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Authors Note: Sorry I haven't updated in so long! I got some unfortunate news from the doctor's when I went this week and just haven't felt up to writing. I'm back now though! In this chapter Serena will be singing (Yes, singing) songs from Lana Del Rey. The songs are "Ultraviolence", "Ride", and "Body Electric" in that order. All the lyrics are Lana's and I take no claim in them. Also this chapter will be written in different points of view. Also there will be some mature material in here. Let me know if you like it this way or maybe if I leave these parts to the imagination? I'll put a warning before it for now.

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Serena's POV

Things have been going really good between Jax and I. The only thing still bothering me was that he was known for being a playboy, yet he hasn't even LOOKED at me in that way. I decided to call Gemma and ask her for advice. It seemed a little weird to be asking her this kind of question, but she knew Jax well and was in a happy marriage.

I called her and she picked up on the third ring. I knew she would be home alone because Jax had left to go to the clubhouse, which meant Clay would have left by now too. Besides that, it was a Friday night so Gemma wouldn't be working today since she had to make sure the party tonight would go over smoothly. "Hey honey. What's got you calling so early?" she asked worriedly.

"I'm worried Gemma. Jax doesn't seem interested in me anymore.." I trailed off. I already felt stupid asking her about this. "He comes home and eats then just goes to bed..." I heard her snort on the other side of the phone after a minute.

"Trust me honey. He still cares. He's probably just holding back." She was quiet for a minute and I heard the beeping of a cash register scanning an item. "Tell you what you need to do. Just wear something that will grab his eye tonight. If that doesn't work then you just show him what he's missing out on."

"Alright Gemma. I'll see you tonight." I hung up after we said our goodbyes. I glanced at the clock and saw that it was already 3PM. I took a look at myself in the mirror. I had a lot of work to do. I scanned my closet for an outfit that would make any guy drool. I finally settled on picking high-waisted black denim shorts, a white cropped halter top, and my red converse.

I got in the shower and made sure to use all my good smelling products. I needed to smell as good as I was going to look after all. I laughed and started humming in the shower. If my outfit didn't work the show I was going to put on would. I got out and it was already 4:30. I had spent an hour in the shower.

I started to put on my makeup. I didn't want to be too heavy with it because I knew that could be a turn off. After I had that done I put on my clothes. I let my hair air dry and then curled it. I brushed it out with my fingers so the curls were a bit more loose. I looked at the clock again. It was already almost 6. The parties usually started around 7 or 8.

I had just enough time to paint my nails and let them dry. I painted them a bright red knowing it would catch more attention. Red was also Jax's favorite color. After my nails dried I looked at the clock one last time, It was 6:30. I hurried and slipped on my socks and converse before I grabbed my keys. As I walked out the front door I heard the roar of a motorcycle engine.

I looked and saw Tig pulling up. When he stopped he looked me up and down. "You trying to stop someone's heart doll?" he laughed at his own joke as he continued to eye me. I knew Tig would help me get Jax's attention, but I figured I should ask first.

"Tiggy..." I batted my eyelashes at him. "Could you maybe help me catch Jax's attention tonight?" I smiled sweetly at him. I knew he wouldn't be able to resist. I was always close to all the guys and knew they would do anything for me, especially Tig.

"Ok doll." he sighed. "You're gonna get me in troule or killed one of these days." I smiled and hugged him. That's when I got my second idea. "Jax sent me here to see if you were coming tonight and to follow you there."

"How about you just give me a ride?" He handed me his spare helmet. I put it on and got on behind him. "Thanks Tig." I said and leaned forward holding onto him as we drove towards the clubhouse.

Jax's POV (5PM)

The party was gonna start in an hour. Part of me hoped Serena would show and the other part dreaded if she did. I had been trying to resist her to show her I was more serious. This wasn't just about how she looked. She wasn't a fling. Plus I feel like if her dad were alive he'd kill me.

Serena's dad always had me watch out for her. I felt guilty having her be my old lady now. Before I could think about it anymore my mom waled in. "Hey Ma." I gave her a hug and she handed me an envelope.

I looked down at it. "It's from Serena's dad. I never gave it to you because she had left town. Before that you never seemed interested in her. You should probably give it a read before the party." She walked off before I could reply. Great, more guilt to add on. This letter was probably telling me to stay away from Serena. I couldn't have been more wrong as I started to read though.

"Dear Jax, if your mom gave you this, it means you and my little bear are together. I want to let you know that you're the best man for her. You were a good kid and I know you'll be a better man. Don't over-complicate things, I know my daughter will do enough of that for you both."

I couldn't help but smile as I read that last part. He knew his daughter well. I hoped I became what he thought. I looked up to Serena's dad since he had been friends with my father as well. I continued to read.

"Protect my little bear. I'm sure she took your heart like she took mine. I know you will protect her. I know I can trust you. One last thing, don't feel guilty. You're both grown adults (I hope) and I know your mom will want grand babies just like I would have. Give my daughter a good life Jax."

I folded the letter back up just as some of the guys were coming in from their dorms. Some nodded at me and walked outside and others stood around the bar waiting for the party to start. "Hey Jackie boy!" I heard Chibs yell from outside. "The princess has just arrived… on the back of Tig's bike."

I got up and worked my way through the now larger crowd since the party was in gear. I finally came out in time to see Serena hand Tig his spare helmet back. Her outfit was enough to make my mouth water and go dry all at once.

She walked past everyone and I noticed all my brothers staring at her. I leveled them all with a glare and followed her in. When I walked in I noticed she was swaying to the music. The song playing was one of her favorites. "I had me a girl" by The Civil Wars.

I went and sat at the bar with Opie. "She's driving me nuts man." I told him and took a sip of the beer I had gotten. He laughed and shook his head.

"I think that's the whole point brother." I looked at him with a confused look and he pointed back towards the dance floor. She was now dancing with Tig. I knew I shouldn't be jealous. Tig would never act on it. I decided to let it go and went around the room talking to my brothers.

Not much time had passed. I kept my eye on Serena at all times. I made sure to stay away from crow eaters too. I didn't need her wrath right now. After everyone ate when the food came out I went and sat at one of the tables by the stage. I noticed there was nobody dancing which was strange.

That's when I saw Serena go up. If she thought dancing for everyone on stage was gonna fly she was wrong. Dancing with my brothers? Fine. Dancing FOR them, Hell no. I was about to get up when I noticed she was actually walking to the microphone instead. Was she gonna sing?

She had started her "set" by saying all these songs met something to her and that she related to them. She was looking directly at me. Was she trying to tell me something? The first song she sang she introduced as ultraviolence. I listened to the lyrics she sang and felt angry and upset.

"He hit me and it felt like a kiss

I can hear violins, violins

Give me all of that Ultraviolence

….

He hurt me but it felt like true love

Jim taught me that

Loving him was never enough

This is ultraviolence

Ultraviolence

Ultraviolence

Ultraviolence

I can hear sirens, sirens

He hit me and it felt like a kiss

I can hear violins, violins

Give me all of that Ultraviolence"

The song ended shortly after that. She looked upset and angry. I wanted to just hole her but she said she had two more songs to sing. The next song she sang felt like she was singing to me , about what was going through my head.

"Dying young and I'm playing hard
That's the way my father made his life an art
Drink all day and we talk 'til dark
That's the way the road doves do it, ride 'til dark

Don't leave me now
Don't say good bye
Don't turn around
Leave me high and dry

I hear the birds on the summer breeze, I drive fast
I am alone in the night
Been tryin' hard not to get in trouble, but I
I've got a war in my mind
I just ride
Just ride, I just ride, I just ride"

I never realized how amazing she could sing. I wondered if she ever wanted to do it professionally or if it was just her hobby. The last song she sang she dedicated to the club.

"Elvis is my daddy, Marilyn's my mother
Jesus is my bestest friend
We don't need nobody, 'cause we got each other
Or at least I pretend

We get down every Friday night
Dancin' and grindin' in the pale moonlight
Grand Ole Opry, feelin' alright
Mary prays the rosary for my broken mind

I sing the body electric
I sing the body electric, baby
I sing the body electric
I sing the body electric
Sing the body electric
Sing the body electric
I'm on fire
I sing the body electric"

She was dancing on stage while she sang now and it was driving me nuts. I wanted to pull her off, but I needed to let her finish this. The song ended not long after and she smiled at everyone. All my brothers and even the crow eaters were cheering and some were whistling.

I got up on stage and picked Serena up and carried her back to my dorm. She looked up at me in shock and I heard wolf whistles behind us. I quickly set her down by my door and unlocked it. I pulled her in before shutting and locking the door again.

WARNING: MATURE SCENE AHEAD

Serena's POV

I had gotten his attention but now I was nervous. We were in his room and I stood there while he took off his shirt. I bit my lip and stared at his chest biting my lip. I walked over and touched his chest and leaned up to kiss him. It became easier then. The lust had taken over.

He picked me up by the backs of my thighs and pushed me against the wall so I was trapped between him and it. It was a major turn on for me. I started kissing him harder and pulled my shirt off. He started kissing down my neck and a small moan escaped my throat.

He carried me over to the bed and laid me down on it. He slowly took the remainder of my clothing off. He was teasing me now and I was getting impatient. He went down on my body after y clothing was off and his head went between my legs.

I had never been on the receiving end of this before and it was amazing. He kissed my thighs gently and nibbled them before moving to my core and working his magic. He inserted two fingers in me and I moaned out his name. He sped up and I fell into my climax, HARD. I screamed his name and he crawled back up smiling and kissed me.

"I'm just getting started darlin'." He said before he shed the rest of his clothes and came back. He slowly entered me and waited for me to adjust. He was bigger than my ex. I tilted my head back and he kissed and nibbled my neck.

He began thrusting slow at first and then faster. We were both moaning and I know everyone in the dorms heard us. Luckily the music was still going outside so the WHOLE club couldn't hear. He thrusted faster as we got closer. I lifted my hips to meet his.

I could feel my insides burning. I was close to finishing and I could tell he was too because he was going faster. I kissed him as I finished not wanting everyone to hear. Jax climaxed right after me and dropped beside me. He wrapped his arms around me and we looked at each other smiling. "So, you ready to get my crow?"

"Yeah." I smiled and touched his face gently. "I think I want it on my wrist, so everyone can see it." He picked up my hand and lifted it to his mouth kissing where his crow would go. "Can we do it now?" I asked and he nodded.

We both got up and dressed and headed to where Happy set up for tattoos in the back room. I sat in front of him and smiled. "I'm here to get Jax's crow Hap." He gave me a small smirk and asked where I wanted it. I held my wrist out and explained to him what I wanted.

After an hour Happy had finished. It was exactly what I had wanted and I gave Happy a big hug. "Thanks Hap. It's amazing." He nodded at me and I grabbed Jax's hand and went out to the main room. There was only one thing left to do now.

I got up on a table and Jax stood beside me on the floor smiling up at me. "LISTEN UP!" I shouted above the music and it stopped along with all the chatter. I lifted my arm up high showing the crow on my wrist that was in an infinity symbol. "I just wanted everyone to know I'm Jax's old lady now." I said smiling and received multiple glares from crow eaters.

"If anyone has a problem with that..." I looked at the few who were still glaring "I'll be happy to solve your problem." Everyone started to cheer then except the few crow eaters who were still upset. Jax pulled me down off the table and people started to come congratulate us.