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Moment of truth has arrived... Tanya's secret is revealed!


Edward's Pov

I walked away. Not turning back to look at her. How could she think she wouldn't be a good friend to me? She was so pure and lovely I couldn't think of anyone better to cherish and ... no, she was right. I couldn't be just friends with her, I would probably want more and more everytime I'm with her.

I stormed into my room trying to work out what she had said to me. How could she possibly a bad friend to me? Wouldn't it be the other way around? I wanted so much more to this friendship. Hell, I want to have a relationship with her.

"Baby, you in here?" I could reconized her voice from a mile away. I wasn't in a good mood, I was tired, fustrated and annoyed.

"Tanya, why are you here? how are you here?" I asked

"Umm.. I was about to come and talk to you, but you stormed off so I followed you back to your room."

"No, I meant here" I was motioning with my arms "Here, this ship."

"Well, you see I wanted to surprise you and when I saw the cruise broucher on your desk. I booked a ticket and came." Tanya was battering her eyes, I automatically knew she was lying.

For the years I learnt a lot about Tanya, she was a nervous liar. She couldn't get past me. I am very good at reading people, but somehow the only person I can't read properly is Bella, that was also a reason I'm so intrigued to know about her.

"Tanya, I want the truth."

She sighed. "Fine, I got offered a job as an entertainer, a singer on this cruise and I won't be back to the States until the end of January."

"Why didn't you tell me? I thought we agreed we were going to Maryland together? Tanya what's going on?"

I couldn't comprehend what she was say.

"Edward, I've wanted to do this a long time, but you were always so great and I was so scared and I... I need to tell you something." I could see a single tear fall down her cheeks.

"You know how I was so distant in May?"

I nodded, I knew something wasn't right. Her eyes were clouded with tears and she started shaking. A massive lump formed in my throat, I knew this was going to be bad.

"I went to party with some friends one night, I had a couple of drinks and had some fun..." She swallowed hard, more tears started streaming down.

"Oh god, I...I was pressured Edward, I took a couple of pills, I thought they were fine... I ended up in the hospital, because I took one too many. I never knew it could do so much damage... and.. and..." She broke down.

"What is it Tanya? I'm sure we can fix it together." I couldn't comprehend what she was saying.

"That's the thing I can't fix anything anymore. Edward I was pregnant."

I felt like a bubble inside of me had just popped. I was stunned, completely shocked.

"Edward there was too much damage that night, I had to abort it."

It was like a slap in the face, salt rubbed into a flesh wound. I could not believe what I was hearing. I felt hurt because I felt Tanya betrayed me, I felt agonized knowing I could have been a father in less than half a year and most of all anger towards what Tanya did.

"I know there is no word to describe how sorry I am, I love you Edward." Second bombshell of the night.

"Tanya, I don't know what to say. You expect me to forgive you? You expect me to say I Love You back? and..and taking drugs? Really Tanya?... I" I didn't know what to say, all the words were stuck in my throat.

"I don't know who you are anymore. Aborting the child! Was it even mine?"

"Of course it was yours Edward, and you know that." She went silent after her outburst, and softly murmured.

"I guess I shouldn't have been so foolish to think that you would forgive me."

"Tanya, I'm sorry I can't love you. We could have been parents by the new year. Had our own lives down at Maryland, as well as a future. I don't think I could see past this."

"I understand, I think my subconscience told me we needed this break."

"No Tanya, I think we have to be realistic here. This is far bigger than a break." She blinked at me and looking confused.

"What I'm saying is that we shouldn't continue this relationship."

The tears were forming in her eyes, and she was blinking furiously to prevent them from falling.

"No Edward you're right. So I guess this is goodbye." She hesitantly came up and kissed me lightly on the cheek and brushed past me, heading towards the door.

"Goodbye Tanya." She looked at me and nodded. We had nothing left to say to each other. What was said and done were over now.

I collapsed on my bed, I tried to process everything that happened tonight, but all I could think of was Bella.


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