01/22/2012

The car ride back to my place was silent. I still cant believe that all Jade wants is time. I find myself to be a pretty patient person, right? Yes I am. I deserve to wait because I hurt her pretty bad. The worst part is that I don't even remember the girls name that I cheated on Jade with. I have to stop thinking about what happened at that party. It makes me want to go back and never show up there. When Jade pulled up to my place I quickly got out and unbuckled Mason from his car seat and carried him to the front door of my parents house. Jade was following right behind us. My mom was waiting at the door with her arms wide open to take Mason.

I handed him to her which made her face light up. I still cant get over the fact that while Jade was pregnant I wasn't even able to see her outside of school and unless I went to Cat's house.

"How is grandmas boy." My mother cooed to Mason.

I waited for Jade to enter the house before shutting the door behind her. We followed my mother into the main living room and sat on opposite sides of the couch. She sat on the left and I on the right. My mother held Mason in her arms while sitting in the recliner on the other side of the room that was facing the couch.

Mason started to stir in my mothers arms which made Jade uncomfortable. I saw the way how she shifted in her seat. I could tell that she wanted to take Mason out of my mothers arms and hold him all to her self. She was very protective over him and rarely let anyone hold him except for me of-course.

"So you guys need a plan in order for this to work." My mother sighed finally getting Mason to quiet down in her arms.

"What do you mean by a plan?" Jade asked shooting her gaze towards my mother.

"Well I know that Beck and you are no longer together the way that you used to be because you moved out of the RV. So you guys need to figure out what you are going to do about this little one. He is the main priority in this situation. Who will keep him on this night and on that night? You guys need to decide that because sadly Jade you just cant keep Mason all to your self like you did this weeken-"

"I was never going to do that." Jade quickly interrupted my mothers speech.

"Still Jade you need a plan.'' My mother reasoned. "Where are you keeping him during the day now?"

"Oh, he will be staying here during the day like we originally planed.'' I decided to chime in.

"Well you guys have on part of your plan figured out. Now who will keep him on during the night and on which days. Also you need to divide supplies and between your place Jade, and Beck's."

"Well I think I should keep him at night since he is going to be over here during the day anyway." Jade said sounding kind-of pissed off. She really wasn't happy discussing this with my mother and I could tell. Her eyes were narrowed and her jaw was clenched. I wanted to move closer to her and rub her thigh, it always calms her down.

"Jade, Beck will be at school during the day so that means that he wont get to see him as much as you do. I think that you should alternate meaning Beck gets him tonight and you can pick him up tomorrow and keep him at night and then so on and so on."

"Whoa! I'm not agreeing to this. I think that Beck and I should figure out who keeps him on what days. I mean we are his parents and your just his grandma who didn't want nothing to do with him until he was born." Yep she is mad.

"How about you and I work this out on our own then. You have to take me to get my car so we will talk then. So how about you let Mason spend the night here tonight and will figure everything out later?" I said turning my head to Jade who mumbled fine.

Mason stared to cry which meant that he was hungry. Jade automatically got up and grabbed him from my mom. she then vanished angrily into the hall way bathroom to feed him. She hates breast feeding with other people in the room.

"So I guess your whole plan to get her back didn't work huh?" My mother said when she heard the bathroom door shut.

"No mom it didn't, but she told me to give her time."

"So what does that mean?"

"I don't know. I just have to get her trust me again"

"Well that's good. You really have to work hard,okay?"

"I know mom. I just don't like the idea of us having to swap Mason back and forth between us. I asked Jade if she wanted to move back in, but in the room that Mason has in here."

"Well what did she say?"

"She said that it would be all to fast for her to move back in knowing that its only been three days since.." I killed the sentence right there. I didn't need another lecture on being a good boyfriend. I heard the bathroom door open and about three seconds later Jade came out with a now full Mason on in her arms. She had him in the burping position and I couldn't help but smile at her. She looked so beautiful with our son in her arms.

"Are you ready now Jade." I said remembering getting of the sofa.

"Sure why not." she spoke sarcastically.

"How about you guys let me keep Mason while you go back. That way no distractions."

Jade glared at my mom but then she whispered in Mason's ear an I love you and kissed his black hair. I came up in front of her and grabbed him.

"Daddy will be right back." I kissed the same spot that Jade did and handed him over to my mom.

When Jade and I got out into the drive way she climbed into the passenger side which meant that I was driving. I decided not to go straight to the daycare center but instead to the park so we could work this whole thing out between us.

Ten minutes later we were at the park sitting on out favorite bench. I sat on the far right and she sat on the far left just like earlier with my mom.

"Jade I don't like this." I sighed completely turning my head in her direction. She was staring off into the distance with her eyes narrowed in.

"Can we just go get you car because I'm tired and I want to go home. It will be my first night ever with out Mason tonight and I just don't want to deal with anything right now.

"Jade please back there was in front of my mom. Now it is just us so can we just try to work something out."

"I'm now moving into that house with your mother." She said moving her gaze to meet mine.''

"Jade please? I don't want Mason to be split up between us."

"Beck I cant be in the same place with you for more then five seconds with out thinking about-" she stopped her self fast. I really did fuck us up.

"I'm sorry Jade." I whispered while sliding loser to her. My arm was now behind her shoulders and she didn't move.

"Can you just tell me one thing." I said meeting her gaze again. I saw Mason in her eyes and I couldn't help my self from smiling.

"What?" she pursed her lips in my direction.

"Do you still love me?"

she broke her gaze and looked down at her hands that were resting in her lap and sighed.

"I wouldn't be asking for time if I didn't love you idiot." She looked back up at me.

" I love you to. Then are we on a break or what?"
"Were not together anymore if that's what your asking."

"Okay so how does this whole time thing work then?"

"When I'm ready to trust you again which I don't know how long that will take I'll let you know. Now can you please just go pick up your car so I can go home."

"Wait we still have to decide who keeps Mason on what nights and what about the weekeneds?"

"How about I keep him two nights at a time and then you keep him two nights at a time." I nodded my head in agreement. Jade then started laughing to her self.

"What is so funny?"

"We are turning into an exact replica of my parents." I held my head down feeling sorry. Jades one wish was to never turn out like her parents and here we are.


Hey guys I have to hurry this up because I have to get to school. But thanks for all the reviews last chapter and keep them coming. Im going to start updating this story at least once a week like FOOTLOOSE. Im also working on a new story which I hope to have up soon. It would change my style of writing but Im excited. I love you all! I would love you guys even more if I would leave me a nice review of what you thought of this chapter and anything else. Did you hate? Did you like it? Would you like to see something? Leave it all in a review. i would love to get up to 15 more reveiws, but ten is god too. they really inspire me to update faster:)

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