He loves me… or He loves me Not… The outsiders
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the Outsiders Character. They all belong to S.E. Hinton Except for my Character Lily, Anthony, and any other Character I add in there.
Author's Note: Once again thanking Monkeypants17 for reviewing and I don't think you'll be disappointed with the update . I also want to thank Onetreehillfrk and Caitly for reviewing. A Warning of possible minor language
"Ready?" Dally asked as I walked to the car. "Let's just go" I said as I opened the door and sat in the seat. I looked out the window and let my tears fall. I didn't care if Dallas saw me. When we got to the Curtis's I just went up to apparently now my room. I stayed there for a few hours and realized it was pointless to stay crying. This is exactly what Dally wanted. For me to cry and then want to be in someone's arms and run right back to him. Kiss him; tell him I made a huge mistake and that he's the only one I want.
I went downstairs and went right out the door after yelling I was going out. I continued to walk down the street and I heard a car pull towards me. "Hey Lily" I turned my head to see Tim Shepard. "Hey Tim" I said smiling slightly and walked to the driver side window. "I heard Dallas saying you were having a party at your house why aren't you at your own party?" I asked a laughed a bit. "Getting beer already ran out" he said pointing to the beer in the back seat with his thumb.
"Interested in a little partying?" he asked. "I don't really feel like being around Dallas" I said. "Then don't, hang with me baby" he said and smiled. I sighed and then smiled. "Alright fine" I said and got into the passenger seat. We got to his house and Tim wrapped his arm around me as he brought the beer to the kitchen. "Want one?" he asked over the music. "Yeah sure, I'm going to go sit on the couch" I said and he nodded.
I sat on the couch and unfortunately Dallas saw me. "Hey look who came out of her hiding" Dallas said making himself comfortable beside me and wrapped his arm around me. "Must you be an ass 24/7?" I asked coldly. "It's in my Blood, you should know baby…" he said. He leaned closer to me. "I'm never nice" he whispered in my ear. I shoved him away from me but he didn't move much.
"Come on, why cant it be the way it use to be? You know…"he said and kissed my neck. "Cause those days are gone Dallas, things changed" I said pushing him away again. "Yeah it changed when that Anthony kid came around" he said harshly. "Problem here?" I heard and turned to see Tim. "Nope" Dallas said and stayed how he was. "Mind leaving my girl alone?" Tim said and I smiled. "You're girl?" Dallas said and stood up.
"Got a problem with it? I mean you're with Sylvia right?" Tim said and Dally kept his cool. "Right" he said glancing at me once more and then leaving. "Thanks" I said when Tim sat beside me. "No problem" he said handed me a beer. "You seem upset, something wrong?" Tim asked. "Just Dallas has been bugging me, just kind of stressed that's all" I lied. I was truly upset about Anthony. The look on his face killed me.
"Aw don't worry about him, he won't bother you around me" he said. "Thanks Tim" I said and took a sip of my beer and just leaned back as I sighed. The party was pretty much just me hanging with Tim, talking, and dancing. "I'll be right back" Tim told me and I nodded. I felt someone's hands slide to my hips. I looked and saw Dallas. "Get the fuck away from me Dallas" I spat out bitterly and shoved him, making him slam into some else.
"What the hell is your problem?" Dallas yelled harshly. "You Dallas! You are!" I yelled and went out the door. "Lily" I heard Dallas yell and slammed the door. "Go Away!!" I yelled as I continued to walk letting the cold air just hit my bare arms. Dallas grabbed me and turned me to face him. "What do you want?!" I yelled in his face. "You" he said and pulled me into him. He kissed me the way he did at Buck's.
I kissed him falling into his trance like I have before. Anthony came into my mind and I felt guilty. Dallas broke the kiss and smiled down at me all cocky. "I knew you couldn't resist me" he said. "Anthony makes me feel safer and kisses me ten times better then you ever could" I said and turned. Dallas grabbed my arm roughly when I turned and out of instinct I turned and swung my right fist hard connecting to Dallas's nose. Dallas staggered back and leaned against the fence. Crimson began to stain his white shirt.
Dallas looked at his hand and then looked at me furiously. I began backing up and hit into Tim's car. Dallas was about to hit me when someone tackled him. They began punching him again and again and then stood up. "Come on" the person said and grabbed my hand gently. I pulled it away not knowing who it was. "Sweetheart it's me" he said. "Anthony?" I said softly and gasped.
He kissed me softly as he held me gently in his arms. When he broke the kiss he smiled at me. "Believe me now?" he said and I smiled. I jumped into his arms and he held onto me tightly. "Come on we have to go" he said. He gave Dallas a good kick in the ribs and grabbed my hand. We ran as fast as we could away and we got to his car parked not too far away.
"You know Dallas is going to come looking for you" I said as we drove off. "Well ill be waiting" he said. "How are you out of the Hospital? And how did you know where I was?" I asked. So many questions were in my head. "Doctor told me I was doing much better and I could go home. As far as how I knew, Soda told me" he said and I looked at him. "Soda?" I asked and he nodded. "Told me I needed to see you, saying how torn up you were. He said he figured you'd be here and as he predicted you were." he said and glanced between the road and me.
"I told you we weren't over; it's not over baby… It's not. Not without a fight" he said and kissed my knuckles gently as he raised them to his lips. I smiled and stayed silent looking out the window. "Anthony…" I started. "Yeah Sweetheart?" he asked and continued to glance at me. "I Love You" I said and I saw Anthony smile. "I love you too Baby" he said and it was my turn to smile.
What have I gotten myself into? Trouble. That's what. "Dallas is going to kill me" I groaned. "No he won't" he said and I looked at him with the craziest expressions. "You think "The Dallas Winston", isn't going to hit me after what I did to him" I said. "He won't if I'm there, he won't get the chance" he said. Why do I always bring Drama? Why do I always bring fights? Maybe that is why my parents fought a lot. Maybe that's why they didn't want me anymore… Was I making a bigger mistake by being with Anthony then when I first met him? I guess I was going to find out… And even if I wasn't sure now, I was about to find out that even when you think something is the worst it can be… It becomes even more worse than before.
