Ricky's POV:
It didn't take long for my dad to show up. I could hear him drive down the road with my heighten senses. "Thanks for the advice Embry," I told him before walking out the front door.
"No problem kid," He said as I made my way to were my dad was.
I didn't glance at him first because I felt ashamed. What would he think of me? I felt even sick thinking about that bastard touching me and ugh I didn't want to remember. What happened to never happen? I always pushed these memories from my mind. I didn't want to remember, but I had to. I needed to tell my dad.
"Couldn't have walked home?" My dad questioned in a mocking way.
Since my change I wasn't treated like a baby anymore. Well he never did treat me like one, except when I was little. I'd been afraid of guys for awhile but since Jason I feel like I can trust them again. My dad I haven't really been too scared of. Unless he was angry, but I only seen him angry with my mother. That was when she left him. I didn't want to remember that either.
"No um… I need to talk to you."
He nodded and went around getting in the car. I got in the car and swallowed briefly. "When I was five," I said already trembling. "Someone took advantage of me."
I didn't want to say anything else. He would get what I mean. My dad placed his hand on my shoulder. "What do you mean Ricky?"
I looked at him, tears probably. "He told me I was his. Not to tell anyone. He did what most sick bastards do to little kids."
My dad went pale, if he could due to his russet skin, like most of the Quileute descent. His hand came off my shoulder and went to grip the steering wheel. "Son, who did this?" He asked in an angry voice.
I swallowed hard. "Ryan Aterra,"
He turned the car on and drove off. I was silent but tears came down my cheeks. "Dad I'm sorry."
My dad shook his head in anger. "Don't you dare apologize this is not your fault. I'm going to kill that bastard!"
"Dad please, it's been a long time. He probably won't even remember me."
My dad stopped the car. "Ricky, that bastard will pay believe me. If anyone ever touches my kids when they don't want it, then they are dead."
The seriousness in his expression told me he wasn't joking. "Dad, please don't do this. I just wanted to tell you. Now I can put it in the past. I just want to go back to living again. I'm still gay. This doesn't change that, even if he never did touch I still would be. It's who I am."
"Ricky, I know I don't tell you this much but I want you to know I love you. You're my son. The best son a father could ever want."
I smiled. "I know you do dad. Let's get home; I have a big feeling Kelsie has to tell you something."
My dad looked at me indifferent. "What so you mean?"
I sighed. "Trust me you probably are going to want to murder Embry but other than that well…"
My dad looked at me. "What?" I said raising my hands in surrender. "I made an oath not to tell you any of Kelsie's secrets. It's a twin thing."
My dad shook his head in dismay. "Fine," he replied and we drove back home. I got out of the car once we reached the house.
"Uh, I'm going to go to Jason's, if that's okay."
My dad gave me a stern look. "I don't know if that's a good idea. It's late."
"Dad come on, it's not like I'm going to get pregnant."
My dad glared. "What? It's true."
"You're not going to go sleeping around like a dog."
I laughed at the pun. My dad had to chuckle at it too but then he went back to being 'parental figure'.
"Come on, I'm not a whore. To tell you the truth dad, I'm a virgin. Well in the guy sense."
My dad shook his head, "That's you business not mine."
"Well can I go?"
"Fine but be back at ten. It's a school night." He said his eyes glancing up at the night sky.
"Don't worry dad. I'll be back at that time, thanks!" I said and turned to head over to Jason's. I wondered if he was home. He could be out of town. I mean he obviously hadn't answered my texts. I found Jason's house. It was small like most of the homes on La Push. I glanced at his trash bin and noticed an excessive amount of beer cans as well as boxes of liquor piling up inside of it.
Must be his parents, come to think of it Jason never seemed to talk about his home life or his family. Well I knew about what his dad did and how he lived with his mom. The only reason I knew where he lived because he texted me his address for that party. I sighed and stepped up the steps of the red panel home. I reached the door and knocked.
A woman with short midnight black hair answered. "Hello, how can I help you?" She asked. Her eyes were swollen, like if she'd been crying.
"Hi, I'm Ricky Black. Is Jason here?"
Her eyes puzzled but then seemed to register. "Must be Jacob's son huh? Well he's up in his room, come on in. Excuse the house, it's a bit messy."
I entered the house and realized Jason didn't have much. The walls were painted a neutral white and there were only a couple pictures hanging up. I passed a few as his mom led me to his room. Well I assumed it was his mother. They have the same dark brown eyes.
"Good luck, he's pissed off at the moment." She said and headed back downstairs.
"Jason?" I called.
The door creaked open. Jason looked through and opened it up all the way. "What are you doing here?"
I shrugged. "I wanted to see if you're okay? I missed you at school. Where did you go?"
Jason ran a hand through his dark hair. "Your dad told you."
I shook my head confusion stumbling into my head. "What are you talking about?"
"He told you that I'm a…werewolf."
My eyes went wide. "A werewolf? What no! You can't be. I-I that's why you were gone?"
Jason nodded and ushered me into his room. His bed took up most of the room but other than that, it looked like most teenage guys' rooms would.
"I can't believe he didn't tell me. I just fucking told him…damn it!" I cussed balling my fists. I managed to compose my anger though.
Jason chuckled. "You're cute when you're mad. It's alright though. The sperm donor didn't tell me shit either."
I turned to face him. "Sperm donor, you mean you dad."
"He's not a dad. I told you how he is."
I felt sick at that. His poor mom, no wonder she looked so sad. "I'm sorry man. I guess we can't pick our families."
He laughed. "Yeah I guess so."
"Welcome to the pack, though at least I'm not the only gay one in it now."
Jason grinned. "Hmm," he replied and backed me up onto his bed.
Our mouths touched and I felt like I could melt into pure bliss. Jason's hands ran up my shirt as he felt my abs. I groaned as he rubbed his other hand up and down my spine. I pulled him closer as my hands pulled off his shirt. The kisses intensified and we both had to pull back to breathe. I smiled and my hand cupped his cheek. My heart felt like it literally would jump out of my chest from all the excitement that was contained in it.
Jason returned the smile and rested his head on my chest. I felt so damn happy to have him in my arms. It's been so long since I felt like this. I never have been far with guys. Most of the gay guys at my old school were in the closet or didn't want a serious relationship. Jason's hand intertwined in mine and then we both heard a gasp come from his now open door.
His mother stood there, horror written all over her face. My eyes flicked to Jason who had his head still on my chest as if he could care less what his mother thought.
"Get the hell out of my house."
"With pleasure," Jason said and got up.
"I can't believe you. You're disgusting and so are you!" She yelled at us. "You're going to live with your father. I don't want a queer under my roof. Get out now!"
Jason grabbed a tote bag and began to fill it with clothes from his closet.
"Oh no you don't!" She yelled and struck him across the face.
To my surprise he pushed her and she fell back into the wall. "Go to hell! Don't you ever fucking touch me again whore!"
His mom looked shocked and began to sob. Jason laughed and got his bag. "Come on, let's get out of here."
I took his hand still shocked and he led me out of the house. "Where are you going to go?"
Jason shrugged. "I guess I'll live in the woods. You know be my real wolf self."
I growled. "Not funny. My dad will probably let you stay with us."
Jason shook his head. "Nah I can't take advantage of you Ricky. It wouldn't be fair. Besides maybe I should find a job."
I gaped. "You can't drop out!"
He grinned and took my other hand in his. Jason's bag was slung around his other shoulder. "Sure I can. I'm turning eighteen next month."
I sighed, "Come Jace. Just wait till after you graduate. I mean you're a senior."
He sighed, "Fine but I'm doing it for you."
I kissed him and he kissed back. I pulled away and grinned. "Come on my dad will let you stay at my house. Plus he's the Alpha so he has to say yes."
Jason smirked, "Alright Ricky. You win.
I grinned. "You got that right honey." We headed over to my place. The lights were on so I assumed my dad and Kelsie were still awake. We entered the house and Jason's face went white. The police stood there and they were coming straight at Jason.
So I finally quit being lazy and updated Silence. Gosh it's been a long time, sorry for the wait. The more reviews I get for this chapter the sooner I'll update. Thanks for reading ~Air~
