A/N: Thank you all for the reviews! I really appreciate it! Ok so you may not like this chapter, I don't know if I like it. I was stuck on two ideas for this chapter, so if you don't like this chapter, too bad! Haha ok if you don't like it , or if you think something should change, please feel free to tell me!
I answered, "Yes?"
Edward looked down and asked in a quiet voice, "Did I upset you?"
"No, why do you ask?" He hasn't been upsetting me, more like frustrating.
"Well, its just uh, you have been kind of ignoring me and not talking, so I was wondering if I did something wrong." He had the saddest face I have ever seen. I felt really bad.
"No, you didn't do anything wrong. And I'm sorry if you thought I was ignoring you." And I really was.
And then he looked like he wanted to say something, but at the same time, didn't want to say it. Say it, say it.
I decided to hurry this up a bit, so I asked, "Is that all you were wondering about?"
He took time to answer the question, but then came up with "Um yeah, I guess. I'm sorry I disturbed you, I'm going to head back up to the dorm room, I'll see you later." And he left quickly.
What. The. Fuck.
I was so close to getting it out of him, damn it! I decided to follow him.
I got my bag, and walked out of the library. While I was walking to the building, I started thinking what I was going to do when I got there. Would I be sincere and understanding and give him space? Would I continue with the plan? Would I just go over to him and fuck him senseless? No, no, and no. I had to come up with something! Damn it, this is harder than I thought. I got to the room, so I opened the door and found Edward pacing back and forth, muttering, "why me….why me…."
I closed the door behind me, and he realized I was there watching him.
"Look, Edward…" I sighed, I didn't really know what I was doing.
"No, Bella. Listen to me, please." He said in a strong voice, which I was surprised. He walked towards me, and then suddenly my back was against the wall, his body almost touching mine. I looked up into his green eyes, probably with a puzzled look on my face.
He started speaking, "Why are you flirting with all these guys, and not me?"
Damn, Jasper was right. This plan would get him more forward. I wanted to push his buttons, so I shrugged, "I don't know what you are talking about." Whoa, déjà vu. This is kind of like my dream.
"I think you do." His sweet breath fanned across my face, and I wanted more.
"Maybe I do."
"Why won't you flirt with me?" After he said that, he blushed a slight pink.
I smirked, "So you want my attention?"
"Yes! I get jealous when you are with those other guys! I want you to be with me!"
"Why?" Did I just say that out loud? Shit, I'm stupid.
"Because I really like you! I have for a while now, but you seem interested in all those other guys! So why do I even bother!" He said in a rush, and I gasped. He said it. He liked me. He wants me. Finally, I got him to say it! But when I looked at his face, he looked back at me with frightened eyes, and muttered 'im sorry' and ran to his room. I just stood there against the wall, mentally yelling at myself.
He ran away, great. I bet he regrets ever saying that. But he still said it, he got jealous. He likes me. He wants to be with me. He said it.
After about ten minutes of processing what just happened, I walked to Edward's room. I didn't know if I should enter, or give him his privacy. But I really needed to talk to him, so I opened his door and walked in.
He was sitting on the edge of his bed, with his head in his hands. He didn't look up, because he knew it was me who came into his room. I slowly got onto his bed, and sat right behind him. I put my arms around his waist, and I was so close that my chest was pressed against his strong back. We just stayed in that position for a good amount of time in silence. He stayed tense, while I tried to help him relax.
Suddenly, I put my mouth next to his ear, and I whispered, "I like you too. A lot."
His tense figure relaxed, and he turned around, with my arms still around him, and I slowly laid back down on his bed. I grabbed his shirt, so I could pull him to me. He was on top of me, his elbows and knees supporting his weight so I couldn't feel it, but just feel his body pressed against mine. His breathing sped up, and he looked at me, while saying, "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have cornered you like that before. I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable, I'm sorry –" and before he can continue, I stopped him by placing my finger over his lips to silence him.
"Don't be sorry. You don't need to apologize for anything."
And then he was quiet for a while, but his whisper broke the silence, "Bella, would you be my girlfriend?"
I grinned, and before he could do anything about it, I reached up a little until my lips were pressed against his. I closed my eyes, waiting for a response. He slowly cupped my cheek, and started to move his lips against mine. I put one of my hands in his bronze hair and I started tugging lightly, and he gasped in surprise and, I think, in pleasure. That was when I slipped my tongue into his mouth. Our tongues were dancing, and we were in a heated make out session. And my gosh, he was a fantastic kisser. I didn't want to stop kissing him, but I had to pull away for air, and I saw his face. His cheeks were flushed with a beautiful blush, his hair tousled as usual, and he was panting lightly.
He then smiled shyly, "Can I take that as a yes?"
I laughed, and pulled him in for another kiss.
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It was late at night, and I was in Edward's bed. Ever since the kiss, the sexual tension kept on building up. We can both sense it, and we both knew that it was going to get worse and worse.
As I said before, I was in Edward's bed. My back was to him, so his body was pressed up against my back. His arm was around my waist, pulling me closer to him. We just laid there, saying nothing. I then shifted a little, and my ass brushed against his crotch. He groaned, and I smirked. I turned around, and hitched my leg onto his hip. He looked at me, his eyes asking for permission. I nodded, and he started kissing my neck, slowly, up and down over and over. But then he hit one spot that sent chills of pleasure throughout my body, and that also made me moan. He started sucking lightly on that special spot, and I couldn't help but give another moan.
I put my hand on his cheek, and pulled his face towards mine. We kissed, but this kiss was different from the recent previous ones. The others were fast, urgent, hot. This kiss was slow and sensual. We both needed this kiss, we both needed to know that we are together. It may seem like we are rushing, but we both need this. I kept on denying myself that I didn't need a boyfriend. But the truth is, that I can be happy, with a boyfriend or not. Its just that I didn't need a cheating jackass. Lets hope Edward isn't like Jacob.
A/N: I really hope you like this chapter! Oh and tell me if you think they are rushing into their relationship. I don't think they are, because they haven't had sex, just kissing, but maybe you guys think differently. And they are college students after all! So tell me your ideas or your thoughts. Thanks so much! Oh and I got over 10 reviews last time (thank you reviewers!), can I please get 15 reviews for this chapter? Pretty please? =D
