My afternoon was filled with unanswered questions and I noticed how they all linked to Dan. I tried to find a way to get myself out of this continuous cycle of thoughts by making more videos, but since my soulmate counter was on my dominant hand, it became a constant reminder of Dan. Absolutely nothing I did could stop me from thinking about Dan's huge smile when he was talking to Charlie Macdonnell. I tend to dwell on Dan's smile a lot, but it's just that the way he looked at Charlie...It looked as if all his dreams had come true, and I felt a bit sad that wasn't apart of them. Not that I ever expected to be a part of them in the first place, but it still hurt to know the truth.

And then there's the pain in my chest when I watched then talk to each other. To my surprise, Dan felt the same way as well, so whatever was going on with our bodies, we might have passed it on to each other. I glanced at Dan as he ate his lunch on the table opposite to me while browsing his phone. He was giggling, but I couldn't tell who he was talking to, or what he was looking since the back of his phone was facing me.

"Who are you talking to? Charlie Macdonnell?" I asked, a bit too bluntly for a casual conversion starter.

"No...Just..." He laughed for a while, and then flashed his phone at me. "These comparisons of Sherlock and a beaver are just…" He chuckles.

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I looked at his phone and once I saw the picture that he was looking at; I immediately felt bad for assuming something it to be else. I faked a laugh to hide my guilt, although it didn't change the fact that I was clearly worried about him talking to Charlie. Dan pulled his phone back and raised an eyebrow at me.

"Why did you mention Charlie? That was very specific of you, Phil."

I flinched slightly. "N-No particular reason..." I wanted to change the subject fast. His tweet was the first thing that came to my mind. "Oh yeah, Dan, What was that tweet about?" I asked him, hoping to know more about the chest pains in the process.

He didn't look at me and kept browsing on his phone. "I was talking about my soulmate."

"Oh..." Was all I could say; did he just bluntly imply that it was about me?

"Why are you asking? What with you today Phil?" I could tell that he was slightly irritated, or rather, suspicious of me and I didn't know how to respond.

What was wrong with me? I looked at my wrist and wiped my thumb across the surface of my soulmate counter. How long as it been since I've dwelled this much on these numbers like this?

"I don't know either...Dan." I told him. He could tell that the drastic change in the tone in my voice, so he looked up to face me. "Sometimes I don't get it myself, but when I'm with you it's like ants to a sugar cube." He looked at me in confusion.

"Ants to a sugar cube?" He asked me sarcastically.

"Yeah, the sugar cube stands tall, but it eventually gets overtaken by the ants until all that's left are the ants." Dan continues to look confused, but I think that he gets the point.

"So...Am I the ants?"

"Yeah."

"And you're the sugar cube?"

"..." I turn away from his face and get up since I was getting uncomfortable to admitting things that I didn't fully understand myself. "I wonder how my Youtube Channels doing right now…"

"Phil." Dan gets up as well, walking behind me. "By any chance, did your chest ever hurt when you watched me talk to Charlie Macdonnell?"

"Wait...How did you…"

He grips onto his chest. "Is it an aching feeling that you feel, and you don't know why it's there but at the same time you're constantly bothered by someone you shouldn't be bothered by?"

"How did you know all of that?!"

He stayed quiet for a moment. "Because I felt the same way about you." He stepped closer to my face looked at me straight in the eye. "Don't let my hopes up Phil, do you feel the same or don't you?" Out of habit, I was going to look at my wrist again to contemplate my thoughts but Dan grabs it and covers up the numbers. "Forget about that whole 'Soulmate' Bullshit for now Phil, I don't need a couple of zeros to prove my feelings for you."

I pursed my lips. I didn't understand how Dan could just accept things so easily, always going along with the flow but at the same time always managing to control the situation. While for me...I was always denying the things that I didn't want to come out and admit to myself, and as a result always end up running away. I decided that there was one other way that I could test my feelings for Dan, and I knew that this one method was effective, but risky. I mentally pushed away my pride and dignity and turn to Dan's back, wrapping my arms around his waist. My heart immediately reacts, and starts to thump louder through my chest.

"Let's...Experiment." I told him.

"Wait-wha-" He stuttered nervously, catching onto the situation quickly.

"It can't hurt right? This way I'll be able to confirm whether or not I like you, and I'll be able to fix your little problem in the process."

Dan chuckles. "What are you planning to do, Phil?"

He was right, what WAS I planning to do? The furthest experience that I've had with a homosexual relationship is through a couple of friends and accidently stumbling across some fanart of us. I let go of his waist and pulled his face in my direction.

"Dan, I just want to let you know that I've never done this to Janet."

"What are you talking about-"

I hushed his confused voice by pressing my lips against his, and watched as his face turned a shade redder every second passing. I then pull us apart so that we could have a breather from the kiss, and watched as Dan covered his face with his hand to hide his blush. I looked away as well, because I wanted to brace myself for a bit. My heart was thumping louder than ever, and I could feel that my face was burning up as well. I gently brushed my fingers over my lips. That…Didn't feel as bad as I assumed that it would've. This was embarrassing to admit but it was best kiss that I'd had so far and I knew that my body wanted more because of well…reasons.

"Was…The kiss bad?" I asked Dan. Why was I the one asking this?

"No, it wasn't." Dan responds. "I have no idea what Lucy was talking about."

I chuckled. "She didn't appreciate receiving a kiss from the Amazing Phil." I knew that I couldn't just leave things this way, with Dan questioning whether or not what I just did actually meant anything to me, so I decided to put his thoughts at ease. "Oh yeah, Dan?"

"Hmmm?"

"I like you."

I closed the door to my room and didn't even turn around to see his reaction. I knew Dan well, so that I know right now, how big the grin on his face was. The loud "YESSSS!" I heard through the walls of my room pretty much confirmed all of my thoughts about Dan.

A/n: I hope you enjoyed the censored version! The story continues on from the smut version, since that was what I had planned, so to give you a brief idea about what they did to not confuse you in the next chapter, I'm just going to say that they got *really* "Touchy" XD