Chapter 9 – I'll Do It For Our Love
Alice's POV:
I couldn't sleep not with this on my mind. I needed to speak with Jasper; I quickly got dressed and without another thought I left my room. Luckily Bella was asleep; I crept out and wandered the hall alone. Luckily no one was about at this hour; I silently left 1st class and hastily made my way to 3rd class.
What was I going to tell him? I had made my way to the corridor leading to Jasper's room. While we were staring at the stars on the deck earlier he told me whenever I needed him day or night to go to room 1743.
I was hoping to speak to him in the morning but this couldn't wait for morning this needed to be sorted out now. Maybe I was crazy? But I needed to know for sure. I heard footsteps form the corridor; they were getting louder I panicked; without thinking I opened the door nearest to me.
I didn't have time to read the number; it wasn't a room it was a supply closet. I held my breath not wanting to draw attention. The footsteps stopped and a figure was standing outside; the shadow was still as a statue.
I was caught I just knew it; the shadow moved it was gone. I stayed in there for another minute just to make sure it wouldn't come back. I opened the door slowly; and the corridor was empty. I quickly continued my way to Jasper's room; 1739; 1740; 1741; 1742 it seemed to go forever then I reached 1743.
I took a deep breath; I was about to knock when I froze. Could I really do this? Could I do this to him? I felt a single tear drop down my cheek; I quickly knocked and waited for someone to answer. I could hear murmurs from inside but I couldn't pick anything up because they were speaking to fast.
The door opened; more tears ran down my cheeks.
"Alice what's the matter are you okay? Did someone hurt you?"
His voice sounded so worried; I had to tell him but I couldn't find the words to I just fell to my knees and started crying even more. I didn't want to hurt him or his family but I couldn't keep this to myself Jasper was the only one I could speak to about this.
"Jasper; I know… I know… what… you are"
I barely whispered; he froze. Of course he heard me; he was a vampire after all. I heard; someone speaking inside but I was more worried about Jasper; he wouldn't talk. I cried even harder; he now noticed and cradled me into his chest.
"Jasper bring her in"
It was a musical voice; Jasper swept me off the floor and into the room. He wiped my tears away and I found five pairs of golden eyes all starring at me. Jasper held my hand and I found my head in hest chest again; tears continued to flow.
"I'm… so… sorry… I… didn't… know… I… saw… it…"
I'm surprised they managed to work out what I was saying in between sobs. I slowly looked up to Jasper's face; he looked confused. I looked up to his golden eyes.
"Jasper… I'll do it"
He stared shocked at my dream was wrong; maybe he never wanted me to become a vampire but then I had that dream; me and his family together; me like them; beautiful and golden eyed. Maybe Carlisle persuaded his mind when Jasper asked. The one called Edward was starring at me; like I was mad maybe I was. I hated these dreams all they've ever done is mess up my life!
"You saw Jasper talking to Carlisle didn't you? have you really had them all your life?"
I was now the one who starred at him; I didn't say that out loud did I?Edward shook his head.
"I can read minds; is it true?"
I just slowly nodded my head; he murmured something to Carlisle; he looked at me then nodded at him.
"NO! FOR GODSAKE NO NOT ANOTHER HUMAN IN HERE!"
A beautiful blonde girl burst through the door; she glared at me then crouched; before I knew it Jasper; Edward and Carlisle were crouching in front of me and I found myself in Esme's arms.
"Rosalie; either leave or deal with it!"
Carlisle was firm with her and she stood up and joined the big muscular one; Emmett in the corner of the room. She never stopped glaring at me though. Jasper came back to me but knelt by my side. He looked like he was thinking of what to say. But Carlisle spoke first.
"Well Alice it seems that these dreams you have maybe a gift. Now we must talk about how were going to deal with our secret; you see Alice we try and blend in with the humans we're not like most vampires we're…"
I cut him off; of course they weren't like most vampires.
"Vegetarians"
I finished his sentence and they all stared at me shocked; I felt blood rushing to my face oh just great I'm blushing. Luckily I wasn't as bad as Bella; she blushed from the littlest thing. Edward stared at me again.
"You know her?"
He asked me as a smile spread across his face. I just nodded; she's my sister I thought directly to him. He nodded and smiled even more. I turned back to Jasper.
"Jasper I'll do it; I want you to do it. I'm in love with you Jasper Hale"
He looked at Carlisle and he nodded at him; Jasper's eyes turned back to me they looked pained.
"Alice; I don't know… I can't control myself"
I looked around; everyone was having separate conversations giving us some privacy. I placed my hands on both sides of his face and slowly he leaned in until his lips were on mine. I forgot about his family until I heard a whistle and broke free; everyone was now starring at us I smiled and Jasper hugged me close then silently whispered into my ear.
"I love you Alice Swan"
There was suddenly a violent knock at the door.
