Hey guys I wanted to write at this time because this is bothering me too much, I cant sleep, so here goes this chapter. This chapter just explains more of stuff because I already explained what happened.
I always liked Applebloom, and I want to be with her forever. There is a few problems with that plan. One she hates me now, and two she has a coltfriend. I hate that coltfriend because he was so mean to me and nice to everyone else. So were Applebloom's friends. The main problem is her coltfriend, Featherweight. He is an asshole and treats Applebloom "with respect" now I'll admit I did kid around to "do it", but Applebloom didn't care I was kidding. The main thing I'm worried about at this point is I might never recover from this. The one year anniversary for when Applebloom and I dated is coming fast, and so is the Aniiversary of Applebloom and Featherweight. Applebloom told me that Featherweight is different. She doesn't know why though.
I used to like Featherweight, he was a nice guy. Then he became so mean to me when he dated Applebloom. I know he was just waiting and just took the chance on her. Whats worse is that not even a week later, He bought her a necklace thaa shows when they started dating, like they know they will love each other forever. Now this may seem like a cute love story if all this never happened and it's not me there.
I could be in that position of Featherweight, but circumstances proved otherwise. One Applebloom never told me anything while we dated and just let it fall apart. Two she never gave me a second chance to fix things after she said what was wrong. Three she started dating a douche. What makes all this unfair is that i only dated her a month and they are going about nine or ten months when I used to matter the most to her. Another thing to note if I haven't already is the fact that when Applebloom's friends bullied me, even right in front of her, she did nothing but say stop once or twice. When I tell her that her friends and coltfriend are assholes, she never talks to me again, which is just annoying.
I am also scared I will never fix things and get another chance with Applebloom, not as a friend but a lover too. I don't want her to be with that douche, I want her safe, but she is preventing that. She says she made up her mind to never talk to me again, but does once in a while to help with Flash Sentry. I told her about all my readers, and what you guys think. Applebloom doesn't care, she thinks her friends are right because they want me to stop talking to her period, while all you guys are giving me tips to fix this thing. I don't want to give names out but soon I will start to give out names to hate or tell Applebloom to come back. Please, if you have anything, ANYTHING, on how to get Applebloom and I dating or being friends, please tell me as soon as you can. This hurts me too much to keep going on like this.
There please help i'm writing now out of my feelings and sadness. This isn't all whats going on, the rest is too much to type right now. If ypu want to read more stories non about me i just started a story callled War of Pain, go read it, and please help.
