My 5 year old sister was playing on my laptop and I had accidently left the story open and she pressed delete story but THANK GOD my computer asked her to confirm it so she didn't do it in time but I almost had a heart attack O_e...
Warning: Beware of 2 pretty awkward phone calls where the words "I'm gay" are uttered XD
Antonio sat in his basement still a bit confused. When his mother had asked where Lovino had gone a little disappointed she never got to meet this new friend Antonio was constantly raving about Antonio hung his head and muttered "He walked home". Both Gabriel and a pretty furious Juan had questioned him about it but Antonio refused to budge. There had been a cold tone in his voice when he was talking to Lovino and he hadn't liked it at all. He was maybe just a little bit angry. He had liked cuddling so closely to his friend as odd as it sounded and he had loved spending so much time with Lovino since school started. Lovino was pissy and mean sometimes but Antonio could tell Lovino didn't hate him or anything. This time Antonio wasn't so sure.
This entire fight was stupid and confusing. He had managed to get Lovi mad at him in less than a minute...Antonio wished he'd said something to keep his friend in his house so he didn't currently have to be worried about it. He had called his friend a total of 32 times before he figured he was just getting annoying and an annoyed Lovi would be even less likely to forgive him.
Antonio sighed sitting in his room. That whole thing was like way out of hand. He shouldn't have gotten mad it's totally normal for someone to not want to be hugged by someone. Especially someone as annoying as Antonio knew Lovino found him. He should have acted more normal and maybe no forced Lovino into being is friend. Oh my god what if Lovino didn't even want to be his friend anyways...
Why did that thought hurt so much?
Antonio had lost friends before, who hadn't. Sometimes he even felt like he was growing apart from Gilbert and Francis and they were his closest friends...But this boy, who he met when he was little, played with for a week and then reunited with a month ago and said boy didn't even realize it...And yet he felt a sharp pain in his chest everytime he tried to picture Lovino not waiting for his grumbling about having to save a seat on the bus. The idea of it just made Antonio want to start crying. Lovino...
He blinked a couple times and stared at himself in the mirror.
Had he ever taken an interest in girls? At all? He didn't think so. Closest he'd ever gotten to liking a girl was this girl from Belgium named Bella who was in his 5th grade class but he never grew the balls to ask her out or anything so she start dating some other kid Antonio wasn't completely sure who. His mother had always told him she'd love him even if he was gay and if Antonio's slightly disturbing chain of thought was correct Antonio Fernandez Carriedo, one of the best soccer players since 1st grade, always the fastest kid in the class, 1/3 of one of the most troublesome groups in the school...was gay...Antonio knew that maybe it shouldn't be such a surprise. Gil and Francis were gay and had known for quite some time, Antonio even used to tease them about getting together themselves which had always grossed the pair out quite a bit. Gilbert always shrieked and stated it would be like marrying Ludwig. Antonio smiled slightly at the memory.
W-Wait...
Why had he come to this realization when he was thinking about Lovino...?
N-No...Oh crap...
Antonio was in love with Lovino.
Gilbert and Francis hadn't spoken since Francis had gone home. Gilbert was pretty lonely. Toni was busy with his own stupid Lovi problems and Gilbert's other friends Elizabeta and Roderich had just started dating and if you've ever been around a lovey dovey couple for very long then your lucky because it is one of the top ten things Gilbert finds incredibly annoying. The Albino doubted he'd be able to survive this unawesomely boring Sunday. He sighed, at least he had won Birdie with Francis yesterday. Francis was many things but Gilbert doubted he'd break that, plus Francis was a good guy contrary to popular belief so Gilbert had no doubt he'd find someone. Of course nobody better than Birdie because the Prussian was convinced there was nobody better than the Canadian in all the world.
Still Gilbert was lonely...
He sighed, Birdie had given Gilbert his phone number a few days ago at school...Maybe Gilbert could just suck up all those stupid teenage fears and be the awesome person he was. Which did include talking to Birdie without freezing up. Gilbert shouldn't be acting like some stupid girl or something, lately whenever he'd talked to Matthew he'd gotten some sort of jittery fear that just made the Prussian mad. He was awesome not scared of stupid shit like talking to the boy he had a crush on.
He picked up his cellphone and almost immediately Antonio called.
Gilbert mumbled something that may have been 'thank the lord' or 'fuck you Toni'...or maybe both...and picked up the phone.
"Hey Tonio what's up?" Gilbert asks
"Gilbert...I'm gay"
Needless to say that was a pretty fun conversation
"Wait your gay?" Gilbert exclaims "But you had a crush on Bella and stuff so I thought you were straight or maybe bisexual but-"
"That wasn't a real crush" Antonio mutters
"Well how did you find out?" Gilbert questions "You have to find out because of someone like I found out because I had a crush on you and-"
"Wait you had a crush on me"
"Whaaaaat no way"
"But you just said-"
"Let's move on shall we!" Gilbert says nervously
"OK..." Antonio says slightly freaked out "And I have a crush on Lovi"
"Oh wow that's going to be difficult" Gilbert laughs "Having a crush on a friend is going to make things a million times more awkward"
"What!" Antonio exclaims "I don't want anything to be awkward after Lovi forgives me!"
"What?"
"You got into a fight with him?"
"Yep. Then I realized I loved him"
"Toni...No offense...BUT WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU THINKING!"
Lovino woke up Sunday morning a bit annoyed. Feli and Mr. Vargas had gone to church without him, whether it was to simply let him sleep or because they had forgotten him Lovino didn't know but the Italian was still pissed off. He didn't even like church that much but it would still be an OK distraction.
Instead Lovino decided to distract himself by calling Alfred.
"LOVINO THANK GOD!" the American shouted the second Lovino called
"H-How did you pick up the phone so fast bastard!" Lovino exclaimed
"I was about to call you anyways!" Alfred exclaims terrified
"Why?" Lovino asks "What did you do? Are we going to get in trouble with the police again?"
"That was only partly because you befriended the leader of the Italian mafia on Facebook..." Alfred muttered "And no it's nothing like that"
"Then what's wrong idiot?" Lovino asks
"This is going to be kinda awkward..."
"What?"
"I'm gay"
Lovino dropped the phone in shock.
About half a minute later he recovered and picked it up.
"...Your gay?" Lovino questioned
"Y-Yeah..." Alfred's voice shook
"How do you know...?" Lovino asks quietly
"I just woke up" Alfred said in a deadly serious voice
"How does that mean your gay?" Lovino asks
"Well you see I had a dream...About Arthur...and I..." Alfred's voice is getting softer and softer which is honestly a strange occurrence "...Kissed him..."
"I...Uh...Oh..." Lovino says quietly "...M-Maybe it was just a dream"
He heard the discomfort in Alfred's voice "No...Lovi...I'm gay and I like Alfred"
Lovino doesn't respond for a few minutes "I...Alfred I don't care, it's fine, you'll be fine"
"What if Arthur isn't gay though?" Alfred whines
"Your a brilliant person don't worry" Lovino growls
"Haha Lovi you do care" Alfred laughed
"N-No bastard I just don't want you to be all depressed" Lovino shouts
"That means you care"
"Shut up bastard"
