for once in his life.

Sakura couldn't remember how long they had stayed like that and talked quietly he must have been well over an hour because it was almost dark. The time had seemed to fly by and Sakura sighed thinking it was time to go home, as much as she wanted to stay here in Gaara's arms.

"Gaara" Sakura murmured.

"Hn" Gaara replied.

"I have to go ok? But I'll see you tomorrow" she smiled and Gaara nodded his head and released her from his grip. Sakura gave him a light kiss on the lips as she climbed back down the tree and walked back to her house with a huge smile on her lips. Today couldn't have gorn any better.

She unlocked the front door and closed it was started making her way towards her room. She walked into her room, got changed and sat on her bed and started to do some of her medical homework principal Tsunade had given her the day before.

"Why are you home so late?" Hisashi asked from the door way.

"I was with my friends" Sakura replied and tensed up as he made his way over towards her bed.

"What friends" Hisashi asked still stepping towards her. Sakura gulped as she answered "they were from school."

"I thought you know better then inviting 'friends' over to the house after what happened last time" he spat causing Sakura's breath to speed up as he stood directly in front of her. "I'm sure that you don't want it to happen again" he threatened.

"N-no it won't" she stuttered out. She didn't want anyone to get hurt. She couldn't live with herself if that happened. She only just pulled through the last time and nightmares often brought her back to the event. She hated it, the screams and blood ran over and over in her head. She never wanted it to happen again. "I'm sorry it won't happen again" she assured him.

"It better not" he said while roughly gripping her face. "After all I'm sure that your friends don't want their life to end yet" he stated and Sakura winced in pain as he slapped her. "You better start treating me with respect, I gave you this life, got you out of that fucked up place" growled, glaring at her. He hit her on the stomach causing her to fall backwards into the bed. "Now there has to be a punishment for not obeying the laws of my house." He smirked and grabbed her hand taking it over to the top of his pants the closing it around his zip. Sakura started shaking and this only made him smirk more. He tightened his grip on her head and pulled the zip down letting his length fall out of his pants. Her eyes widened as she hoped he wouldn't make her do anything. He wrapped his hand in her hair tightly and pushed her head towards his slowly growing erection. She gasped as she pulled her head towards him and pushed his length into her mouth. She stated choking has me moved her head up and down and she gripped his hands prying to pry them off. Tears started to fall down her face. Suddenly her bed room door opened and a lady stood there only being covered by a sheet. Hisashi pushed Sakura back onto the bed and did back up his pants.

"Hisashi what are you doing?" she questioned as she walked up to him in a seductive way "That's my job remember" she smirked as he looked down at her.

"Don't worry Sayuri, we have plenty of time to do that" he stated as he walked out leaving the two women in the room.

"You leave him alone you hear me" Sayuri growled "he is mine got it bitch. I never want to see that again or their will be big trouble. I'm sure he wouldn't want to know that you were sleeping with a boy" she said causing Sakura to frown. "I'm not sleeping with anyone!" she exclaimed.

"Yeah but Hisashi doesn't know that" she laughed and slapped Sakura on the face and scraped her nails over her lips. "After all he doesn't like it when you miss behave" she smirked and walked out of the room. Sayuri was one if his play toys. Hisashi had many of them and they all were around 20 years old, it sickened Sakura to no end. His personal bitches. None of them cared about what he did to her, he all told them that she wanted it. Of course she didn't but no one would ever believe her after all she was only 17 and if they told him about what she said god knows what he would do. And if they told him about what she said god knows what he would do. Being known as a slut was much better then facing the punishment Hisashi would give her. After all he hadn't taken her virginity yet. Something had always come in the way of that happening luckily for her, but she still knew what her luck was running short.

Making sure they were gone Sakura sprung off her bed and into the bathroom and rinsed her mouth out with mouth wash and brushed her teeth repeatedly.

After a good half an hour of scrubbing her teeth till they bleed she wrapped herself up in her worm blanket and fell asleep getting rid of the terrible images of what just happened and went into a deep dream of her in Gaara's arms.


Sorry this took so long to get out but i have been really really busy. I am hoping to have chapter 9 posted on my b'day, december 12th. But i am really busy this weekend and shit plus i still have school untill 19th of december.

Everyone plz R&R i was hoping to do well on this chapter, so plz tell me how i did.