(A/N: READ THE BOTTOM!

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The next day at school passes fairly quickly I talked to my mom about the clubs and what she said didn't help me at all.

Flashback

I woke up in the morning and after I got ready and rushed downstairs I talk to my mom. I see her making something on a pan and she turns around after hearing my steps.
"Hey honey, good morning," she says while handing me a plate of bacon and pancakes
"Good morning," I murmur drowsily
"Hey mom?," I ask
"Yes,"
"If you had to choose one trait to live by for the rest of your life what would it be?"
"Well you are going to have to be more specific than that," she replies
"Okay. So between being brave, selfless, smart, kind or honest, what would you be,"
"Definitely bra- selfless," she replies quickly "oh and by the way can you stay over at a friends house today? I have a special meeting today and I can't have any noise."
It was slight, but I definitely heard her slip,she was about to say brave, then changed to selfless, I wonder why.
"Oh. Okay mom I will ask my friend, I am headed to school now, bye!" I shout walking out the door. That was weird.

Flashback end

I am walking to my car after school, just thinking about my choice and what happened today. Four looked ready to murder someone all day, and whenever I talked to him his whole face softened, but then right after gym, this cheerleader, I think her name was Lauren or something, and Four, were against his lockers kissing, I felt heart broken but I don't know why, Peter is my boyfriend. I shouldn't be jealous, no, I feel happy that Four has a girlfriend now, at least I think I do. Suddenly I feel a hand on my shoulder and I jolt and scream a little.
I turn around and there is Peter with a smirk on his face. I laugh a little and say...
"Whew, it is just you is there anything you need?" I ask
"No not really, I was just wondering if you wanted to come over today?" He asks, he seems a little nervous but not too much.
I review my schedule in my head thinking if I have anything, oh wait, it is Friday, and my mom said I couldn't bother her, perfect, I can finish my plan, I have been ignoring Peter all day, he is so creepy and I saw him flirting with other girls. The only reason I was with him was because I wanted to feel what it was like to have a boyfriend, or someone to love, but I know now that I can never find that with Peter.
"Sure I will come over, I will just follow you," I reply
"Great thanks," he says and kisses me.
I wipe my mouth once he is gone and I hop in my car and follow his car to his house. We make our way inside and into his room and I wait for him the get the snackes. As I am waiting I decide to text Christina

T- hey!
C- hey! Wassup!
T- nothin much, just hanging with Peter
C- really, I still don't like him, why are you with him anyway?!
T- I just like the feeling of having a boyfriend that's all.
C- so you chose Peter?!
T- yeah
C- are you going to break up with him soon? Because he is a backstabbing player.
T- that is none of your business. Bye.

And right before I turn of my phone Peter walks in with a plate of crackers, and cheese, and some sandwiches and chips.
"Who are you texting?" He asks curiously as he pops a cracker in his mouth.
"Christina" I reply simply
"What were you talking about," he says while sitting down in the bed really close too me.
"You,"
"What about me?"
"Oh nothing, she was just saying how she doesn't want me dating you and..." That you are the biggest player in school.
"And what?"
"Nothing nothing, anyway what do you want to do?"
He just smirks and leans in. Soon I feel big, chapped lips on mine. I kiss back but I really want to only talk, he is always kissing me and I don't like it. I kiss back otherwise he will get suspicious. Why? Because I want to break up with him, now. I pull back, one reason for air and the other to talk.
But he just pulls me back in and grabs my arms and puts them around his neck, he starts leaning forward more and eventually I am laying on my back, I slide my hands to his chest and push him back a little, but that doesn't help at all. He just groans and kisses harder with his arms pushing the bed in opposite sides of my head, I groan in displeasure but he gets the wrong hint and smirks against my lips, kissing me harder. I just stop kissing him all at once and he kisses my neck.
"Peter," I struggle under his touch
"Peter," i say again more louder
He groans and kisses me again and pulls my shirt up. I grab his hands and pull them off but then he grabs my breasts and that's when I break. I jump and he holds me down to a point where I can't move. I bring my leg up from under him and knee his butt, he grunts but he stopped kissing me so I take this time to elbow him in the face he gets knocked off the bed so i jump up and make a run for it. He grabs my ankle and I kick him in the stomach, while he is holding his stomach I say what I wanted to say all this time.
"We're done,"
Then I storm out of his house and run into my car, I don't want to go home, my mom will probably call the police. So I just drive to a park that I found out about when I first moved here and I was getting used to this place, I just drove around and found this place, almost no one comes here and the people who do are old couples or they are lost. I am pretty sure my mom's meeting won't be done now so I will just stay here until she calls me. I park the car and I hop out and walk in the park, I just walk around looking for somewhere to sit and soon I find a bench that no one sits in, I sit there and that's when I let the tears fall, if I didn't take any self defense classes then I would have gotten... Oh god... Raped... I hope my mother's meeting ends soon I just want to snuggle in my bed and sleep this off. I take out my drawing book and begin to draw something random, it starts out as just a few lines but soon 15 minutes later I take a look and I see a wolf howling on a cliff top with wind blowing its fur I just stare at it while a few more drops of tears fall on the paper.
"That's a really good drawing you know,"
I look up to see who could have said that and I am met with the big brown eyes of my best friend.
I sniffle and reply,
"Thanks I was just messing around."
"What's wrong?" Christina asks
I look at her confused, trying to hide the fact I have been crying.
"Oh come on I saw you crying, come on, you can tell me," she says as she sits next to me on the bench.
I put my drawing book away while making a mental to color it later.
"I was just at Peter's house, and um, we broke up," I say while trying to act sad
"You're lying," she says flatly
"What? No I am not, we did break up."
"Ya but there is something else, what else happened,"
"Nothing,"
"Lies,"
"Nothing. Happened."
"This is not the end of this,"
"Oh I think it it is,"
"UGH. Fine our group of friends are having a sleepover at my house today, what to come, we could use my poooooolllll." She says exaggerating the pool, because she knows how I love swimming.
I think about it then reply, "Who all is going to be there?,"
"Out regular group if friends, Zeke, Shauna, Uriah, Marlene, Me, Will, and hopefully you."
Hmmmmm, I feel like someone is missing, wait, she never said Four. Maybe he is not our friend anymore? I say yes anyway because I want to go swimming.

LATER THAT DAY
I am walking up to Christina's door and then knock. A flushed Christina opens the door with a big smile and then greets me with a hug. I step inside and put my stuff in her room then come downstairs to meet everyone in our gang, right as I sit in the couch the door knocks again. Maybe Christina ordered pizza?
She walks up to the door and Four comes in, with a bag of stuff. GREAT.

(A/N: I AM SOOOOOOO SORRY I DIDN'T UPDATE! I am truly sorry, I was India, and then school started, and to be honest, I wasn't feeling like writing, PLEASE DON'T HATE ME! I will try and update a little more often, please keep reading my story!)