"Alice. I'm sorry I just can't hurt you anymore. You need to stay away from me. I'm sorry, I'm really sorry." he said and turned and left.

Those were his last words to me. I had stayed with the Cullens when he left because of how pregnant I was with the twins and then even after I stayed. They were the only family I had left. I never smiled any more except to the girls and then that was rare. Mine and Jasper's daughters. Arianna Marie and Destiny Maye. I loved my little girls, I just wish Jasper would come home.

I walked down stairs because the girls were gonna ask for some lunch and start whining when I didn't know. I would just take them to Subway.

"Mama! We're hungry." the said together." I sighed and picked up my keys. I nodded my head to my Porsche. They ran ahead, a spiting image of the way I use to be. Just before I got in I checked the future.

A blonde walked to the door reminiscing in the familiarity of the house and chuckled. He knocked on the door and smiled an apology when Esme opened the door.

Jasper was home. I ran back inside a scribbled a quick note and yelled for Esme to give it to Jasper when he asked for me.

"Oh and tell him you haven't seen me all day kay?" I yelled back. She nodded and I got into my porsche. The girls bounce in their car seats. I made it to subway in the nick of timeand somehow got the girls order just in time, before they started melting down.

"Cute kids you got there." said one of the workers cleaning of the table to our left. She turned fully.

"Dad working? she asked. I shook my head.

"No he left and I've been raising twins. Their dad took off before I could tell him I was pregnant." I said easily.

"Druggie?"

"No. He just needed to find himself. We got married after I turned eighteen, we were kinda young and didn't know what we had gotten ourselves into." I said softly shuddering slightly at the memory.

"Oh. I'm sorry." I looked at my watch. "Come on girls time to go home." I said gesturing to the door. I grabbed what was left of their sandwiches and herded them to the car. I drove as the girls started to play. I saw what Rose was going to yell, so when I got out I heard Rose and covered the girls ears. Then Rose really started up.

"You ungrateful bastered. You ruined her life and she was being suicidal when she had the girls. They very much nearly killed her. When you left you took the happy, bubbly Alice with you and you left a wreak. She stayed up every night crying herself to sleep, praying you would come back and she now she only smiles to the twins. You are so lucky Emmett is holding me back because I would rip your.."

"Don't Rose. I like it were it is. I know he did the stuff he did but please can you blame him," I said. I let go to the girls and walked forward. "Girls come on. Arianna don't smack your sister." I rolled my eyes and smiled at everyone.

"Jasper? Where are you?" called a new voice. A vampire appeared at the edge of the forest. Jasper ushered her out and near him. I watched in sadness as she flung her arms around his neck and kissed him. I caught his eyes and lifted my left hand to show him the wedding band I hadn't removed from my hand. I smiled as he did the same. I turned my back ignoring the yelling and nearly pushed the girls into the kitchen. They bounced around until I snapped.

"Sit down. Please." I sighed. I turned around and then went crashing into the wall. I flipped to my feet just as Jasper came in to the kitchen throwing his friend out through the glass door.

"Keep your hands off my wife and daughters." he growled. I smiled at what he said, as she got up and disappeared. Jasper stood up and looked at us. Arianna started squealing and bouncing up and down. Destiny watched quietly playing with her hair. I pushed them forward and then they squealed.

"Daddy!" They screamed and ran to hug him. Jasper looked like he was crying. He smiled just like I remember, yet it was pretty fuzzy. I grinned and pried the girls off so that I could hug him. I pressed my lips to his and laughed as we broke apart. His gold eyes never leaving mine. Destiny hugged him around the middle as Arianna jumped on his back. I was as happy as I could get. The five words I could think of was, we were a family, finally.

~2 Days Later~

Jasper had settled into his life of being a father quite well and the girls absolutely loved him. I loved him also. We had picked up were we had left off yet he spent hours looking at the scrapbooks I had made of the girls. He was trying and it was as much as I could ask. I smiled to myself.

"Somebody looks like they need a break." a voice said in my ear. The scent of lemon, strawberries and ocean breeze wafted around me. I turned around and saw Jasper's face very close to mine. I rested my head on his chest and wrapped my arms around his middle. I pulled him into our room.

"Jazzie. Why did you leave?" I asked. He looked into my eyes and cupped my cheek stroking it with him thumb. I closed my eyes and breathed slowly.

"Alice. I left because I didn't want to hurt you. Physically at least. I was hoping for you to move on emotionally, but we both know that was never going to stop. I tried to hard and ended up forgetting you. However that was ever possible. But Alice, I just could figure out how you could have loved me at all. With the way I acted, the way I look. How?" he whispered. I smiled.

"Because it is how you look and act that made me fall in love with you. Jazz, I love you for you. I love the way you look. The way you act and acted. If you drank human blood you're trying now to change that. Besides I think your scars are pretty sexy." I whispered.

"You would. I love you Darlin." he said as he pressed his lips to mine. We broke apart and I smiled.

"and I love you Jasper Whitlock." I never wanted to let go. But then again we do have forever.

Ok so this is th ninth chapter. I'm gonna take a break from this story but if you want check out my new story, Who New Angels Could Cry. This is a Carlisle and Esme story. If you have any objections to have me not write chapter ten. Well the truth is that I have writers block. If you have any ideas please tell me. Thanx ~alicewhitlockwannabe~ ;)