Cameron drove off, I kept my arms around Kat the entire drive to his house as the car speakers filled with the We Stitch These Wounds album. I sang along softly into Kat's ear and soon that beautiful smile that I saw from her earlier came back. As soon as we got to Cameron's house I took her to the bathroom and put some hydrogen peroxide on her cuts. At first she was very hesitant when it came to giving me her arm, but I told her that if she didn't she wouldn't feel any better, since on the way here she was mumbling about her wrist stinging. I took her arm, it wasn't hard to not notice all of the cuts and scars up her arm. I wanted to cry, and in fact I did get a bit teary.

"I thought you said that you wouldn't be here without Cam."

"I wouldn't, I tried to kill myself, but he called 911." Kat pulled her arm back away from me.

"And this was?"

"Nine months ago."

"Pills or?"

"Why do you care so much?" She tried to walk out, but I grabbed her right wrist and held her back against the door.

"Because I care for you, and I want to help." I looked into her eyes, I really did care, and I really did want to help.

After a moment of silence she spoke, and pushed me back a little "Fine if you must know." She sat down and tried really hard not to cry. "Remember when I told you what happened a year ago with Dominic?" I nodded my head, just wanting to listen to her, and let her do all the talking. "Well when he cheated on me, I was also pregnant, which is why I took it so hard when I walked in with her on top of him." Oh shit, that had to be really hard, well I wouldn't know, but damn. "I didn't get a chance to tell him, and after I did, Candice kept saying I was lying, trying to get Dom to not believe me, and it was three months of going back and forth about it, if I should even bother to fight for him and keep it, and Cam told me to keep it, but my parents already hated me enough they would have kicked me out if they found out, and I wanted to just end everything, so I stabbed myself repeatedly, wanting to kill the baby and myself, and that's when Cam called 911, my parents found out and kicked me out, so I moved here with Cam, and then the whole school found out I was pregnant, and Candice made up some bullshit story about me and a random guy, and of course everyone believed her, and even though I've only ever been with Dom and he knew that, he still went along with that story and fuck! Andy I hate you." At that point she broke down crying again.

I put my arms around her to comfort her, I really didn't know how bad it was until she told me the full story. "I'm so, sorry. Say that you hate me, but I know deep down inside that you don't. Cameron is right, he's too late to apologize to you, don't give him your time."

"That's the thing Andy, I know that, but I still have feelings for him, I can't sleep, without having nightmares at least once a month, about him and that baby I never had. My heart is telling me to listen to him and let him apologize, but my brain tells me he's not worth my time."

"You can let him apologize, you can forgive, but you don't have get back with him if you think he's gonna hurt you again, and if he doesn't make you happy."

I calmed her down from her crying again, and wiped her eyes. We got out and went into the living room where the others were drinking orange soda and playing uno.

"Why'd you guys start without me?" I pouted and sat on the couch next to Matt, pulling Kat onto my lap.

"Cause you were too busy with Kat doing God knows what in the bathroom." Ashley teased as everyone in the room looked at us.

"Matt don't give me that look." I glared at Matt

"Yeah it wasn't like that, I swear." Kat spoke up and got off of my lap, walking around the couch and sitting on Cameron's instead.

After that game of uno finished Kat and I joined the next round, we played a few rounds and then played Monopoly. I was having lots of fun, but I couldn't help but notice how Kat would look at me, and how Cameron would look at Kat looking at me. Something more was going on, and I was going to get to the bottom of it.