A.N: I am so sorry it took so long to update guys but I'm glad to say my health is back on track. I've been to all my doctors' appointments and it was just something minor. I've changed my diet so I should be good now. Anyway here's the chapter I hope you like it. P.S Flashbacks are in italics and Leah's thoughts as a wolf are in bold.

Losing Her

Sam's POV

I was in a forest running alongside another wolf; this wolf was tiny compared to my structure. It was gray with silver streaks in different areas as opposed to my coat of fur which was a raven black.

The other wolf turned to look at me, it was beautiful, gorgeous even but it had a sad look in its eyes. Like it wanted me to help, like I was the only person that could make this right, I gave the wolf my best look of sympathy.

The gray wolf started to pump its feet faster and before I could catch up it flew past me towards the cliff. I started to run faster afraid that something would happen to the fragile wolf.

Once I got to the edge of the cliff I no longer saw a gray wolf but the backside of a naked woman. I hadn't seen her face yet but if she had been the one to phase into that wolf I saw, she had to be beautiful.

Her skin was a beautiful shade of copper with an olive undertone; she had long jet black hair that fell past her waist and she had an amazing curvy body.

She turned to look at me and that's when I noticed the girl was Leah, I don't know why I didn't notice it was her she hadn't changed at all she looked exactly the same.

"I need you Sam, I need to be with you" she said to me in a sad voice and started to walk towards me

I ran into the nearest bushes and changed back, my clothes were tied to my feet so I undid the rope and put on the shorts I had with me

I walked back out to were Leah was still standing in the same why she was before

I walked up to her and reached for her hand, she allowed me to take it; I looked her in the eyes and said

"Leah, I'm sorry but I'm with Emily now"

She suddenly burst into tears and snatched away from my hands

"I'm sorry Sam" were the last words she said to me before she turned away and jumped off of the edge of the cliff

"LEAH!" I called after her but it was too late, I heard her hit the bottom and I knew that it was the end

I woke up in a cold sweat; I wiped my eyes which were filled with tears. I had been having the same dream for five months now, ever since Leah left.

I guess it was because I felt guilty about leaving her, and making her leave, it was my entire fault. I looked over the other side of my bed and saw the love of my life Emily.

She had been the one to tell me it wasn't my fault that Leah needs to run away, to get away for a while. She had said that everything Leah learned had taken a toll on her and she was hurting, she said she knew in her heart that Leah was okay and maybe happier then she'd ever been.

I could never understand the love Emily had for me, even after all that happened she still wanted to be with me. I looked at Emily's face it was scarred on one side creating a permanent grimace.

I had done that, I had destroyed the love of my life's face; the night that Leah left was the night it happened. She was yelling at me about Leah, telling me that if I hadn't done what I did she would still have her cousin. I just snapped on her and it was too late I had already phased and Emily was standing right in my face I didn't mean to do it.

When I thought back to what had happened that day I was ashamed of myself.

It was the night of the first La Push bonfire, since a new pack had been started. Everyone from the pack was going to be there Jacob, Embry, Quil, Paul, Jared and of course the elders of our tribe.

Emily and I were sitting by the fire, she was adding more sticks creating even more flames. The elders had allowed me to bring Emily tonight since she was my imprint. I had told Emily all about the pack and me phasing, I didn't think she would believe me but she did. She said she thought it was cute that we had a love at first sight thing.

The elders now included Sue Clearwater since Harry had died, she was happy to take over his responsibilities she said it made her feel close to him.

I couldn't believe it when the news had come, Emily was so upset. We couldn't believe Harry had died he was so good to all of us. It happened the same day that Leah had found me and Emily; I had felt like it was my fault.

Leah was so upset when she left my house, if I wouldn't have made her that mad she would have never phased in front of Harry. She really loved me and I screwed it up but I couldn't stay with her not after I had meet Emily, it would have never worked anyway.

I realized it wasn't my fault though I wanted Emily not her and no one ever heard of a female shape shifter so how was I supposed to know she would phase.

When it was time for the funeral I really wanted to go with Emily, I wanted to help her through it. Emily was against it though, she said it would just make things harder for Leah. I realized she was right I had just broke up with Leah and going to her father's funeral with her cousin would have upset her.

I tried to stay away from Emily at the funeral but we ended sitting across the aisle from each other. Not that it helped because Leah still ended up seeing us and I could tell she had become angry.

She ignored us for the rest of the ceremonies, and I thought it was best if I saved my condolences for the next time that I saw her.

I had planned on speaking with Leah tonight; maybe she wouldn't be so upset now. Maybe she would understand once we explained imprinting and how being a shape shifter worked, maybe she would forgive me.

"Sam are you okay?" Emily shook my shoulders with a look of worry

"Yeah sure just thinking Em" I told her

"Look who's here" Emily said looking towards the opposite direction near the woods

I turned my head towards where she was looking and saw Leah and Seth standing beside their mother who was talking to Billy Black

I stood up prepared for what I was about to do next "I'll be right back" I told Emily as I started to make my way over towards Leah and Seth

Before I could even get close Seth saw me approaching and started to walk towards me, He stopped once he was close to my face

"Look Sam you're cool and all but your hurt my sister and she doesn't want to see you right now, so at least for right now keep your distance" he said to me with what I believe was supposed to be a threatening voice

I had always liked Seth so I didn't want to disrespect him "I know she's hurt Seth but when can I talk to her, there are some things that need to be explained"

"Sam honestly right now I don't even think she wants to see you

"Seth I'll leave her alone for right now but please promise me you'll talk to her try to get her to talk to me" I practically begged him

"I'll try but I'm not going to promise anything" he said to me and then turn making his way back over to his sister, who looked as though she was spaced out and somewhere else

She had stayed like that for the rest of the night not saying anything even as the elders were telling stories of how us shape shifters came to be, that is until Billy Black started to talk about imprints and what they are.

"An Imprint is that one person you're meant to be with in life, it always happens at first sight, the imprinter feels a deep connection with that person deeper than anybody else"

I was looking at Emily smiling at her but I could see Leah from the corner of my eye, she had a blank expression on her face like she was deep in thought

"It's like that person is your heart your soul they are your true soulmate and no one else matters anymore. Just that one person they are the center of your universe and you forget about the unimportant things in your life"

Leah's face turned from one of a blank expression to one of pure anger, I could tell she was furious. She started to shake from head to toe, she was about to phase.

"Seth get Leah out of here before she goes crazy" Sue yelled at her son, who went to his sisters side and started to push her towards the woods

"I'm sorry was it me, did I say something wrong" Billy questioned

"No she's just upset"

"I'll be right back I need to see if I could talk to her" I told Emily

Emily grabbed my arm before I could walk away "Are you sure that's a good idea Sam, she's really upset"

"Yeah I think that it's time I talked to her about what happened, about everything" I told Emily as I got up and started to make my way towards where Seth had took Leah deep in the woods

I walked until I found a disgruntled Seth looking around like a lost puppy

"Sam I thought I told you to stay away" He said to me

"Look I thought it would be best if I talked to her now maybe I could make her feel better"

"How are you going to do that Sam you're the one who's got her like this in the first place"

"I know her Seth and believe it or not I still care for her" I said to him looking him deep in the eyes

"I know that Sam but she's still my sister and I don't want her getting hurt anymore, I think I might lose her if she does and I can't lose another person that I love" He looked at me with a somber expression

"Plus I don't even know where she went"

"I think I may Know" I told him

I remember when Leah used to get mad at me; she would run away until she got to the waterfall near forks

"Fine you can go see if you want but just don't hurt her or I try to kill you"

"I've already caused her enough pain I want to try to make things better" I said as I started to walk in the direction I believe she went

Ten minutes later I was at our old hiding space, me and Leah used to come here all the time. When she just needed a break from home and when my father was on one of his binges.

It was this river where deers would come and drink from; Leah always had a fascination with them. I saw Leah sitting on the broken log that rested just in front of the rivers edge, she was naked from phasing I suppose. I felt a tinge of guilt as a heard a deep sob emit from within her

I took a step forward carefully trying not to make a sound but failed as I placed my feet on the ground and broke a piece of fallen branch.

"Seth I told you not to follow me I need to be alone right now" she said out of breath from crying so much

"Leah I came to talk to you I needed to know are you okay" I said to her and I saw her back tense and a furious snarl erupted in the air as she turned her body toward me phasing at the same time.

I wanted to talk to her and I didn't want her to run away so I thought of my father which immediately got me angry enough to phase.

Soon I could hear her thoughts in my head

Damn that motherfucker how dare he follow me here can't he see he's the one causing my problems

Leah look I thought if I came here and talked to you, you would finally understand

Understand what Sam how you left me for my slut of a cousin who you only knew for two days

Leah I understand your mad but don't take this out on Emily you heard Billy it's imprinting we're meant to be together

And that's supposed to make me feel better, that bitch is better for you than me

I won't have you talking about her like that you better watch your mouth

Or what you'll hurt me more than you already have you stupid bastard you and that stupid ass whore can go to hell

That's it

Before I could even comprehend what was happening I lunged at Leah, I was about ten times bigger than her so when I crashed into her I sent her flying into a near by oak tree

I heard a sharp whimper of pain come from her and I quickly went to her side

Leah I'm sorry let me help you what can I do I didn't mean to

You know what you can do from now on stay the hell out of my life I don't ever want to see you again

Her words were angry, terrified by me and sad at the same time and with that she ran off out of my view. I couldn't believe this I can here to talk to her to make things right and all I ended up doing as making things worse.

That had been five months ago and Leah still hasn't come back. I always feel guilty about it even though I have Emily I still cared for Leah and I never wanted to see her hurt.

Even after I had attacked Emily she still took up for me, she told the police and everyone else that it was a wolf attack. I didn't want her to lie but she said she forgave me and she knew I didn't mean to do it.

She had made last night the best night of my life when she accepted my proposal so now we could definitely be together for as long as we both live.

I leaned down to plant a kiss on her forehead before a could there was a banging at the door

"SAM, SAM OPEN THE DORR QUICK" I heard someone yell, it sounded like Seth, I took at look at the clock, it said 7 'o clock but what could he be doing here this early patrols don't start till 1 'o clock.

"SAM!" I heard Seth scream again it must be an emergency

I got up out the bed careful not to wake Emily and threw on my jeans I had placed on the floor, I didn't bother to throw on a shirt I never did anyway and I made my way down the stairs.

"SAM"

"OKAY, OKAY!" I screamed as I opened the front door

Seth stood at the door gripping the frame with a look on his face like he had just seen a ghost

"What's wrong Seth" I asked him

"She's back" he said his facial expression still the same

"Who is?" I asked Seth

"Leah" he told me

A.N I hope this was good, anyway I just wanted to thank everyone who has read and reviewed my story so far and I send good vibes and Love to all of you

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