THERE'S A NEW CHARACTERS IN THIS CHAPTER AND YOU SHOULD KNOW THEM:
Kelly is Kelly Kelly, Ethan is Derrick Batman/Ethan Carter lll, Steve is Steve Austin, Trish is Trish Stratus, Brock is Brock Lesnar, Lita, Michael is Shawn Michael's and from now on you should know that Timmy is Seth's teddy bear.
FLASHBACK
Seth was sitting in the cafeteria in his school with chocolate bar in hand and twirling his hair with his index watching a group of dudes talking and laughing, he was smiling because there was the guy that he have a crush on, Ethan Carter, he was secretly in love with but he couldn't tell anyone because they will start their hateful words.
In his school or correctly in his town the gay guys would be punished he knew that with some conversations he heard from his parents, relatives and friends, he shook his head at the thought of the possible things that his father will do if he just heard that he like guys or what about his bull uncle?
Seth shoved the bar in his mouth nervously, taking another one from his pocket, his eyes went again toward Ethan and a smile spreads across his chocolate painted lips, he grabbed the bar and wrote the first letters of his and Ethan's names on his palm"Hi Seth!"Seth hides his palm when the soft voice called him and someone sat next to him.
"Hi Kelly!"the girl that have been trying to go out with him but he was rejecting her"why are you sitting alone? and your face is dirty?"she took some tissue and handed it to him"thanks, is there anything on my clothes? my mother will spank me"Kelly chuckled looking at Seth's t-shirt"no Sethie you're clean"Seth smiled wiping his lips"so? Seth what you think if we go out tonight?"Seth was licking his fingers, when Kelly grabbed his wrist"stop this Seth! look at me".
Seth looked up at her"Kelly why you're always asking me that question?"Seth whined"oh gosh! Seth it's a date I want to go out with you in a date, do you understand?"Seth shrugged"I don't understand why you want me to go out with you?"Kelly rolled her eyes"I like you, Seth you'll be so lucky if I became your girlfriend, so just say yes".
Seth looked at Ethan's place but he frowned when he saw him flirting with some girl"Seth! I'm talking, you're going with me and I'll be your girlfriend"Seth puffed"Kelly I'm sorry but you called me a whiny child yesterday because I was crying when the ball hit my back, I don't want to go with you, you're mean"Seth got up taking his backpack and walked out of the cafeteria stepping in the parking lot with Kelly hot on his trail.
"Seth wait!"and he stopped looking at her"Kelly please! I'm sorry but please leave me alone, I told you that I don't wanna go out with you"he whined making the blonde squint"do you have a problem with me? you like another girl here? who's she? of course she's not prettier than me"Seth looked behind Kelly to see Ethan playing basketball alone.
"No, I don't like girls at all"slip of his tongue, Kelly placed her hand on her mouth"oh that's it? great you like guys then?"Seth was playing in his fingers not wanting to deny the truth"Seth you're gay?"Seth looked up at her"Kelly please understand me it's not wrong to be gay, right?"Kelly chuckled stepping closer to him"well! you heard what everyone says about pederasty, especially your family, you're done Seth they gonna kill you"Seth gulped at the way Kelly was saying the words"why? I'm sorry Kelly".
Kelly laughed slapping him across the face"you're so stupid Seth"she walked away leaving Seth alone with hand on a cheek and tears in the eyes"why?".
"Seth!"Seth wiped his tears immediately when he heard and recognize the voice, it was his secret lover Ethan, he smiled and turned around"H-Hi!"Seth stammered looking up at the taller boy"what are you doing here?"Seth shrugged"don't know, going home I guess"the taller man laughed"oh Seth you're so cute, Come with me let's play some basketball together"Seth smiled taking his hair behind his ear...
OUT OF FLASHBACK
"Sorry for the interruption but Seth can you tell me how he looked like? I mean Ethan"Seth rolled his eyes in his cute way"Dean, it's fourteen years ago I don't remember correctly, buuut I guess he was tall with a full of muscles body and black hair, that's all I remember"Dean chuckled at the way Seth tapped his eyelashes at the last words"he is right you're so cute"...
IN FLASHBACK
"I never..thought basketball..is.. that amazing, thanks for making me try it"Seth and Ethan were sitting on the grass"Seth you were good at it, I would like to play it more with you"Ethan winked to him and Seth's heart fluttered, and he got a bit of courage"Ethan I...what you think of me?"Ethan looked at him and noticed the glitter in his brown eyes"you? you're innocent, cute, childish and sorry for saying this but sometimes silly".
Ethan laughed mockingly, but Seth only smiled thinking that Ethan was saying that in a good way"it's okay! you can call me silly if you want to"Ethan only laughed more patting Seth's thigh"you're really cute"Seth eyes focused on Ethan's hand on his thigh, and he automatically placed his hand on top of it, Ethan looked at him strangely"Seth!".
Seth eyes were full of hope and love looking at the boy next to him"Ethan, I can't keep it anymore, I wanna tell you something"Ethan narrowed his eyes at the way Seth was squeezing his hand"Seth what's wrong?".
"I-I just want to admit that I love you, I'm gay and I'm afraid of everyone else but you, I really love you"Ethan pulled his hand away, laughing"Seth are you serious, you're gay?"Seth nodded looking down"yes, and I want to ask you out, will you go out with me tonight to see the stars next to my house they look so nice I'll bring some chocolate, chips and popcorn, please Ethan please."Ethan chuckled"really! I mean you are gay and you love me?"the hateful look in his eyes was clear but Seth's heart was so inculpable not figuring out what the look on his face meant.
"Yeah, I love you and you're not like the others right?"Ethan looked at him up and down, thinking about some wicked game in his head"well I like girls actually, and beside Seth you're in a town where pederasty is quasi band, what about your family, your father and people?"Seth pouted looking down"I know that but I can't hide anymore? I need to be with you, we'll face them together"Seth eyes watered, Ethan smirked evilly.
"So Ethan w..will you go in this date with me tonight? please say yes"Seth pleaded getting on his knees in front of the bigger man"p..please"his voice was choked with tears afraid of rejection. Ethan look at him for moment planning on something in his head"okay okay don't cry, I'll watch the stars with you".
Seth jumped"Yes, thank you so much, thanks I'll be so happy"he hugged him placing kisses all over his head and face"Seth! Seth stop"he pushed Seth away wiping his face, Seth wiped his tears stepping back pulling his backpack on his lap digging in it, he took out two chocolate bars offering one to Ethan, Ethan look at him with a squint at the bar in Seth's hand"I DON'T LIKE CHOCOLATE"Ethan in hateful tone said, Seth smiled shrugging and eating the chocolate"okay see you Eth".
OUT OF FLASHBACK
"I see how much you love chocolate!" Dean commented smiling, Seth looked at Dean with wide eyes and peeking tongue"what?"Seth flicked his tongue from side to side"Seth don't look at me like that, what's wrong?"Seth looked down"since we are talking about chocolate I want some"Dean rolled his eyes getting up to bring the whiny boy his chocolate, Seth rubbed his stomach"oh baby, your mother will be a fat ass because of you".
Dean came back with a bowl of chocolate"Wow Dean! that's a lot of chocolate, I thought that cops don't eat chocolate!"Dean laughed"Seth cops are human too why wouldn't they eat chocolate?"Seth shrugged sticking his fingers in the chocolate bowl"don't know, but I never saw a cop eating chocolate in a movie!"Dean only laughed more and his hand automatically ruffled Seth's hair"oh god Seth you are the cutest thing in life"Seth smiled offering a coated with chocolate finger toward Dean.
"Don't tell me that you don't love chocolate"Dean smirked holding Seth's hand and sucking on his finger, twirling it with his tongue, Dean's cock got semi hard but if Seth didn't pull his finger away he would be fully hard"it's look like you love it!"Dean placed his hand in his lap trying to cover the bulge in it"Yeah, come on continue..."
IN FLASHBACK
Seth was walking back home holding bags contains a new clothes singing, clapping, he walked pass their neighbor"Hi Michael!"Seth said standing in front of his neighbor, Michael squinted at him"you get the fuck away from here right now!"Michael screamed making Seth flinch but he didn't move" I SAID GET THE FUCK AWAY YOU DICK SUCKER!"Seth eyes watered running away.
"What he is saying?"Seth whined but he smiled when he looked at the bags in his hand remembering his date, he stepped in the house"mom! dad! your Sethie is here!"Seth cooed running toward the kitchen"mommy!"Seth saw his mom, she smiled when she saw her little baby"there's my bunny, come here baby"Trish hugged her son who hug her tightly"um I love you mom so much"Seth place kisses over her face"calm down baby you look happy and what's this bags?"she look at the bags"new clothes mom! I'm hungry and I want fish."Seth demanded pouting, Trish smiled"okay".
"Where's my little bunny I'm sure i heard him calling"Steve entered the kitchen and Seth hide himself from his dad"tell him I'm not here"Seth hiding himself behind his mother. Steve stepped in the kitchen, Trish pointed behind her back at Seth hiding behind her"Seth is not here Steve!"Steve stepped closer to her"but I feel that he's here, I can smell his scent he is my baby and I know the expensive perfume that he is wearing".
Trish moved away and Steve grabbed Seth by the waist lifting him up against his chest"my baby"he kissed Seth's cheek and he was laughing"daddy put me down please I'm not a baby!"he whined"no you're a baby and you'll stay a little baby for us forever"Trish ruffled his hair"mommy don't mess my hair!"Trish and Steve both kissed his cheeks laughing, he was fourteen but they were treating him like 6 years old kid cause he was their only, after his twin sister couldn't make it not even for one year...
OUT OF FLASHBACK
Seth sighed"So! you have a twin sister?"Seth nodded looking down"Yeah but she only lived seven months cause of some inner organs deformation, I don't know, but the doctor said that I was lucky to be alive"one tear rolled on his cheek...
IN FLASHBACK
Seth was looking in his closet for some chips and chocolate, he sighed"it's look like I ate it all"scratching his head he got up walking downstairs"daddy! daddy daddy!"Steve was sitting on the couch reading some book"Yeah baby!"Seth took the book from him and hopped on his lap"I want something from you"Steve kissed his forehead"anything for you".
"Seth look who's here!"Trish screamed, Seth looked behind his father's back"uncle Brock"Seth screamed running toward his uncle jumping on him"Hi buddy, how you doing?"Brock kissed his head"fine buddy, and you?"Trish and Steve started to laughed"I'm good"Brock walked toward the couch with Seth in his arms"how is school?"Seth smiled"good, and how is school with you?"Brock and Seth parents laughed"Seth he is not in school Seth"Trish said laughing, Seth buried his face in Brock's neck"I know"Seth whined.
Trish turned the tv on and there was two guys kissing, Seth eyes popped in enjoyment, one of the guys looked just like Ethan, Seth smiled fidgeting in his place when the guys turned their kiss to a wild sloppy one"Trish! WHAT THE HELL IS THAT?"Steve screamed making Seth flinch.
Trish turned the tv off immediately "sorry baby"Steve puffed"those fuc.." Brock cuts him"don't curse! Seth is here"Seth pouted looking between his family members"Trish if you ever saw this shit on tv don't let Seth watch it"Seth looked at his father"daddy why you don't want me to watch the guys kissing?"all of them looked at each other with wide eyes"Seth!"Trish said"Seth come here baby"Steve singled to Seth to sit on his lap.
Seth got up sitting on his father's lap"Seth those guys are a sin and they should be killed"Seth eyes widened"if any guy came close to you you just tell me or uncle Brock and we will get him away, just don't be like them okay baby"Seth's body was quivering from the things his father was saying"Seth buddy those guys are a curse and they all are going to hell"Seth buried his face in his father's chest"so baby what you wanted to ask me?"Seth was a bit scared after hearing what his family said about gay guys should be killed, but the love he was holding for Ethan was so strong and he wasn't afraid of anything.
"Seth, baby what you want?"Steve asked, Seth looked up at his father"daddy I'm out of chips and chocolate"Trish smiled at her cute son"aaannd?"Trish said singing, Seth was playing in his father's t-shirt"and I want some money"Seth said quickly burying his head again, Steve laughed taking the wallet from his pocket"oh baby you ate all the stuff that daddy bought you?"Trish said and Seth nodded, Steve took $100 from the wallet giving it to his pampered kid.
Seth looked at the money in his father's hand and he smiled snatching it from his hand"thanks dad"Seth got up"Steve you're spoiling him"Trish commented"no Trish he's our only baby and I love him"Seth wrapped his arms around his father's neck"I love you too daddy"Seth ran out holding the money and smiling.
Steve sighed"I do anything to keep him happy"he said"but Steve just keep him away from the guys, last night they found two boys making out in his school and their fathers kicked them out of the town I don't want Seth to be a faggot"Steve shook his head"I'm praying that Seth won't end up like them, I don't want to lose him"...
OUT OF FLASHBACK
Seth yawned laying his head on the table"and then I came back..."Seth didn't say another word"Seth! Seth! C'mon you just woke up"Seth flicked his eyes open tiredly"cop I'm sleepy now i'll continue it later, just let me..".Seth closed his eyes snoring lightly"ohh...Seth Of course you're sleepy you ate everything I have in the fridge"Dean smiled at the pretty boy with his little mouth open, he brushed Seth's cheek getting up, he pulled Seth against his chest and carried him upstairs.
Dean placed him lightly on the bed pulling the covers over his body, he sat next to him looking at his face closely, he leaned in and kissed his cheek"Kelly is right you're a whiny child and also is Ethan you're cute and innocent but you're not silly"Dean placed another kiss on his other cheek, he got up and saw Seth's Timmy on the ground he picked it up placing it on Seth's chest with a smile on his face.
Dean walked out of the room and sat on the floor thinking about the moment that he'll say goodbye to this boy, it's tearing him from the inside already, what he is going to do alone when this guy is gone? he'll get back to the same boring life that he used to...
A/N:TATATA...that's it for now hope you enjoyed. and please tell me if you liked the way IN FLASHBACK & OUT OF FLASHBACK it's a way that you get to see the past and make you feel that Seth is telling his story in the same time it's kinda cute isn't it? the next chapter is also a flashback so tell me if you want more. and don't forget to check my other stories they're great, Possession And Jealousy Art, The Pander Lover and Tough Love.
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