Penname: Alsper

Original or Derivative (fanfiction): Derivative

Rating/Warning(s)/Note(s): T - mainly sexual thoughts, no actual lemons or cussing. ;)

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Prompt: Binding Blurb - Virtue


I grew up knowing that sex and sexual thoughts were a sin. That is why so many people in my religion chose to live a chaste and celibate life. I wanted to live that life once too, my mother definitely wanted me to live it as well.

But I couldn't do it, for some reason the urges were harder for me to restrain. I tried to make myself think about other things, but then somehow something would trigger the memory of Lucy pressing her firm body against me, her soft lips against mine. It entranced me, taunted me, made me hungry for more.

I tried hard to be a virtuous young man, I went to church, I went to confession, I helped the poor and the elderly and didn't watch porn, read dirty magazines or even watch a dirty movie.

So why was it so hard for me to stop thinking about it? I tried to tell myself it was because of my hormones, but no other guy I knew seemed to be feeling this strongly about it. Emmett declared it was because I desperately needed to get laid, I argued with him about it but he stayed firm to his words, he was convinced once I had done the deed I would be less obsessed.

I didn't see how that could be possible, I was almost as obsessed with the idea of sex and becoming a little bit less virtuous as I was with Alice. Beautiful, perky, and insistent Alice. If she had her way I would've lost my virtue to her the first day we met.

I didn't know how I was going to hold on to my virtue while dating her, with each "date" we had, and every kiss it seemed to become less and less likely that I would end up making my mother or even God proud of me.

Not that God would be proud of me now anyway, but still.

I heard the sound of footsteps in the hall and noticed a slight frame walking towards me from the kitchen. Alice; her white shirt tied up exposing her navel while her sweatpants rode low showing off her very sexy hipbones.

I am so going to hell.


End note: Entirely new character, he seems like fun, huh? ;)