Summer
I woke up in Isaac's arm tight around me. It was the weekends. Like finally. But I have to catch up on my homework ugh. Such life. I slowly slip out of his arms. Good thing I am small-sized. I carefully and quietly got out of the room, without waking Isaac up and went to get washed up and showered.
I wore my favourite white shorts and my shirt from St. Richard Ballet Dance. I went into Isaac room. I have not really been into his room before. I gone into Alex's room many times but not Isaac. Same old Isaac, his room never changes. I open his surprisingly neat closet. Neat. I took my favourite hoodie, I wore it. I miss this hoodie. I head downstairs to grab breakfast and went up to the library to study.
Luckily the library is not far, it was just a 7 minutes walk. As always, the library was freezing cold. I took a seat at my spot and began to study.
"Summer. Summer. What are you doing?" I recongnize that voice from anywhere. I ignore it. No way. "That was so fattening. And why are you studying? Is there a point? You will be gone in 4 years anyway." It's right... I packed up and went home. I closed myself in the room, refusing to get out, not eating a single thing.
It has been 3 days. All I did was sleep. I sleep to escape the hunger. I am not going back to being fat. Not after all that starving.
"Summer." It was Isabel. "Come on Summer, you have not came out or eaten in days." I ignored her and pretended to be asleep. I don't want to be a little girl anymore. I want to grow up. "We left some food in the fridge for you. Heat it up if you are hungry." I hear her walking away. I'm hungry. In fact I am starving. What in the world am I even doing. I skipped school, starving myself, doing nothing. But nobody would care anyways.
"Summer! You better come out and eat now." Now Sophia. "Even if you want to go on a diet, this isn't the way you stupid."
"Leave me alone." I said. I don't want anyone to care. I want to be alone... Alone... An idea popped up in my mind. I got out of bed and packed everything. Tonight when everyone is asleep, I will slip out of the house.
Even slept early tonight. I slip out of the house and caught a bus to the train station. I looked out as the train was moving. I missed this view. I alighted at the stop and caught another bus. I walked towards the house. Nobody would know I am here and nobody would disturb me. A few friends and I fro St. Richards saved up and worked a lot and with the help with our parents, we bought this house. Seems impossible but we did it. It was not big but big enough to fit 5 people. Like me, most of them moved away. At least it's quiet here. I will have a lonley Christmas.
